I couldn't fight it anymore. I could feel myself slipping away. It was like there was a hole in my chest. Calling to me, I wanted to walk towards it. To end it all.
"Jade! You cannot leave me!" Cried a familar voice.
"Beck?" I asked, whipping around to the sound of the voice.
But there was no response. It was if his voice came from the sky. I sighed, and sat down on the white ground. There was a dark circle off to the side and I comptemplated what would happen if I were to jump inside.
The hole would end it all. My pain, sorrow...My life. It would be my escape.
But it seemed too selfish. Normally, I didn't care about others feeling, but...I did care about Beck...And Ophelia...Juliet. Beck would never forgive me. My daughters would never know me, But growing up without a mother would be hard on them. And I did not want my daughters lifes to be anything like mine.
A new light appeared beside the dark one as these thoughts crossed my mind.
I couldn't make this desicion. I put on a good mask, Acting tough and not letting my cracks show. But I was honestly just a girl...who was insecure...and lonely.
I couldn't do this!
No!
No!
God why did life have to be so hard?
This wasnt my desicion to make.
So i got up and walked forward towards the center of the two holes, letting fate decide for me.