Rating: R. Vague references to sex and sexually transmitted diseases, underage drinking, horny things in general
Summary: Harry Potter's Live Journal for his 6th year. Harry has problems with relationships (disastrous breakups and such) and someone can help, but will he ever realize this?
Warnings: Slash (more in a tiny bit) and swearing.

Pairings: RW/HG, NL/LL, HP/GW, HP/DM
Disclaimer: Not my characters, no harm done, no money made. All characters are owned by the great JKR.

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bla Harry's replies to comments on his journal

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Name: Harry Potter

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Birthdate:07-31

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Interests: quidditch (obviously), school, magic Remove some

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1.silverevil46

1. redhairedwonder

1. fluffysmarts

1. clumsyloser

1. mayhem1

1. mayhem2

1. MarvlousMarly

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Thursday September 20

I don't know how to put it right now, but things seem to be moving quickly. I woke up this morning to hear news of a new bulletin posted on the message board, one also dealing with the new "circumstances" as it called them. Classes will go on more or less as usual, but with added security of course. Teachers will help escort students to their appropriate classes, castle gates will be "magi-locked", outside activities will be postponed indefinitely...

Did the girl's death really happen just yesterday? Has everyone forgotten?

Apparently her death was ruled a suicide, but the reason is unknown to the general public. How do I know it was a suicide? Pamphlets were passed out this morning at breakfast dealing with appropriate ways to deal with grief and the loss of those close to us. (Was she related to someone recently killed? Does anyone know who she was?)

I know you are still eager for a talk later, Mione, but I just don't feel like it. I'm not scared, if that's what you think it is... I'm just tired of all this, of everything...

Despite the fact that I've been feeling odd lately, it seems to only of heightened my senses... How do I put it? I've been noticing some peculiar things a lot more lately? Have you noticed, Mione, Ron, or whoever, that many of the Slytherins seem to have left the school just before and after this death? Malfoy wasn't here today, and neither were Crabbe and Goyle... I don't want to seem like I'm suggesting something, or making links where I shouldn't but...

I've changed my mind. I think I would like to talk to you Mione, but um... I'll see you during dinner tonight, we can discuss the where and the when then. Ugh, only twenty minutes till dinner, hopefully you'll see this... If you don't, well..

Is it bad that I don't feel like I can trust anyone right now? You think you know someone, but then something happens that makes it seem like they're something you didn't think they were... Or am I just trying to second-guess them? They told me something once, and at the time I didn't believe them... but now that I do, and something like this happened... I don't know if I should trust them anymore. It's hard for me to write this, as I considered them a friend, maybe a good friend... I guess this means I will have to talk with them soon, but only if I see them of course.

I'm sorry, but I'm sure that makes no sense to a good deal of the people reading this right now, but then again this is my journal. If I could make it happen, without making myself seem very rude or secretive, I'd rather no one could read this journal...

But this is the internet, and I chose to write it. I suppose I just have to stick with it, among other things.

-Harry

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From: fluffysmarts
Hmm... odd that you've suddenly changed your mind.
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Yes I guess... well?

From: fluffysmarts
I'll talk to you then.
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Ta.

From: silverevil46
You might as well talk to me face-to-face instead of blather on about nothing this pathetic excuse of a journal.
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I'm guessing you're back?

From: silverevil46
It does seem like it doesn't it?
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From: redhairedwonder
Malfoy leave him alone!
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I can handle this Ron.

From: silverevil46
I am going to send you something right now. It will not be by owl because... Well, just don't freak out.
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Huh?

From: silverevil46
Don't reply, just write yes or no here. I'll be on for some time.
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Um... I think I have your message now... I'm very curious as to how exactly you managed this Malfoy.

From: silverevil46
It does seem like the work of a genius, eh? Truth be told I had a little help... Nevermind that though, do I have an answer?
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Erm, this may seem strange, but this is where Mione wanted to meet me... Same time, too...

From: fluffysmarts
Ha, nevermind about that Harry, this meeting with Malfoy is far more important.
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Oh? Since when?

From: silverevil46
Nice one Granger. I hear one thing, you do another...
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From: fluffysmarts
Yes, well, you don't seem like the type to take the initiative.
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What the hell is going on here?

From: silverevil46
Nothing of course. See you later Potter.
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Yes ok then...

A "cookie" shall be posted soon... Later this week I'm hoping. Hope you guys enjoyed this chapter :D