*WARNING* Some adult themes in the chapter.

Two weeks later.

"Do you want to get some popcorn?" Fairy asked looking at the selection in the aisle they were currently in.

"Get whatever you want doll."

"You know you can pick something too right?" Fairy snorted out making the super soldier chuckle slightly. Fairy turned her head to look at him from under her hat, a big grin plastered on her face "It's a movie! We should get popcorn." She grabbed one of the Jiffy Pops from the shelf, throwing it into the basket Bucky was currently carrying.

The two made their way to the front where they stood in line awaiting the cashier to finish up with the people in front of them.

For two weeks, Bucky and Fairy had fallen into a comfortable routine. The two fixed the old cabin up to make it their own. Fairy had gotten quite a few books that now occupied a shelf in their living room, while Bucky really only kept things that would be considered safety for around the cabin. He kept weapons by all possible entry points, some were visible but most were hidden. Bucky didn't take any chances and Fairy was grateful for it.

The two started collecting a small pile of movies as well that were no longer big and clunky VHS tapes but now on something called DVDs. Fairy was quicker to learn how to use the more modern technologies than Bucky was which Bucky was grateful for.

During these two weeks, life was great in Fairy's mind. Bucky was the perfect gentleman, he still held her hand at night to get her to sleep but did not once try to push himself on her, though there were some nights that Fairy found a primal ache in the back of her mind that really wanted him to claim her as his which scared her slightly. Sometimes she could see it in his eyes as well and the way his pheromones would change around her but Fairy always brushed it off as being in her imagination. She still didn't believe he felt anything for her other than a way to keep him grounded to the real world.

When they reached back to their cabin, Bucky began to put away their items from the store, only leaving out the popcorn and candies they had gotten. Bucky found himself looking over to Fairy as she began to make the popcorn. She had since removed her hat and placed it on the table. Bucky watched as she read the instructions then turned on the stove and began to pop the popcorn. He watched her little expressions and the way her eyes twinkled as the popcorn began to pop.

He had tried a few times to muster up the courage to tell Fairy how he felt but it never seemed to be the right time, or he was being a big chicken. He knew Steve would be teasing him right now. 'Just go tell her already, jerk! You never had a problem with girls before!' He could just see it now, Steve pushing him towards her demanding Bucky stop being a coward and talk to her.

Bucky was snapped out of his thoughts by Fairy exclaiming "Popcorn is done!" She put it in a bowl and the two of them made their way to the couch. Before Fairy sat down, she started the movie. "It's called Jurassic Park. It looked pretty interesting on the box." She said pressing a few buttons and starting the movie.

Fairy found the movie enthralling, the T-Rex escaping was her favorite part! She excitedly watched the movie not noticing the gunmetal set of eyes on her, or the fact that the super soldier had gotten closer to her during the movie. It wasn't until she noticed the popcorn had all gone that her eyes came away from the movie. "I'm going to get the gummies, you want anything?" She was a little surprised that the super soldier seemed embarrassed by something, a small red color filling his cheeks. She didn't notice that he was far closer to her. A mumble of 'No' answered her question. Fairy nodded with a smile and ran off to the kitchen grabbing a bag of gummies and dropping off the empty popcorn bowl. When she returned she was about to sit down until she noticed what was happening on the screen again.

She stayed standing right next to Bucky as she watched the raptors hunting the kids in the movie.

"Hey! Down in front!" She heard Bucky say with a laugh. She felt his arms wrap around her and pull her down in his lap.

Fairy laughed as he pulled her. She snuggled close to him as the movie continued on. Her concentration was broken again when his scent filled her nose; metal, men's body soap, and something else. The primal need inside her began to scream out. She looked back at him to find his eyes already on her. Her senses were in over drive, his own unique pheromones overpowered her, making her head swim.

The two were silent for a few short moments "Bucky?" his name came out in a whisper from her lips.

She was answered by Bucky's lips meeting hers. He was being gentle with her, took his time kissing her. Fairy was surprised by the kiss but everything in her body screamed for her not to stop and she didn't. She only broke the kiss to adjust herself so she was straddling the man kissing her. Bucky was about to say something when her lips met his again and their passionate exchange continued. Soft noises came from her, noises she never quite heard before. Bucky's hands roamed her body which only fueled her on more. It wasn't until his hands reached her breasts that Fairy broke the kiss. She was panting slightly, looking at him.

Bucky's hands immediately stilled where they were thinking he had gone too far. He laid his head back on the couch, with his eyes half closed. He was focusing on calming down his riled up hormones. "I'm sorry…We… We can stop if you want." He strained to say, his hands made their way to her hips then.

Fairy's mind was a mess of hormones and absolutely filthy thoughts that she never thought she'd have but she didn't miss the significance of what Bucky had just said. He was giving her a choice, he had always given her a choice. He wasn't forcing her to do anything she didn't want to, he was being patient and understanding. It was almost too much to handle.

Fairy made up her mind looking down at him, whatever traumas she had been through in the past were in the past in her mind. All she wanted was him "I don't want to stop." She said with such finality in her voice that she wasn't even sure it was hers at first. She leaned back slightly and pulled off her shirt, exposing her braless chest to him.

Fairy didn't miss the surprise on Bucky's face or the absolute explosion of lust in his eyes. To Fairy's surprise Bucky still kept his hands on her hips, though his grip was slightly tighter. The self-control he was displaying was driving Fairy even more mad with lust.

Bucky nodded his head. "…We'll go slow, if you don't like something you let me know and we'll stop." He said licking his lips.

Fairy nodded wrapping her arms around his neck "I will." Her lips met his again.

The kiss started out slow. Bucky kept his hands on Fairy's hips, gently rubbing them with his thumbs. It wasn't long before the kiss became more passionate again, tongues dancing together, soft moans coming from each being. Bucky became more brave then, his hands began to explore her exposed top, each fingertip went over each raised scar; caressing gently and memorizing the map of her body.

Fairy shivered at the contrasting sensation between his metal and human hands. It felt exhilarating.

Fairy's hands had since started running through Bucky's hair, her hips unconsciously began to grind into his making noises come from the man that had Fairy's mind begging for him to keep making those noises. Fairy's lips came away from Bucky's. Her soft lips kissed their way from his jaw to his neck where she kissed and sucked on the skin there eliciting more filthy noises from the man.

It was getting to be too much, something inside Fairy was awakening. She wanted and needed more. Her hands began to pull at the fabric of his shirt trying to take it off of him.

Bucky stilled her hands "Let me." He panted out. He leaned forward and lifted the offending material over his head. He couldn't help but grin as her green eyes scanned his chest then stomach area. She bit her lip "Like what you see?"

"Oh….I absolutely do." She practically purred making goosebumps appear on his skin with how absolutely seductive those words came out. Fairy's lips connected with Bucky's again, the two becoming more frantic in their need for one another.

Bucky's lips left Fairy's first. He left a trail of kisses down her cheek to her neck where he nipped at the skin.

Fairy let out the most irresistible moan Bucky had ever heard. He couldn't take it anymore, he began to work on getting her pants off. His lips were still on her neck, working on the same spot.

Fairy was lost to the world. The sensations running through her body were kicked in to overdrive. Her hands traced up Bucky's chest eliciting growls from the man. Her right hand traced the scar that connected his metal arm to his body, she had never touched it before. She felt Bucky shiver in her arms but didn't move away from her, she continued to trace the scar up until she reached his shoulder.

Something felt off about that particular spot; the metal felt dented there. His entire was arm was smooth metal apart from this one area.

Strange.

Fairy came back to the real world and looked at his arm where skin met metal. There was a large half circle scar that broke away from where his skin was connected. It looked like it followed the dents in the metal as well.

Fairy was confused. She had never noticed this before but something about it felt far too familiar to her. Her hand slowly ran from the dented metal to the half circle scar.

The memory was quick and intense.

The anger, the fear, the warning growls. Then the flash of aggression, the taste of blood, and Bucky screaming.

Fairy was off of Bucky in a flash. She stood covering her eyes and shaking. She didn't realize she had cried out and now had an extremely concerned super soldier on his feet feeling he had done something that triggered a bad memory.

"God I'm sorry Fairy!" Bucky said quickly trying to go to her. She backed away from him not uncovering her eyes. "I'm so sorry doll. I knew we shouldn't have tried to…."

"She attacked you." Fairy interrupted him.

Bucky looked at her confused and concerned. "What?" He asked "What are you talking about?"

Fairy uncovered her eyes, she had tears streaming down her face, her arms wrapped around her body. "Back at the barn….She… She wanted to kill you."

"Wh…" Bucky stopped. Shit. "Cheza was scared, Fairy. She had that liquid coming out of her and multiple bullet holes. She could barely focus." Bucky tried to go to Fairy again only to have her back away again.

"Don't Bucky." She said far more upset. "Why didn't you tell me?"

"Because I didn't think it mattered Fairy. She took care of us while we ran. She never once tried to attack me again." He said quickly.

Fairy shook her head. "You said yourself that she had that liquid coming out of the bullet wounds. That controlled her when we were caged with HYDRA. What if she was just listening to you because of it? What if that's why she followed you?"

"Fairy…" Bucky didn't really have anything to come back from that question. He hadn't really thought about that. There was a possibility that the liquid had some affect while they were on the run. "Fairy please…it's ok. I'm ok."

"No Bucky!" Fairy cried out. "You don't understand! I've seen you take bullets and scratches and it never leaves a mark!" Bucky watched helpless as tears marred Fairy's face. "What if we….and she came out? What if she tried to hurt you again? Or worse, killed you?"

"Fairy…that wouldn't…"

Fairy shook her head. "I couldn't live with myself if that happened Bucky….I couldn't… I'm so sorry." Fairy ran from the room into their bedroom, slamming the door shut and locking it. She leaned against the door crying her eyes out. She couldn't let them get close again, she wouldn't risk it.

Bucky stood speechless in the living room.

One minute she was in his arms, the two of them finally expressing how they feel about each other (in a physical way) the next she is running from the room upset because he was an absolute moron that couldn't tell the girl he was smitten with the truth.

He was a fucking idiot.

"Fuck." Bucky quickly grabbed his shirt from the floor and made his way out of the cabin, slamming the door shut behind him. He was pissed, not at Fairy. She had every right to be upset. He was pissed at himself.

He made his way away from the cabin.

He was going to push his body with training until he couldn't move anymore. He was going to put himself through torture as penance, though he knew it wouldn't be enough to fix the fracture he created between him and Fairy.

He was going to have to think of a way to make it up to her.

AN:

Hehehehe!

I really hope I don't get attacked for this chapter but I thought I'd have a little fun with it! I'm a bit cruel, I know but all of you lovely readers will have a pleasant surprise in the next chapter.

Thank you to everyone that has reviewed and said they missed this story. I so appreciate all the love and comments which has inspired me to work on the next chapter already!

~Twisty