RIN'S POV

As I walked down the aisle I saw Sesshomaru. Oh man did he look handsome!

At that precise moment I was happy, but then I turned my head and Naraku was their sitting looking quite pleased with himself.

Scum.

I remembered that this was not suppose to a happy wedding. This was my death.

If Sesshomaru said yes.

Oh god if he says yes, it will all be over.

Done.

Our fate will disappear within the wind.

Just like that.

If I hurt Sesshomaru, which is the obvious case.

After all of this.

When I hurt everyone I love

When I take everything from Sesshomaru

When he finds out

When he yells at me

Possibly when he hits me, which I will deserve with every ounce of my body.

When he kicks me out

When he cant even look at me anymore

When he hates me

I will kill myself.

He cleared his throat, I anticipating his answer.

" Rin, I love you. You're the only person I've ever loved in this lifetime." he said lowly, his eyebrows were pulled together he shook his head, he was confused.

The audience hearing pure silence were holding their breathes I Do's were not suppose to take this long.

" You don't understand, I cant say no"

My eyes watered. Filling with tears of agony.

"I do."

I will kill myself.

He cleared his throat, I anticipating his answer.

" Rin, I love you. You're the only person I've ever loved in this lifetime." he said lowly, his eyebrows were pulled together he shook his head, he was confused.

The audience hearing pure silence were holding their breathes I Do's were not suppose to take this long.

"you don't understand, I cant say no"

My eyes watered. Filling with tears of agony.

"I do."