Holey crap, I have a lot of apologizing to do. I'm so so so so so sorry it's taken me so long to update. I'd been on such a role with writing and then I lost it a couple days later, and then I had work and things just got hectic and I couldn't afford to be up until 3am every morning. Moral of the story I'm so incredibly sorry you guys. But like I said, I am NOT giving up on this story. I am determined to finish it. Anyways, I'm hoping this chapter will make up for it. Enjoy(:
"N-" I began, after Voldemort had suggested Fenrir be my mate.
"I'm sure Toby is delighted by this news, My Lord." Lucius cut me off quickly. I gave him a harsh look, I could see Draco staring at me in my peripheral vision, but I wasn't able to read his expression.
"As I understand," Voldemort began, barely acknowledging Lucius's words. "Last night was your first change?" He turned to me, I was somehow able to meet his red eyes, but only for a moment. I nodded in agreement. "I hear you left quite a mark." I gulped at this, finally looking at Draco because I knew it wouldn't arouse suspicion.
"I am sorry about that," I said in a proper tone, avoiding emotion. Draco only slightly regarded it, giving me a small nod.
"Don't worry, I'll get you back for it." Greyback snarled, but I didn't shift my gaze to him. Draco's jaw clenched stiffly, I'd been the only one to notice. Voldemort was silent for a few moments, then suddenly the attention was off of me, and onto other dark matters, so Amory showed me back to my room.
"They just expect me to fucking mate with that monster? What kind of chemical arouses from two people fucking that would send out a signal to every werewolf in a forty fucking mile radius? How is that even possible?" I turned to Draco who was sitting at the foot of my bed, staring at me intently as I paced around the room. I stopped my pacing for a moment, "Not to mention that means they always know when Alpha's are having sex, now that's just fucked up." I stood there staring up at the ceiling in thought when I heard a light harsh chuckle come from my bed. "What?" I asked, turning my eyes to him.
"Let me get this straight," He said, while biting the corner of his lip. "You were just told that you're practically required to have sex with a man you hate and you're concerned about all the Alpha's who's pack always know when they're having sex?" His tone was steady, he was teasing me, but there was part of him that was serious.
"Yes," I sighed throwing my hands to my sides in exasperation.
"Are you fucking serious Toby?" He snapped, rising from the bed. I looked at him, unable to find words. "You're mine, remember? Mine. Or did you already forget that, because you're too fed up with the fact that people are going to know when you're having sex with Greyback."
"Don't," I commanded in an even low tone.
"Did yo-" He began again, he was struggling to keep his anger in check. I held up my finger to him.
"Don't you dare." I cut him off. "You know I don't want this."
"Then fucking act like it Toby." He snapped, clenching his jaw.
"I'm freaking out, okay? So I'm taking the most unimportant detail and dwelling over that, instead of facing the real problem." I explained, lightening my tone. "I don't know what the hell is going to happen to me. I can't do this. I don't want to be here. I want to be in my kitchen, making coffee while my dad gives me the latest news from the daily prophet. I want to be home, safe. I want to explore the castle, and pick on Ron with the twins. I want to ride on the back of a broom with me mum. I don't want this." I slowly brought my eyes to his as a tear rolled down my cheek, I let out one last shaky breath. "But most of all, I want to run into a handsome tall blonde boy in a dark corridor and listen to him criticize me for not only being soaking wet, but being butt ass naked." Without words Draco quickly rushed toward me, embracing me in the best way he could possibly manage. Tears rolled down my cheeks as we stood there, at that moment, that was all that I needed, just him, holding me together. It seemed like an eternity before he spoke quietly into my ear.
"I'm sorry, I was just freaking out. I didn't mean to get mad at you." He whispered, then pulled my head away so our eyes could meet. He looked at me with determination, holding my gaze to his. "I'm going to get you out of this, I promise."
"Draco you-" I began to protest, but he quickly brought his index finger up to my lips, quieting me.
"I'm going to get you out of here." He stated firmly, making all my protests disappear within me. He slowly lowered his finger from my lips, taking my chin between his thumb and index finger, he slowly brought my lips to his, kissing me gently.
"I love you," He whispered when our lips parted. His breath tickled my lips as I breathed in his words. I slowly let the air out of my lungs, while I lifted my eyes to his. He looked so vulnerable, staring back at me so expectantly, I almost wish I could have gotten a picture of that expression.
"I love you too." I whispered, twining my hands into his soft locks while gently pressing his mouth onto mine. Our lips moved together like water, but we didn't lock tongues, there was passion, but it was calm, and it held more meaning than any of our kisses ever had. Our lips slid across each other for a few more moments, then we slowly parted, when my eyes opened to meet his he was already looking at me, my breath caught under his gaze, but we were both silent. We stood there in silence just looking into each other's eyes, his eyes said more to me than any words could. I saw vulnerability, happiness, fear even, but most of all, I could see his love, and that was all I really needed.
The overwhelming urge to touch him took over as I pulled him to me, allowing his arms to wrap around my waist as my lips pressed roughly against his. My right hand found his cheek as my left lightly pulled at his hair. He pulled at my bottom lip with his teeth, in response I pulled his hair harder. Suddenly he lifted me up, pushing me against the far wall of my bedroom. His mouth found the crook of my neck as his hands started to slowly caress my thighs, lifting my dress up little by little. I let out a low moan, squeezing his arse in return. I was shocked as I felt a light nip at my neck, making a half moan, half squeak escape my lips. I could feel his lips smile against my neck as his hot breath tickled. He firmly gripped my arse lifting me up so I could wrap my legs around his hips. I was a head above him now, his head was buried into my chest as he slowly moved his body against mine, letting me feel his pleasure. His hands gripped at my arse firmly, he even went as far as spanking me a bit, before shoving me back into the wall. My head fell back as a loud moan of pleasure escaped me. He gripped me tight with one arm as his other hand began to circle my thigh. I gripped at his arms, feeling his tight biceps through his shirt. His hand made it's way to my waist, his fingertips lightly pulled at the lacey string of my thong. I thrust my lower body into him, he let out a harsh breath. His hand traveled between the lace of my thong and my bare skin, eventually he found my bum again and began to lightly caress it. His lips kissed at the weak spot on my neck, making me moan more. His hand began to slowly reach down from my bum, somehow he'd twisted his arm enough around me to find my hotspot from the back. He teased me with my thong a bit more, letting it slowly move within my slit. Then he ripped it off harshly, throwing it off to the side. My lips found his neck now as his fingers slowly caressed up and down my slit. I let out a low moan when he hovered over my clit with the tip of his fingers. Then in one quick movement he plunged his fingers inside of me, forcing me to moan his name in pleasure. His fingers found their way around me, eventually landing on my g-spot. I kissed, licked, and nipped, up and down his neck as I struggled to keep my own composure. With every thrust of his fingers, he'd reach deeper and deeper into me, causing me to moan louder every time. He brought his hand back around to the front of me, to give himself easier access to my hotspot. I loosened my legs, to allow his hand to grip in between. He plunged his index and middle finger into me as his thumb slowly made circles around my clit. I moaned as he fondled me. My head fell back as his thumb quicked it's pace around my clit. Soon, the circles became a frequent back and forth motion. My legs squeezed onto his hips as I started to reach my climax.
"Draco," I moaned loudly, wanting him -needing him.
"Toby," He moaned back as he quickened the pace of his thumb, and just like that, him moaning my name set me off, my hips bucked, struggling to keep my legs wrapped around him, I trembled as I came, moaning into his ear with extreme pleasure. He let out a moan of yearning as I finished. We slowed down a bit, staring into each others eyes only for a minute before I released my hold with my legs. I grabbed onto the waist of his pants, quickly unbuttoning them and pushing them down to his ankles. He stepped out of them as I pushed down his boxers as well, releasing his large erection. I grabbed onto his length with confidence, flicking my tongue out at his tip as it aligned with my mouth. I circled his tip with my tongue, tasting his precum.
"Fuck it." He let out quickly, pulling me onto my feet so our eyes could meet. I looked at him quizzically, he loves when I give him head. His mouth slowly lowered to my ear, his hot breath came out fast, "I just want to be inside of you." A smirk spread across my lips as he once again lifted me up. But this time he aligned his hard length with my entrance, thrusting into me sensually. I squeezed him with my legs, pushing him into me as far as I could. I gripped at the bottom of his shirt, holding myself up with my legs, I quickly pulled his shirt off. His hands returned to my hips as he thrust into me again, pinning me harshly against the wall. I let out a loud moan. His lips found mine, and slowly out tongues began to intertwine as he continued to thrust into me, harder and harder. I moaned between kisses. Biting down on his lip in response to his roughness. We parted lips as he continued to thrust into me, our eyes locked as his pace quickened. I roughly hit the wall with each thrust, accepting him into me. I moaned in pleasure as his full length hit me, reaching my g-spot easily. Our eyes stayed locked, we watched as our faces contorted with pleasure, answering each movement. I watched as his eyes grew hungry when I scratched at his back. He watched as I moaned his name in pleasure. I wanted him, he wanted me. He was mine, and I was his, and that was all that mattered. We both reached our climax at the same time as Draco thrust his long hard length into me one last time.
Both of us had beads of sweat dripping down our bodies as I wrapped my arms around Draco's neck, resting my forehead against his. Our fast shallow breaths hit each other as we began to relax. We stayed like that for a few moments before Draco gripped me tight, and carried me over to the bed. He placed me lightly on to the bed, slipping in beside me as I curled into him, resting my head against his chest. I slowly drifted to sleep at the sound of his heavy heartbeat.