Just Us

Twenty-First Meeting

Days passed by.

As the days flowed, the faster it was for Natsu to go on that business trip to Europe.

Natsu has been recovering drastically fast. In just a week, he was completely recovered. It made me even more pleased to see that he's finally fine.

Time flew.

Now, Natsu's departure is just tomorrow.

It made me glum, but I had to remind myself that this is for the best. This is for him. This is for us.

"I want you to come with me to Europe," Natsu said, holding me tighter to his chest.

We're both seated at his couch. It was silent. We were just enjoying each other's presence until he leaves.

I leaned my head against his shoulder. "You know I can't do that." I breathe in his familiar cologne and I melted. His scent is so pure.

"I know," he responded dryly.

"But, I want you to know...If I could go with you, I will," I muttered more to myself than Natsu.

"If only it could that easy, Lucy." Natsu's hand tightened its grasp on my waist. I chew at my bottom lip.

I don't know why, but my eyes began to pool with water. "Na-Natsu...I...I'm going to miss you so much..." I take his shirt and bury my face into it. Maybe breathing in his amazing scent will make me stop crying.

Just...maybe.

Natsu let me sob, and when I was done, he took my face and smashed his lips on mine.

I relished this wonderful feeling of his warm lips against mine. Thinking about not being able to kiss him for three months pains me to the core.

Our lips parted.

I sighed, saying, "I love kissing you."

He chuckles, pecking my lips for a split second. "You took the words right out of my mouth."

Then, we snuggled together with our arms wrapped around our bodies. It was comforting. I didn't want anything else.

"Will you be fine?" he asked after a few moments.

"Of course not! Are you crazy?"

That's what I wanted to say, but I knew if I did say that, he'll change his mind about going to the trip. I'm sure he already knows how I feel.

I nodded weakly. "Yeah...I'll have my friends with me. I'll be okay."

He sighs into my hair. "I hope three months goes by fast."

I smiled tiredly. "It will."

Natsu sits up. I watch him with curious eyes. "Right now, I'm going to relish every single second we have until the sun rises for tomorrow."

I knew exactly what he meant.

My chest clogs as my heartbeat races. Hot blood rushes through me as adrenaline boiled in my veins.

Natsu stares into my eyes as if he was asking for my consent. He never needs my permission though, because I'm always agreeing.

So, I nod.

That's all he needed.

He wraps his arms around my body and lifts me up. With me in his warm arms, he carries me to his bedroom. He kicks the door and it slams close. He lays me on his bed before leaning down to me and kissing me again.

The realization of Natsu leaving tomorrow struck into me. So soon - too soon. I almost felt like crying again.

I straddle his neck with my arms and deepen our kiss. I want this night to last forever.

When we released, we were gasping for breath. The air grows thicker - hotter.

Hastily, Natsu peels his shirt soaked with his own sweat off and tosses it to the floor. My hands automatically went to his chest and he claims my lips into another heated kiss.

The desire - the want - is overcoming me. I want to see him now.

I gasp when his lips leave mine and grazes my neck chastely. He gets to a sensitive part and begins to suck. Harder and harder.

I want more.

I need more.

I shove him off of me. He's caught off guard as he falls onto the bed. I yank off my shirt that seemed like it was on fire. Then, I take off my pants. I throw the two articles of clothing on the floor with Natsu's shirt.

I crawl over to Natsu and put my hand on his thighs. "Take off your pants," I say with a light voice.

I've never done anything like this before, but…

Natsu widens his eyes. "W-what? You don't have to - "

"I want to pleasure you," I interrupt, zipping down his pants' zipper since he won't. I swiftly unbuckle his belt and throw his pants to the floor.

I gulp when I see his erection through his boxers. I palm it and he jumps. I couldn't help but smirk.

I slid off his boxers and watch as his member pops out. I wrap my fingers around his length and he groans. A dew type of liquid oozes from his length and I was tempted to lick it off. So, I did. Natsu jerks under me. "You…," he whispers into the hot air.

The uncanny taste doesn't faze me a bit. I continue licking his member. I was getting more and more use to this strong taste.

Just hearing Natsu groan and seeing him flinch makes me want to do more to pleasure him.

I sit up, unclasp my bra and take off my panties. I lick my lips wet and dip towards Natsu's erection. Boldly, I engulf his length with mouth and he moans.

My fingers curl around the shaft as my head bobs up and down his member. My tongue wraps around it and I make sure to make it as moist as possible.

I pulled him out of my mouth and lip the tip. It tastes so good. Heat is overwhelming me and I want to keep sucking him.

"Y-you...I'm going to…," Natsu trails off when I put him in my mouth once more.

I didn't stop. And, I didn't want to stop.

I increase my pace of sucking him. He grumbles my name until I felt something hot hit the back of my throat. I was taken aback and I slipped him out of my mouth. I began to choke on his release before swallowing it all.

Natsu smiled sheepishly. "Sorry...I warned you."

I laughed a bit. "It's okay…"

"Come here. It's my turn to pleasure you now," his thick voice makes me melt.

Too much. I want it too much.

He places his hands on my shoulders, pushing me down to his pillows. He positions himself in front of me. I am lost of breath when he thrusts into me. He's filling me completely.

He leans down and kisses me and I'm afraid he's going to taste himself.

"I love you," he mutters.

My eyes soften. I can't say anything once he begins moving. I moan and wrap my arms around his neck. I bring his lips to mine and connect them together again. I want him to know how much I care about him.

No.

I want him to know how much I love him.

I love him so much that it hurts. But, it feels good. It feels good to be able to love him.

We scream out each other's names when we reached our climaxes. I could sense something hot and wet enter me and it feels like what I swallowed just a few moments ago, but I don't have a second thought of it.

We stilled until Natsu rolls beside me. We pant into the raw air.

He pulls me to his body. I snuggled into his sweaty chest, not minding it a bit. I tug the blanket over us some more to conceal our naked bodies.

"Sleep now, Lucy," he says.

"If I sleep...that means when I wake up...you'll be gone."

He nods, sighing. "I know...I'll come back for you."

I breathe out. "Natsu?"

"Yeah?"

"...I love you..."

I finally said it. After so long - I finally said it!

Natsu stiffens. At first, I was a bit scared that he will push me off and walk away and never come back. But, he stays.

"Lucy...I'm so happy...I think I just fell in love with you ten times harder," he says after a few seconds go by.

I laugh lightly. "I'm happy too..."

That night, I fall asleep later than I thought I would.

I wanted to cherish what we were doing together now.

Because, I knew that in the morning…

He will not be beside me.

A/N: THREE. DAYS. IN. A. ROOOOOOOW.

This actually took me longer to type up because of a certain...scene… *coughs nervously*

I...actually never done "that" before so I probably screwed up so bad! T^T But, yeah...That'll most likely be the last smut scene in the story! Cherish it while you can guys lol

LUCY FINALLY SAID I LOVE YOU. TOOK YOU LONG ENOUGH LADY. (sorry i had to tbh)

I want to a give a shout out to a very nice reviewer! Another Guest, thank you for the kind words! They were just too nice to not give a shout out to! I hope you're reading this~~~

Anyways~ I'll probably update in a couple of days. I'm pooped out from all of these updates. I need to get my restttttttt~

Bye! Love you all! :D

RE-WRITTEN: 5/31/17