Chapter
20
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Buffy got home and Angel was sitting in the
living room, she was startled when he turned on the light she said
"hey"
he said "where is you groceries"
she said "I decided to take a ride instead, clear my head"
he said "oh"
he said "Buffy, do you love me"
she said "what of course I do"
he said "your father wants me dead, your boyfriend wants me dead… do you want me dead"
she said "Angel"
he got up and said "those sleeping pills weren't for you were they, you gave them to me… didn't you"
she said looking at her hands "yes"
he said "so you could kill my father, set up for Maestro to be killed"
she said "yes" she looked him in the eye in all seriousness and now not even a crack of remorse "I'm sorry Angel, but I guess we just do what we have to do in life, we grow we love we lose love we gain love and some times we have to lose it… that's the way it has to be"
he said taking the gun from out of the back of his pants and held it up "so what do you have to do"
she said "what I have to do"
he handed it to her "here, so do it… kill me"
she looked at the gun he said "take it"
she looked at him he said "take it, you have to kill me then I want you to do it, kill me… my families dead, my sister and one of my best friends is dead, take it" she took the gun from his hand he said "but before you do I need you to tell me in theses past three years I need to know did you love me the way I loved you"
she said "don't do this to yourself, loves an emotion some can feel it some can't… I've been hurt to much I can't"
he said "so what your telling me is that you never once loved me"
she looked at her hands and said "no"
he said "I want you to look me in the eye and I want you tell me you don't love me"
she said "Angel"
he said "if you can do that then want you to look me in the eye and I want you to kill me" she didn't say any thing he took the gun from her hand he said "I loved you and I'm sorry" he turned the gun on himself and in he shot himself in the chest.
and can we find a way
to fall in love again
The gun fell to the floor, Buffy looked at him and he looked at her hole in his chest he said "I loved you Buffy… and you broke my heart"
she said "Angel no" she caught him before he fell, she shook her head
she said "your going to be okay… your going to be okay" she lifted him up on his feet putting one arm on her neck and lead him out the front door he was heavy moving slowly, she said "your going to be okay… your not going to die on me" she looked him in the eye and he nodded groggly. They walked down the drive way, she said all I have to do is get you back to the manor and they can help you, but you got to hang in there… you understand"
he said "I do" they walked. Spike came up the walk,
Spike said "when your told to kill someone… your not suppose to save there life"
she said "I didn't do this he did"
he said "I didn't think he had it in him… didn't give me the chance to do it"
she said "what"
he said pulling out his gun "you are so dumb"
she leaned Angel against the wall, "what the HELL are you talking about"
he said "it was fun plan, took 7 years to do but I did it"
she said "Spike"
he said " I hated you I really did and I found the perfect night to take my, on both families"
she said "what"
he said "first I killed his mother not to hard, had a friend 'bake me a cake'… set it up"
Angel growled "you KILLED My mother"
he smiled "yes, that was only the first step… then I got in good with your family and killed your mother"
she said "you son of a BITCH!"
he laughed "and I swept you off of your feet, and you were mine… then you moved and you fell for him, I got jealous, I told on you everything… your dad loved me for it and he began to groom me as his successor"
she said glaring at him "that was this was about, taking my fathers place"
he said "he loved you and he was going to let you have it but I knew you didn't have it in you so I decided to ruin your life and take your place"
she said "you're a real bastard"
he said "and now to top it of I'll kill him" he pointed his gun at Angel she did a high kick, kicking the gun out of his hand and catching it
she said "Spike. In your dreams" she shot him in the heart she said smiling in his face "and this time, it wasn't a blank"
he said "there coming for you as we speak"
she said "I don't care, goodnight Sweetheart" she shot him again.
can
we find a way to fall in love again
oh baby I need you to love
me… for the rest of my life
He was dead she turned to Angel he slid down the car, there was blood every where, she took off her coat and pressed it on the wound tapping his face "Come on wake up, don't you die on me… don't you die on me" he gasped
she said "come on we have to get you to the house"
he said "Buf-fy"
she said "don't talk, come on" she lifted him to his feet and held him and the coat to the wound that was coving quickly with blood. She said "please"
she got up to the front of the house and she yelled "SOMEBODY HELP ME HE'S BEEN SHOT" two of the guard grabbed him they went inside he fell to the floor. She slid up next to him putting the coat under his head she yelled "call 911!" she checked his heart it was weak he had stopped breathing she said "oh god"
Connor came out he said "what the hell happen"
she said "he was shot" she said "I have to go"
if we fall in love again
would
you love me for the rest of my life
Angel gasped "Buffy"
she said "I'm sorry but if I stay there going to be more problem" she kissed his fore head and whispered something in his ear and she left.
She ran out, she ran out the gate and down the street the limo was already on her, she ran she ran down the street and up an alley looked jumping the fence and ran, climbing up the side of the building running across, and down the other side Angel's blood stained her cloths but she ran she wouldn't stop running her heart pounded in her ears but she wasn't going to stop she ran praying that Angel survived even if she didn't. she ran down the street and they cut her off. Grabbing her up and throwing her in the car.
January 20, 2006
One Month Later
she
turned "and that how I ended up here"
she said "that's the whole story"
Buffy smiled "but you haven't heard the ending yet that the best part"
Anya said "what happen in the end"
she smiled "the prisoner princess escapes her prison, and lives happily ever after with her prince in a far away land"
she said "how"
Buffy walked over to her putting her hands on her shoulder, "if I told you that then I'd have to kill you" she snapped her neck
One Month Earlier
she
said "I have to go"
Angel gasped "Buffy"
she said "I'm sorry but if I stay there going to be more problem" she kissed his fore head and whispered in his ear I love you Angel, I really do… and everything I did was for you… I hope some day you can forgive me… when you return home read the letter under the mattress and she left.
if we fall in love again
huh uh
uh uh hu eh O
Two Weeks Earlier
Angel got home two weeks
later Angel got home from the hospital with the left arm in a sling,
he remembered that night she left, he never found out what happened
to her, then he remembered when you return home read the letter under
the mattress he went upstairs, he reached under the mattress and
found the letter. He sat on the bed and read her hand righting on the
front of the letter, he opened it. And started to read.
Dear
Angel,
If your reading this you made it, and I need you to know I
love you so much, but after what happened I don't think I can
resist my family anymore, I love you and I hope some day you can some
day forgive me.
if we fall in love again
Would you love
me for the rest… of my life
A figure in a long dark hooded coat left the building.
I love you more then anything in my life that why it cut me deeper then anything that I have to do this, god I love you so much but I fear my family and more then that I fear my father, I love you, and one day.
If we fall in love again…
ohh oh oh yeah yeah yeah
The guard said "where Ms. Craufield"
another guard said "she left about two hours ago"
he said "three hours before her shift started something's not right" they went into the room and
the guard said "there's Buffy she's sleep talking all night put her to sleep" he walked over to the bed Pike pulled off the sheets and found Anya dead.
He said "she's gone
If we fall
in love again…
yeah yeah yeah… Oh baby would you love
me
That special day, you know what day, I want you to meet me
in that place… our place… and I want to start again… you and
me, can you take that chance, because when that day comes I'll be
waiting I love you no matter what… with all my heart and soul I try
to deny it but I can't… I love you Liam Johansson for life,
Forever
Your Beloved
Buffy
If we fall in love again…
ohh oh oh huh uh uh O
She got on the plane, her plane touched down in Bahamas, the next morning she walked to the beach she stopped at the shore line it was, she loved the feeling of the air the smell of the ocean this was paradise,
If we fall in love again…
she stood there, and two arms wrapped around her waste she smiled "I was waiting for you… how did you find me here"
Angel said "if I was blind I could find you"
she smiled "you got my letter"
he said "I did"
she said turning in his arms "so does this mean your going to give me another chance."
He said smiling "yes"
she turned in his arm "do you mean that"
he smiled "with all my heart, because beyond anything else that has happened… I know that I love you"
she smiled tears running down her face and in that moment he saw the innocent little girl that he loved and knew, he would take care of and protect for the rest of his life. She said "I have something to tell you"
he said "and what's that's"
she said "I don't know how to tell you this but I guess you'll find out sooner or later"
he said "what"
she said "I'm pregnant"
he smiled "do you know how much I love you"
If we fall in love again…
she smiled and they walked down the beach together, she said "why don't we go to Tahiti"
he said "I would like that" they walked down the beach there was a couple coming towards them.
They stopped and the girl said "you're a nice couple"
Buffy said "you wouldn't say that if you knew how we got like this"
the woman said "how did you get this way"
Buffy said "you want to tell it or shall I"
he said "let me, three years ago I met one of the most beautiful breathe taking woman I've ever met, and this is how we met" Buffy and Angel smiled at each other as he told the story of how hey came to be. She smiled because she knew they would last 4ever.
The End
AN: Did you like if you did tell me if you want my sequeal can't give you a definitive answer on when I'll put it all up the next chapter or to is a preview of the begin tell me if you want it all I need is one person to beg me