A.N.- I've had this song in my list for a while. I actually do like to study(write about) Yanderes though the idea of them in real life creeps me right out. I think it may have to do with my love for the psychological... If that's the case, I'll go for more Gumi songs...they're crazy fun.

Or it could just be the fact that the song's name is a huge pun. Yeah...that could be right.

It's produced by Lelele-P and sung by Len.

And thank you Queen of the Sidhe!

Yanderenka

It's raining.

The red from you and the red on me fall to the ground, shaken by the rain.

I pull it from you. Your heart.

I wonder, as the rain falls from my eye, if I can place it next to mine.

-Line-

"Good morning Len!" Your voice cuts through the air, making it hard for me to breathe.

"G-good morning," I stammer as you skip off, to start working, I assume.

I sigh as I remember your touch, your smell, your warmth and try to power through my own day.

Each time I have a break, I make sure to check on you.

You seem to smile through the day.

How I love your smile…

So why do you smile at him?

Why are you smiling at him with that same smile you give me?

That's mine.

You only give that smile to me.

So, once the day was done, I planned.

I asked him to talk to him alone, he joked about how it seemed that I was going to confess to him.

And with that, I told him.

You were mine.

That smile is mine.

The knife cutting across his throat was mine.

-line-

I felt much better in the morning. My "Good morning!" most likely reflected that.

However, things seemed different for you.

"Good morning Len, h-have you seen-" You seem more agitated than scared, probably scolding him for being late instead of gasping as the police found his body.

But they wouldn't. And the very thought of you wasting your energy on him made my stomach churn.

As if he could scream for help.

I told you that I hadn't and that I would keep an eye out for you.

Your smile had returned. You pat my head a bit.

I feel as if my world has gone brighter.

But has yours?

I only do this for you.

Well… I do this for me to have you.

So this day, I start using my breaks to brighten your day.

Weeks upon weeks I trade my time for your smile.

And yet…again.

Yet again you gave my smile to someone else.

She made you laugh, trying to take your mind off of the disappearance of him.

Is this how it will always be?

I go home but I don't plan.

I sit down.

Why do you always give away my smile?

Why don't you stay mine?

And so I smiled.

Because I thought of how you could stay mine.

-line-

The rain is draining you of your red, though it may have been me.

Murmurs of apologies and sobs escape from my mouth, as if my old self was crawling around inside.

But that doesn't matter.

I have your heart, you need mine.

So I take my instrument of choice and use it on myself.