Today is a longer chapter and I hope you guys enjoy it! This is after Emma finds out that Damon is trying to bring back Katherine! God I hate her!
I was so angry and sad, why did he want her back after what she did to us. I was crying as I kicked a chair into the wall in my room and screamed in anger as I did. Stefan knew to wait until I had exploded all of my anger and fizzled out. I kicked my desk into the wall until it literally shattered and I was surprised the wall held up.
I took my old diary that contained all of my good memories of when I was human and younger and I tore it straight down the middle. I then ripped it into little pieces just like my heart felt. I sat on my bed and ran my hands over my face trying to calm down all I was worth. I felt this uncontainable rage that burned through me like fire.
I threw my head back so hard it broke my head board in half. My bed now sat on the floor and I sat on it crying into my hands finally calming down as I held the shreds of all of my good memories in my palms. I regretted that I had done that but I couldn't take it back because what was done was done. I wanted to punch Damon in the face and rip out Katherine's heart and show it to her so she can see what she did wrong.
I looked up and I saw Stefan standing in my doorway looking at me with a sad expression on his face. I ran over and hugged him,"Why would he do this?" "I really wish I knew." "I mean after all she did to us,why." He kissed my head and picked me up and placed me on my bed which remained on the floor, he sat next to me and looked me in the eyes,"I don't think Damon ever stopped loving her." "I don't think I ever stopped hating her." "Especially by the looks of your room."
We both laughed as I realized my room looked like a tornado had gone through it. I shook my head and looked around at my room as Stefan stood up,"See you later." I laid on my side about to fall asleep but someone wrapped their arms around me.
The person felt me startle and they spoke,"Hey, its just me little sister." I elbowed Damon in the stomach,"Anger issues much!" "Why do you want her back?" He put his head down realizing what I was talking about,"Because even after the past century I never stopped loving her." "LOVING HER, ARE YOU BLIND, SHE TURNED YOU AND STEFAN INTO VAMPIRES LED YOU BOTH ON,KILLED OUR FATHER AND TURNED ME INTO A VAMPIRE!" He vamp sped away,"Yeah run away from the truth just like you did when you and Stefan forgot about me because of her!"
He flashed back,"Is this what this is, just a need for attention like you always had!" "No its a need to be listened to and not forgotten about for once in my century and a half of living!" "Why on Earth would you want back a person who lied to and manipulated you!" "Because I still love her okay!"
"Then that makes you an idiot, a real idiot Damon, and I never would have assumed you to be an idiot and when she lies and manipulates you, you can stay the hell away from me and don't EVER,call yourself MY brother!"
He actually had a hurt expression on his face as he left. I could care less all this did was prove what an ignorant child he always was even as a human. I kicked in my bookcase having had enough. Stefan walked back into my room,"Do you now recognize what a stupid child he is, and they call me the youngest!" "I know you want to kill him for doing this but we have to go along with it until he thinks we are going to let him get her back okay?" "Fine but I am going to keep hating him and nothing less." "Okay," he said as he kissed my head. He walked out of my room with a saddened expression on his face seeing what Damon had become. I laid down on my side and resumed what I had planned on doing a few minutes ago.