Chapter 21-Destiel/Sabriel Combination Chapter 5

Sam, Dean, and Cas woke up in Sam's hotel room with the three of them, and Send Me An Angel by Scorpion was playing again. Sam pulled away from Dean and went to the bathroom. Dean woke up with Cas spooning him, and Sam was nowhere in sight. Dean pulled away from Cas trying not to wake him, and called out to Sam in a whisper. "Sammy?" but there was no answer, so he tried it over and over, until he reached to bathroom, and he heard small whimpers escape the bathroom. "Sammy, you in there?" Dean asked as he knocked on the door.

"Dean?"

"Yeah, it's me baby bro. can you let me in?"

"Dean, I think I made a mistake. I have this feeling that something is off, that I did something that I shouldn't have." Dean heard the door unlock, and he stepped in the room. Dean found Sam on the floor with some pill bottles on the floor. Dean stepped into the room and picked up the pill bottles an looked at what his little brother took.

"Sammy, which ones did you take and how much of each did you take?" Dean was crouching down in front of his brother with Sam's face in his hands. "Sammy? What did you take?" Sam looked slightly off and his eyes glazed over. "Sammy!" Dean looked through the pill bottles that were scattered around the bathroom floor while trying to keep Sam from falling to the floor. Dean leaned Sam's face against his shoulder and wrapped his arm around the back of his neck so he could use both hands to sort through the bottles.

Cas was leaning in the door frame with his eyes wide. "Dean, what do you need me to do?" Cas slowly lowered himself to the floor and took Sam out of Dean's arms.

"I need you to get him to throw up; it's the only way to get the drugs out of his system. Do it over the toilet though I don't want to clean up puke. The easiest way would be to push a spoon down his throat, just don't let go so the spoon, and no angel mojo please. We need to get you healthy again, too." Cas tried to pull Sam over to the toilet and took the spoon that Dean handed to him. Dean sifted through the bottles until he found one that was mostly empty. "Sammy, why do you have all of these prescriptions? Did you have surgery recently or what?"

Cas got Sam to puke into the toilet, and Sam collapsed on the floor. "Dean, what do you want me to do with him?"

"Just keep his head propped up," Dean said as he glanced over to Cas and Sam. Dean picked up all of the pill bottles and hid them in one of the drawers in the hotel room and went back to the bathroom and picked Sam up and carried him to the bed and covered him up in the recovery position with his head on the edge of the bed and his one arm tucked behind his head. Dean then walked back to the bathroom to get Cas. Dean carried Cas back to the bed and covered him up, and Dean crawled under the covers between them pulling Cas into his arms.

"How are you feeling today, babe?" Dean asked Cas as he buried his face in Cas' hair and inhaled Cas' scent. Dean relaxed as he took in that smell that calmed him.

"Well, I was doing better until your brother tried to kill himself." Cas buried his face in Dean's shoulder.

"I don't think he tried to kill himself, more so he took to many. Sam's never really been suicidal; he just punishes himself more than he should. Do you want to watch a movie, or order room service maybe?" Dean asked Cas.

"Both, can we do both. I'm really hungry." Dean looked at Cas, and then he reached over to grab the remote, the phone, and the phone card. Dean dialed for the room service and asked about having some food brought up to their room, and when Dean was finished he hung up and turned the TV on and flipped through the channels. Dean would pause at every channel until Cas said he liked something, and Cas had Dean stop on the Pride and Prejudice movie with Kiara Knightly.

Dean gave Cas a look that said really you want to watch this. Cas nodded and turned his attention to the movie. Dean really wasn't watching the movie, but he was more so watching Cas. Cas was enjoying the movie, and he looked like he was almost back to normal, laughing and having fun. Dean could see the twinkle returning to Cas' eyes; the sapphire in Cas' eyes were getting brighter as the day progressed. Dean loved watching the light fill Cas' eyes when he laughs or when he looks at Dean. Cas' eyes are Dean's favorite aspect of Cas, the beautiful sapphire balls of light that twinkle when Cas smiles or laughs.

Cas caught Dean staring at him. "Dean, why are you staring at me? It's a little weird. Is there something on my face?"

"No, everything is fine you are perfect in every way and I don't deserve to have something that is so perfect. What's happening in the movie?" Dean redirected as he turned to the movie.

"Haven't you been watching it Dean?" Cas asked.

"No, unfortunately, I got a little distracted by your laugh, and then your smile and then your eyes, so I lost track of what was happening at about the part where they were invited to the ball."

"Dean? That was like half the movie that you spent just staring at me watching the movie. What did you see that would make you stare at me for an hour and a half?"

"You, just you, Cas. You are beautiful and you don't even realize how you laughing makes me laugh, your smile makes me want to smile, and your eyes. God, your eyes just make me want to stare into them for hours whether you know that I'm staring at them or not. They just sparkle when the light hits them just right, when you smile and laugh. It's addictive and I can't break my addiction." Dean leaned in and captured Cas' lips with his own as Dean moved his hand to cup Cas' jaw with his palm. Dean kissed Cas with passion and not the usual need to kiss him. Cas pulled Dean in as Cas pushed his mouth open and slipped his tongue into Dean's mouth making the kiss into the needy kiss that Cas enjoyed.

Dean rolled on top of Cas, and Cas pulled away from him. "Dean, we should probably switch beds if we are going to do this because we are kind of in the same bed as your brother." Dean pulled Cas from the bed and carried him over to the other bed, pulling back the covers, and Dean slid Cas into the bed and crawled in with him covering them in the process.

"Cas, are you sure that you are up for this? Gabriel said that some activities might be off limits for a little while, while you get better."

"Dean, I am up for this. You are all that I need to feel like I can do anything." Cas pulled Dean down and slipped his tongue in Dean's mouth before Dean could protest again, and Dean moaned as Cas slipped Dean's shirt off. Dean retaliated by pulling all of Cas' shirts off, and leaned down. Both of their bare chests touched and the warmth of Dean's skin against his own spread throughout him. Dean slipped one of his hands under Cas' back and pulled him up slightly making more his skin have contact with Dean's warm skin. Cas crept his hands between them and unbuckled Dean's jeans and snuck them off. Cas snaked his hand back around and applied a little presser to Dean's lower back causing Dean's crotch to push up against Cas' jeans.

Dean pulled off Cas' jeans without even trying to unbuckle them since they were big on him anyway, and Dean slipped his hand back underneath Cas' back and pushed up on Cas' lower back making Cas' erection rub against Dean's erection. Cas rolled so he ended up on top of Dean and slipped one of his fingers around Dean's entrance, and pushed a finger in. "Cas, lube. You didn't use any lube."

"I don't have any, darling, and I can't use angel mojo remember," Cas teased as he pushed the finger in all the way slightly pulling it out and pushing it back in. Cas slipped the second finger in, and Dean moaned as they grazed his prostate. Cas took that as a go and slipped a third finger in stretching Dean so Cas would fit. Cas pulled the fingers out and slipped in his cock with hunger, and Dean's grip in Cas' hair tightened pulling Cas' mouth into Dean's. Cas thrust his hip against Dean's as Dean's tongue slipped into Cas' mouth.

Dean could feel as the cum sprang from Cas and into himself, and Dean moaned into Cas' mouth. Cas gripped Dean's erection in his palm and started massaging Dean's tip with his thumb. Cas pulled out of Dean and his lips moved from Dean's lips down his chest until he reached Dean's crotch. Removing his hand, Cas took in all of Dean, and continued massaging Dean's tip only with his tongue this time. Dean dug his fingers into Cas' scalp and thrust his hips upwards into Cas' mouth. Cas could feel as Dean's erection grew until it just sprung. Dean's cum trickled down Cas' throat, and Cas slipped Dean's cock out of his mouth.

Cas laid down next to Dean and kissed him, sliding his tongue into Dean's mouth so Dean could taste his own cum on Cas' tongue. Cas pulled away from the kiss and rested his head on Dean's chest. Cas fell asleep and Dean followed shortly after.

Sam stayed asleep for the entire day, and he didn't wake until the next morning. Sam was exhausted for he barely slept the night before on top of his little suicide escapade that morning.