I don't know if anyone's even still with this I haven't uploaded in over two years but for some reason I was feeling nostalgic and wrote this.

Hope you've all been well

Love you all

Always

Jamie

Dinner with Charlie was uneventful, he and Joy laughed loudly and seemed to enjoy each others company, as Joy leant down to say her goodbyes to Charlie Quil leant down to wispear in my ear

"Leave your bedroom window open, I'll give you ten to say goodnight to Charlie then I'll come up" Quil placed a kiss to the side of my head then disappeared out the front door having already said his farewells to Charlie.

"Well that was a good night Bells," Charlie said settling into his recliner

"It was, its nice to have another girl in the house" I said smiling at Charlie who blushed

"Joy Ateras been a good friend" Charlie said flicking the tv on and the fimilar baseball commentary followed,

"With that , I'm going to go to bed – Night Dad"

"Night Kid," Charlie said as I crossed the living room for "and Bella?" Charlie called out to me

"Yeah Dad?"

"Its good to see you smile kid"

"Thanks Dad" I said with a grin and made my way upstairs. Inside my bedroom I crossed to the window and opened it wide eyeing it unsure of how Quil would fit inside then went across the landing into the bathroom to brush my teeth and change into my pajama bottoms and an old long sleeve that was holey and clung to my small curves. When I got back to my room the lamp was off and I could see the dark unmistakeable shape of Quil spread across the bed.

"Aren't you worried about Charlie?" I asked climbing onto the bed next to him and he pulled me close to his side.

"Wolf hearing" Quil said placing a kiss on my head

"I wasn't sure you'd fit through my window" I whispered resting my head on his chest, Quil chuckled

"I seen Jake do it once"

"You were here that day?" I said remembering the day Jacob told me he was a wolf

"No, I wasn't a wolf yet- I seen it in his memories" Quil rolled on his side crushing me against him. "God I was so scared today Bella".

"I know, me too"

"Bella?" Quil said leaning down so we were eye to eye even in the dark I could see the searching look they were giving me like looking to my soul

"Ye-yes Quil"

"I love you Bella" Quil said his eyes willing me to believe him I felt so much overwhelming love raise in my chest and I sobbed after all that had happened today and it was all too much Quil pulled me close placing light kisses all over my face when I finally calmed down enough to choke the words out

"I love you too Quil" I exclaimed and that brought on a new round of sobbing and Quil comforting me with gentle kisses

"I could have lost you" Quil said his voice shaking with anxiety "I'll never forgive Jared and Embry, they could have cost me everything" and now it was my turn to comfort Quil as he trembled slightly

"They didn't know" I said stroking his face lightly trying to soothe him.

"God I love you so much, please don't ever do anything like that again – don't be careless with yourself, I never want to feel like that again" Quil said and I stretched up to kiss his mouth feeling guilty

"I know, I'm sorry" I knew I meant a lot to Quil because he meant the world to me I had never imagined that my getting hurt could hurt him this badly

"How can I make it up to you?" I asked pressing my lips to his again Quil stroked my hair out of my face

"You could give me another kiss?" Quil said and even in the dark I could see his grin

"You my sexy imprint can have as many of those as you like" and I pressed my lips against his pushing my body flush against his hard muscular one and hitching a leg up over his hip

"Oh no you don't" Quil said pulling away from me "You're still injured, you need to rest and the things you have in mind are not you resting" I pouted at him and Quil chuckled.

"But I love you" I said moving closer to him and he pressed a kiss to my forehead but navigated my hands away tucking them in between us

"And I love you which is why I'm saying no" tugged the blanket that was under our bodies down and over us tucking it around me but keeping one side pressed against him so I could warm myself on his body heat.

"I never want to sleep alone" I sighed nuzzling his neck

"If it were up to me you never would"

"You don't have to run patrol tonight?" I asked kissing his shoulder

"No, Embry feels awful so he's running mine for me tonight"

"Good" I said letting my eyes close "Well not that Embry feels bad but that you don't have to leave"

"You know they didn't mean it, it really was me who suggested I meet up with them later" I said in defense of the others

"It doesn't matter they should know better" Quil said unforgivably

"I'm not their imprint" I tried again

"No you're not but we share a pack mind and heart – they feel a sense of responsibility to you just like I feel towards the other imprints" Quil explained squeezing me tighter "Are you excited for tomorrow" Quil went on after a beat in effort to change the conversation.

"I am, it should be fun; I've always hated being the centre of attention but I think this time it won't just be about me its about you and you I could celebrate and adore everyday for the rest of my life" I said knowing it was cheesy

"Well I like the sound of that, but tomorrows about us and I'm just proud to get to show you off a bit- I never imagined I'd be this happy Bells" Quil said and I sighed happily in response too sleepy to form a response.

Quil chuckled "Go to sleep Isabella Swan" I smiled at him using my full name then gave in to the drowsiness.

I know its rough, but I was feeling it.

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Love you guys and that's for sticking it out with me xoxox