A/N: Sorry I haven't updated, but I made up a new story that's for the Lord of the Rings. Check it out. I am surprised that it turned out really good. I am so happy to all of you that read all of my stories. It helps me and I really appreciate it.

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Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight. Twilight is rightfully owned by Stephanie Meyer. But I do own Alexial and Bella's Biological father and any other angels or vampires that I create.

Chapter 21 (Regret)

Bella's Point of View

I couldn't believe it. Why did everything that just seemed so… surreal happen to me? All I ever wanted was to be just plain Isabella Swan. Not a hybrid cross between a vampire and angel. Don't forget to mention being a princess to top it off. I knew the world was full of adventure and possibilities but to let that happen to me…

A weird thought struck me then. I didn't even know his name. Here's a man that just claimed he was my father. I have a right to know. "What is your name? What do you go by?" I blurted out in surprise. The angel that claimed the title of father looked at me. He knelt before me like a prince to his princess. He answered.

"Many refer to me as king. But close friends and family refer to me by my real name. My real name is Lucian," he said as he came back to a standing posture.

I looked at my father- not my dad- but my father most commonly known as Lucian. He just stood there. Well more like posing in all of his high and mighty glory. I couldn't say anything. I didn't want to accept any of this. Maybe not ever accepting it would make it not be true. Suddenly Alexial stepped in and stopped to look at me. "You knew who I was didn't you? You knew and didn't tell me!" I yelled in anger. Then I was mad. He composed himself in no way looking like he was sorry.

"Bella, I couldn't tell you. It was for your own good. I was only there to help and guide you towards the choices that were presented to you. You just made the right choices and followed them," he said in calmness and clarity. I couldn't look at him anymore. Afraid that I would do something that I would really regret. I felt my emotions going all over. To find that all in one day that you are a princess hybrid who was just betrayed by a friend. It sounds too cliché I know but it was.

I wanted to get out. Out from all of this. Was it too much to ever ask to just be an ordinary vampire with just a plain old ability that wasn't so coveted? "How do I get out here? I want to return to my family," I stated and it definitely wasn't a question. Rather a statement that said that you don't want to mess around with me. My father replied. "Isabella, I know that is seems hard to accept. But I hope in time that you will accept me. As for getting back I can't let you leave. You are between a war that has gone way back before you were born. You do not want to get further into it! I will not let you!" he yelled.

"I just found out who I am and just recently been turned into a vampire. By a vampire who loves me. It would seem that I am in this war and I can't just back out of this. I have friends and family counting on my return. It's not your decision whether or not that I could be in a battle or not. I am going back to my friends and my mate. Did I even mention that my mate is a king? So that makes me a queen. So now this war really involves me. You can't stop me!" I yelled emotionally in return. Making me get mad.

I started for an exit when a different angel came in front of me trying to not let me go anywhere. He had long silky black hair. Who was wearing black armor to match. Along with a sword as long as his arm slanted against his side. His wings were a dirty white but matched his face which was so angelic. I almost forgot that I was angry. I tried to get past him with my vampire speed but he was faster. I tried a fireball but I couldn't form one since I used all of my energy on the angel that tried to kill Aro.

"Why can't I go?" I questioned him again.

"You are too precious to me to ever let you go. I… can't let you…go back," he replied. He neared me walking slowly. I tried to think of any other way of escape because I didn't want to be here. I just didn't. I just want to be by Aro's side. To see everyone again. To make apologies to everyone. Cause what if I go with all of the others to the true death of my race. What would be left of me? Who would even remember me? Aside from Aro and the Guard. Did I want to die with a guilty conscious on me?

I felt this feeling right where my heart used to beat. A feeling came up within me. It felt like air circling around my frozen un-beating heart. That's all that I could describe it like. I suddenly looked down at my feet. I saw air twirling around me forming a circle and spiraling out of control. It then spiraled up towards my hands. It would seem that my hands knew what to do as they raised (without any prompting from me) up into nothingness. There was a portal of air and I didn't know where it went or where it would lead me. But anything sounds better than here. Better than getting stuck here thinking of all I ever regretted in my life.

I walked into the force of the winded portal and I stepped out. Afterwards, it automatically closed behind me, not allowing anyone on the other side to follow. Which was a good thing I suppose. I looked at my surroundings before me it was the courtyard of the Volturi castle. There were many roses that surrounded the area. A flower can be gentle and harmless. But on the other side it could be so much freighting and devious. Kind of like a double edged sword. That's like me. On the one side, when I was still human I couldn't think about hurting anyone. On the other hand, now that I'm a vampire cross hybrid, I wouldn't regret killing or hurting someone that is or was precious to me.

I walked further and ended up in a corridor where a big reunion was set up. How could they have known that I would be returning? Alice, she still knew that I hate surprises. I am going to do her one good when I get my hands on her. Making me to stop and realize that this was the beginning of where my life ended and started.

Once I made it at the end of the corridor and stepped inside of the vast beautiful throne room there were a lot of vampires gathered to welcome me back. All including the three kings of course, the guard, and also all of the Cullen's. I should feel happy to see all of them, even the Cullens. For if I didn't find that other ability of mine I would probably not be here and wouldn't be able to see any of them ever again. Regret. One word. It's just one word but has a lot to follow it. Through all the dangers in this world, regret is the only thing that people think. I thought about this.

All of my friends and family were here. They were here for me. I walked towards the Cullens. They were all laughing and seemed really happy that I returned. When I neared them they stopped and looked at me. I tried to say something. But Alice interrupted me and pounced on me, pulling me into a hug and surprising me. Then, knowing why she did it, I returned it. I gave her a sly smile. A little smile but not a big smile. I turned towards Carlisle and Esme.

"Carlisle, Esme. I'm sorry for all that I have done to you. I know that none of it was your fault and you were just following what your son thought best. I do not blame you for complying with his wishes. I want two to know that I consider you both as my parents and that I will always love you," I said in the most sincere way. Carlisle smiled in reply as Esme gave me a hug. I nodded, then turned to Rosalie and Emmett. "Rosalie, Emmett I'm so sorry for what I put you two through. I never meant to break apart your family and I never meant to put you guys through a time where you guys weren't happy. I love you guys. Even you Rose. I hope you can forgive me," I said apologetically.

Emmett gave me a big huge bear hug. "Of course sis I forgive you. I've been waiting to talk to you just like before. We have some good times ahead," I smiled I looked at Rose she just smiled. I know for whatever she replied she would make the person feel worse about herself. I looked at Jasper and Alice. I know that Jasper could feel how sorry I was and how I regretted what I felt before. He just gave me a smile and a nod. I nodded back. I looked back. I looked at Alice and she smiled also. I was glad that I had my sister back. Even if she makes me go shopping.

Finally I turned my face and body towards the only Cullen left. Edward. The lone vampire that said he didn't love me in order to protect me. But still loved me, yes that made complete sense. "Edward, I knew what you did was to protect me and you were only thinking what was best for me at the time. But you could have included me in on the decision to see if there was another way. When you did that to me I couldn't live with myself. You left me broken. I hope in time that you can forgive me, but I will not forgive you. We can be friends, but you must know that I don't forgive you," I painfully said. I turned a full three-hundred and sixty degrees and looked at my mate. I ran into his arms and kissed him. Happy that I was back where I belonged. And soon will belong for the rest of my existence.

Not worrying about all that has happened. But enjoying my life at it is. With all of my friends and family.