Kelly POV

I hate waking up in the morning alone, it's my own fault. Belle has every right to be fuming, if I was her I would be. I don't know how I got home last night, it's a bit of a blur. I know that I thought that it would be a good idea to leave Belle and give her some space, it broke my heart to hear her soft cries. All through the journey home my raced with thoughts that almost mad me turn around and head back to the school. It would've made things worse if I went back straight away, I'm in the wrong here and I have to make everything right. I have to fix this and win Belle back, I have to prove that I am truly sorry for my idiotic mistake.

I know what I want, it's what Flash most likely wanted three years ago. I can't know for sure if he wanted what I now want, he was speaking in riddles at that reunion. I should've done this years ago, I should've come back to St Trinians when I knew that I had fallen in love with Belle. We could've had more time together if I did, we would probably be happier then what we are now. Everything Fritton does I love, what I want to know is why it's taken so long for me to realise what I want. I need Belle, I can't live without her mischief or her warm smile. She's the one that leaves me standing like a statue, I'm going crazy without her. She's one in a million and I could've just lost her.

I roll out of bed, the sooner I sort this the better. I don't care if I look a mess, this needs fixing immediately. I yank some clothes out of my draws and throw them on, I haven't got time for fashion. It's a good job Chelsea isn't here, she probably would've scolded me and said 'There's always time for fashion!' followed by a girlish squeal and a request to go shopping. I know that girl so well, let's hope her unborn child won't be like that. I think she's due in two weeks, two weeks until a new St Trinian comes into the unsuspecting world.

I race down the stairs and grab my keys off of the kitchen work top, I haven't got time for breakfast. Thank heavens Polly isn't here, she'd lecture me on the importance of breakfast. I don't even know where Polly is these days, I hope she turns up soon because Belle needs a new bursar. As thoughts about bursars, breakfast and fashion swirl around in my mind I sprint outside to my car. I start it up and race to St Trinians where I may be ripped to shreds, as long as I get to speak with Belle first I'll die happy. They can tear me limb from limb, Belle can do it personally if it makes her feel better. I won't fight them back, that may upset Belle and provoke the students further.

The gates are wide open so I belt it down the road, I'm desperate to speak with Belle. I need to glue her broken heart back together before it turns her back into the timid Cheltenham girl that I met long ago. I know things like this breaks Annabelle, sudden change makes her panic and revert to her old self. I don't want to be the col hearted bitch that did to her. I want to be the one to pick her when she falls down not the one that pushes her down. I want to be the person to make her happy and I want to be that person for the rest of my life. I know what I want now and I will try my hardest to get it back.

I spring out from my car and throw the car door open, I won't have much time. As quick as humanly possible I race up the steps and burst through the doors, I don't think I locked or even shut my car door. Never mind that, I can buy hundreds of new cars but I can't have hundreds of Annabelles. She's more important then a heap of meaningless metal, she's more important then breathing at the moment. I scramble up the creaky stairs, Belle will be in the bedroom. I'm surprised that none of the St Trinians have come to decapitate me, not that I'm complaining of course. When I'm on the right floor I dash to the door that hides Belle away from the world. I don't knock on the door, I just slip in like a silent fly. The room's dark and the atmosphere tense. I look over to the bed where I see a figure laying across it, "Belle?" I whisper,

"I'm fine Chelsea," She croaks, her voice sounds strained,

"It's Kelly," Her head lifts from the pillow, I can't see her but I can feel the icy daggers stabbing at my heart,

"Don't come asking for forgiveness. You've lied and I've cried, it's done," Did you hear that shattering? That was my heart.

"I'm not asking for forgiveness because I know I don't deserve it. I've been an idiot and I truly don't know why I did it," I hear Belle's sarcastic chuckle, "What I do know is that I love you and I can't live without you."

"You took it all away Kelly, everything was perfect until you went and did this. There's nothing left to say."

"There's so much more to say, I feel empty when I'm not with you. I've felt empty for years because I wasn't with you, because I didn't hear your laugh or see your smile. I never thought I would be chasing after Annabelle Fritton, you were so far away. All those years were torture. Minutes felt like hours, nights felt like days and the emptiness felt like it would last forever. I hate living without you." I admit, Belle sniffs,

"How am I supposed to forgive a traitor? You've stabbed me in the back and made a fool out of me! Silly Annabelle Fritton falling into the trap yet again. Daddy warned me about boys that did that, I never thought it would be you doing that to me. I should've known better."

"It's not like that!" Belle launches herself from her bed and struts towards me,

"I'm not a fool Kelly!" Annabelle yells, "You're pushing the knife in so slow!"

"Please," I beg,

"No Kelly," I can hear the pain in her voice, I sigh,

"I'll get Kelis and I'll be out of your life."

"Kelis isn't here, I thought she went home with you?"

"Becca." I growl.


Kelly really needs to stop blaming Becca for everything. Anyway the chapter is named after 'Took It All Away' by Girls Aloud... I joke, it's by N-Dubz. I would just like to point out that I spent half an hour being amused by that music video, cartoon Fazer is just so cute ;3. Come on guys, 'Number 1' or 'Morning Star'? I'm in serious need of help.

Review because I sat screaming at the England team all through the match? Yes, be expecting Taylor to visit said team in the near future.