Jasper's POV

I had to sit there, and Listened to how Cullen talked about his Father. Im sure the guy has problems, but not worse than mine. So one of his Parents ignores him? Both of mine do, and I don't bitch about it. It doesn't give me a right to be an asshole to anyone. No matter how much its screwing me over from inside.

"Who Knew Cullen had it bad?" Alice giggled, with her beautiful laughter. Bella joined her, nodding in agreement.

I turned to Look at Rosalie, but she was untouched by any of what Cullen had to say. Of course She was. "Oh really bad," I hissed, not sure why My anger was flaring up. Rosalie graced me with her gaze. She looked up at me with her Blue eyes, my eyes. "You want to know why Im in here?" I asked them as I stood up. Her look was still as expressionless as it was before. As it always has been, when it comes to me. I turned away from them, with my rage boiling inside. I punched a wall, grunting loudly.

"Jazz," Alice called me.

"I brought a Gun," I confessed. I heard gasps all around.

"W-Why?" My heart gave a lurch, as I heard Alice's voice break at the mention of this.

"Because," I said coolly. "You know what's all Im good for?" I asked them as I faced them once more."Nothing," I could feel their shock and outrage form from where I stood. "All my Dad and Mom, care is whether I show up at school," I chuckled. "Just so people would know I wasn't put away,"

"Shut up Jasper," Rosalie snarled. She gave me an incredulous look. "You don't know anything about what you are saying," She glared back at me. "Your feeling sorry for yourself Brother,"

"Oh really?" I shouted, causing Alice and Bella to jump back. "When is the last fucken time that you saw that Either of them paid any attention to me?" I challenged her. "When?!"

"We are not going to discuss Private matters in front of these people!" She ordered me.

"When is the last time you ever gave a damn about me Rosalie?" I ignored her. "I am invisible to every member of the Hale family,"

"Jasper," She sneered. She shook her head furiously.

"What Rose?" I growled back. "Are you embarrassed to mention to any of these people, how you pretend like we aren't related. Even if I come an inch close to you anywhere at school, you act like if I wasn't there. Like if I wasn't your blood,"

"Your wrong," She mumbled, I saw some type of emotion other than anger in her eyes. But I couldn't quite figure it out. "You're my Twin Jazz, how can I not care?"

"Stop being so fake!" I yelled.I turned away from her, and looked at Her friend. "Cullen," I snapped at Him. He would prove what Im saying right. "How long have you known Rosalie for?" I asked him.

"Um," Edward seemed rather nervous. "Since Freshman year," He managed to answer.

"Did you know I was her Brother?" I asked.

I saw Rosalie's eyes widen. "No," He answered simply. Of course He wouldn't. I'm a secret for Her. There are some who mange to put the Last Name together, but she denies it.

"You know for a fact Rosalie," I turned back to my sister. "That if it wasn't because I was under- aged, I would be out that door before the fucken day was over,"

"Do not make me Look like the Bitch," She shrieked.

"Impossible," Bella muttered.

"In what other way can I see you Sis?" There really wasn't any other way to see her. To see anyone of my Family. They all could care-less about me. Not one of them has ever included me in anything. Everyday, I am alone. I am excluded from anything they do. They avoid me. They make sure to move their schedules around so they don't have to talk to me. The only time any of Rosalie's friends are over, is when Im gone. If I stayed in my room forever, they wouldn't even check to see if I was Alive. Everyday at the Hale Household is hell. My father never forgets to remind me that I am a failure. My mother? She is either too drunk or away Shopping to notice me. And Rosalie isn't different from any of them. "It doesn't matter if Im your Twin. You're the only Child they have,"

Rosalie shook her head once more. I saw tears glistening in her eyes. And the only times Rosalie Hale drained tears, is when she felt Guilty about something. "That's not true," Ah. Denial.

"Don't deny it!" I snapped at her. I felt my own eyes Burn. "You where there, when he told me he wished he Never had a son," I cried. "And not once did you ever try and Help me,"

"You never tried to help me, when I need you!" She yelled at me. She abruptly got on her feet. And walked over to me. "Whenever I was hurt, you turned away! You let me fall to pieces , on my own!" She sobbed. Her Blue eyes, filled with pain. And the tears rolled down her cheeks uncontrollably.

"Impressive," Emmett said, as he clapped loudly. Rosalie turned around to face him, as he continued to clap. He looked up at Rosalie with an amused expression. "That was Great, Rose" He smiled. "My image of you completely blew up,"

"You think this is a game?" My sister asked him, with a hurt look.

"No, I think you are full of Shit. I'd say you can compete with Alice in acting,"

"Don't," Bella said to Emmett. "McCarty this isn't anything to be laughing about," She scolded him.

"Am I laughing?" He replied to Her.

"Just Stop Em," Bella added.

"Why?" He grunted. "Because Im not believe those fucken tears?" He pointed up at Rosalie. "We all know she is a Bitch. And we could have figured what was Happening to Jazz. You saw the way Rosalie acted, towards Him Bella! You cant honestly tell me the Bitch isn't faking pain?" Well, He had a point. I wasn't one to believe Rosalie either. She was strong. She never needed me.

"You're a fucken Prick!" Edward yelled at McCarty. "Shut the fuck up! You're hurting Her!"

Emmett smirked at Cullen, as he faced Him ." What the hell do you even care about what I think? I don't even count, right?" McCarty dark eyes flared up with Anger. "I could disappear forever and it wouldn't make a difference. I may as well not exist in this school, Remember?" Emmett growled at Cullen. He sneered the words that Cullen had said to him Before. And the pained expression of Cullen making him inferior was still plastered on his pale face.

Next to me, Rosalie sighed deeply. "You know, I have much feelings as you do! And it hurts just the same when someone steps all over them," She wiped her tears away.

"God your so pathetic!" Emmett shouted at Her.

"McCarty, don't insult Her," I told could be all those things Emmett said, but I wouldn't let her get Hurt. At least I was there for her.

"Don't you ever compare yourself to me!" He ignored me. "You got everything! And I've got shit! You take everything away from everybody else. Look at your Brother Rose!" He continued to yell. "Can you see how much He is fucken hurting? Wait! Of course you cant! Because you only see yours,"

"Shut up," She whimpered. She looked away from Him. Lowering her head.

"Do you Rosalie? Do you see how fucked up your Brother feels?-Go home and cry to your Daddy. don't cry here," He told her.

"God," Alice chiming voice spoke up, after a moment of Silence. "When did we get like this?"

"Why did you bring the Gun, Jasper?" Well that one Surprised me. Rosalie glanced up at Me. She walked forward and placed a cold hand on my shoulder. "Why?" She asked once more.

I felt Her sincerity and worry. She was actually worried. About Me. Her eyes were still glistening with tears. I saw the hurt on her face. Emmett McCarty's words got her to get a feeling. She looked real. Like a Human. Fragile and Weak. "I couldn't take it," I said Honestly. "I needed a way out,"

"W-Why?" She cried softly.

"I found it easier. No one would miss me," I heard a sob from in back of Us, and I knew that the Lovely Pixie was crying for me too. "But it wasn't," I added. "I realized I couldn't do it. Not because Im a coward, but Because there is more out there. And I need to find it." I wiped some of her tears away. "Sam Uley bumped into me last Tuesday, his things fell and as I helped him pick up his Paperwork, the gun slipped out. He got worried and filed me to Aro,"

Rosalie gave me a weak smile. "Your such an idiot," She laughed lightly. "Don't ever try and Leave me Jasper," She took my hands. "I might not ever act like it, But you're all that I have. And I need you. Im not as strong as I make people believe Jazz. And I need my Brother to help me pull me back together,"

"Now," Emmett's voice sounded loudly again. Rosalie looked at Him. Expecting another insult from him. "That I believe,"

Well wasn't this..Weird? Lol.

I know that in the movie this isnt the order which it goes in, but Rosalie and Jasper are brother and Sister so, it kinda needs to play out this way. And I am aware that this is a very Emotional chapter, so um yeah. The next one would Be Bella's story, which is going to go out of place with the moive. But I did say i was going to change it up. SO bare with me. Chapter 23 will go back to playing out like the Movie. Promise. Hope you guys like It!:D