A/N: I got into the writing spirit XD Here's another chapter for you guys! Please R&R!

"Close your eyes and relax your breathing – yes that's it. Now lift your hands and concentrate. Think of all the power you have, all the life in your being and try to move it to your hands."

It has been a few weeks since my awaking. I still do not remember anything from before yet my Lord Sauron has filled me in on the details I don't know. He has been quite caring towards me. No one can see or hear him but I have heard stories of his past. True, he is unkind and completely evil and horrible to everyone around him and he dreams of only one thing, to rule Middle Earth, yet there is love in his heart for me.

I have noticed that I have pleased my Lord greatly over the past few days for I find my heart in the same place as his. For some unknown reason I want others to feel pain, a pain that I know I must have felt at one point but cannot remember. I told Sauron of this and I saw a grin form on his lips. He said that I was taken away from him and held captive by one of the name of Lord Elrond. He tortured me, raped me even trying to turn me from my lord.

I do not remember anything for when Sauron's forces came to save me, Elrond had almost killed me before orcs stopped him thus - saving me. Our plans are to take back the one ring then make Elrond pay for his usage of me.

Currently I am receiving lessons on learning to use my powers again. According to Sauron I was once a wizard that fell in love with him and in turn Sauron fell in love with me. While he still had his powers he stabbed me (I willingly let him) and I turned into a creature of the night, a witch-queen. He cut himself, letting his blood mix with mine and thus giving me more powers then any Nazgûl would ever have.

I am not more powerful then Sauron but I can almost match if – if I learn have to properly control my powers. I have strength of over a thousand men; I can wield fire and the elements to my advantage. Not only this but I will live forever with my Lord Sauron.

I have come to care deeply for the man in front of me. He makes me feel like a powerful women that should be worshiped. He has shown me kindness that he has never shown anyone else. I am grateful to him for saving me and I dare-say I have grown to love him and his evil mind. I have not told him or even shown him any gestures that could not be named as friendly. I shall show him my feelings in time.

I'm snapped back to the present when I feel my body twitch; I open my eyes to see flames dance across my hands. "I did it!" It had taken weeks to get to this point. I had never been able to physically get anything onto my hands. I was happy to say the least.

"Good." I looked up to Sauron and saw something I have never seen on his features before – he seemed proud of me. "No try to manipulate the flame to your will, look with your eyes but imagine it moving as you see fit."

I had the flames change into a shape of a woman holding a young baby, I glanced at Sauron and saw that he was confused but his stare turned into a gleeful smirk when I had an army of orcs come and kill the pathetic humans. The flames slowly died then disappeared into my hands. "Pleased my Lord?"

He gathered me in his arms. "Excellent my dear." He let his hands stroke my hair softly, playing with the soft ripples.

I turned and looked up at him. "Sauron, I have something I feel I must share with you." I looked down at my hands, unable to face my lord. I have shameful thoughts. I should be thinking about helping my Lord reach his goal, not waste his time with thoughts of love.

His cold fingertips touch my chin and gently lift it so he can look into my eyes. "What is it Tama?" His voice shows no emotion but I can tell he is worried. "You know you can tell me anything."

Instead of telling him, I show him with my eyes. I look into his eyes lovingly and move my face closer to his. I try to send him my thoughts of love. He seems to get the hint. I close my eyes and I soon feel his cool lips against mine. A memory surfaces in my mind of kissing a man I love like this. My arms wrap around him as I deepen the kiss, relying on my memory to guide me. I pull back breathless. "I have come to remember my love for you." I pause and look at him, my hand gently cupping his cheek. "I love you and wish for nothing more then to serve you and help you get what you rightfully deserve."

He smirks evilly, no doubt thinking about how we will concur Middle Earth together. "I have never heard anything that has pleased me so." He uses his nails to stroke my cheek and I shiver with delight. "How should we celebrate?" He asks me.

I cannot help but grin as a quirk an eyebrow. "Bring me some orc's to play with – I'll give you a show." His grin matches mine as he snaps his fingers.

"It'll be my pleasure Tama." He whispers.

And this is how the months pass; our love grows as does my power. Soon I shall be ready to make my first appearance.