Lost and Found
Disclaimer – sadly I do not own Twilight or its characters . . . oh a girl can wish
Bella is human, the Cullen's are vampires.
James started to spin to look around for help. He would have none, Aro didn't care if he died or not. Emmett and Edward wanted him dead almost as much as I did. Jane was afraid of death and only held lust for him.
"To think I meet a ten year old girl . . . and now I'm about to kill a vampire with the same girl who is now a vampire . . . it makes me feel old." Rosalie mussed whilst grinning at me. I couldn't help but laugh, her words were true.
"I'm just annoyed I can't eat ice-cream anymore." The seconds the words were out my mouth Emmett burst out laughing. Before shaking his head in disgust and making a gagging motion.
"You should try it now . . . I bet it wouldn't be "sex on a spoon" anymore." He screamed over the meadow.
"Yes but then I would be upset because the amazing ice-cream version in my head would have been ruined and why would I want to do that?" I yelled back. Rosalie nodded her head in agreement.
"Wow this is what Bella is like with emotions." Ben suddenly said. Victoria hit his arm as I glared at him.
"I had emotions." I snapped back. He scoffed whilst Victoria gave me a sympathetic smile. I did have emotions . . . they were just negative.
"Way to prove my point." Ben mumbled back. I decided to embrace my inner child and stick my tongue out at him. He snickered at me. I ignored Jane and James for a second and locked my eyes on Ben before flashing them to Victoria and smiled at him. His eyes widened before he let out a sigh.
"Is it that obvious?" he asked quietly. Moving his body closer to me but keeping his feet firmly next to Victoria.
"Now it is. You hide it well." I informed him. He copied my earlier action and stuck his tongue out at me. I scoffed at him. He could at least think of his own thing . . . but no he had to copy me.
"What are you talking about?" Victoria asked as her eyebrows pushed together. I actually looked at her and noticed that she didn't look as hollow or nervous as normal. Her eyes weren't flicking from person to person. She seemed calm . . . like she wasn't about to kill her "mate".
"Ice-cream. Ben wants to try it." I gasped out before bursting out laughing at his outraged face. He looked like he was choking on air. His eyes were seconds away from popping out of his head. Rosalie put her hand over her mouth to muffle the laugh that was about to jump out. Victoria just shuddered and gave me an unsure smile, I returned a reassuring smile. She would be okay now, she had Ben.
"I. Do. Not!" he finally decided to stammer. Gosh – all over ice-cream. Then again this isn't the first time it got me in trouble.
"Chill Ben! I was banned from eating it, so I banned Edward from sex . . . poor poor Edward." Rosalie burst out laughing as I slowly shook my head at the memory of that night. I didn't want to think about the morning that followed.
"You banned him from sex because he wouldn't let you eat ice-cream?" Jane gasped before moving away from James. I couldn't help but smile at that – good old lust had poofed away. She might even help killing him . . . whatever Aro wanted. Jane was very fickle – as soon as her lust disappeared you were nothing to her.
"I liked ice-cream, so sue me." I mumbled.
"But withholding sex . . . yikes woman you're evil." Jane sighed back.
"Says you! You just stopped me killing James . . . that was evil." I sneered back at her. She shrugged but gave me an apologetic smile I just shook my head at her, I could feel the anger towards her start to bubble up again but I pushed it away.
"I am right here." James snapped from the middle of the circle he was in. We all looked at him in disbelieve. My hand shot out and connected with his right side of his face before drawing back in the position it was in before. His head moved to the other side as soon as it connected with my hand. The sound of rock pounding against each other filled the square meadow. He glared but stayed silent in a defensive position, I glared at him.
"No shit! Shut up!" I growled at him.
"I think your sexually frustrated Bella." Rosalie decided to randomly say. I was extremely thankful that I couldn't blush anymore.
"Rose! What the hell!?" I demanded whilst crossing my arms and looking at her with wide eyes.
"What have you had sex since you were changed!?" she was demanding now looking at me like I was a completely different person. One eyebrow was raised and her eyes turned guarded.
"NO! Do you really think I would do that to Edward!?" I hissed back. She was about to answer when Jane cut her off.
"You've only had sex with Edward? As in only one person . . . as in just one person!?" Jane screeched. I lost count of the amount of people she slept with . . . she even had sex with a few humans before drinking them.
"Nope, she slept with a werewolf as well." Rosalie informed her. Jane widened her eyes whilst Victoria and Ben shuddered.
"No I didn't! He was human at the time, thank you very much! And why are we talking about my sex life?" I spluttered.
"You know I think that's why you're so good at fighting, you had no outlet for the stress . . . and you didn't have Edward so does that mean now your back together, as I guess you are, that your going to become crap at fighting?" Jane asked whilst looking away thoughtfully.
"I . . . erm . . . I don't know." My voice had taken on a slightly hysteric note. I knew why I was good at fighting; it was the only time I let people see or feel the pain I was in. It wasn't just the pain of leaving my family and my soul. I was fighting against the pain of one memory that I hated and tried to burn out . . . but it was always there, always waiting until I was weak enough before it jumped put and plays in my mind.
My body automatically became tense at the mere thought of watching that memory again. I ignored it.
"Can we just kill James and get this over with I want to go back to my family!" I snapped. Rosalie seemed the most un-surprised by my sudden mood swing. I guess she remembered why I used to have them.
"Actually Bella, no one is going to kill James." Aro called. I spun around to face him. I took a deep breath to stop my self from lunging at him.
"What?" I hissed at him. I noticed that Emmett wasn't holding Edward back but was stood in-between them.
"James is coming back to Volturi with me and Jane, maybe you . . ." he trailed off. My muscles clenched down and venom streamed into my mouth.
"No! He won't get near my sister! He won't live . . . I know why he wants to do! I won't let him do that to her!" I screamed in outrage. In a flash I was next to Edward directly in front of Aro. Emmett and Rosalie at Edward's other side. They weren't watching Aro but had their glares locked on James.
"Bella he won't hurt your sister. I'll make sure of that." Aro smiled at me like he was giving me a present. I tilted my head to the side to see if he was lying – something I sadly picked up from James – he appeared to telling the truth.
"Is he telling the truth Edward?" I asked whilst taking his hand knowing it would calm him and me down.
I turned to face Edward when he stayed silent for a few seconds. When I was facing him I felt my heartbreak and all my unneeded air rush out of my lungs. Just one look made venom flow to my eyes and start to almost cloud my perfect vision. I could feel my body start to shake with fear – something it hadn't done for a long time.
His whole posture was stiff but seemed hunched. His pale skin looked almost translucent and the small glow that came off his skin as a bit of warm sun hit his skin just caused him to look seconds from death. It was his face that caused such a reaction from me.
His lips seemed to have disappeared and all that was left were two thin lines of pure white. They were pulled in a shocked half open half grimace. His perfectly straight features were twisted into a look of pure pain – not physical pain but pain none the less. His eyes almost caused me to sob uncontrollably. His beautiful eyes that let me see into his perfect soul – my soul's perfect match, the only thing that kept me sane . . . his soul – were completely dead. No life at all, they were completely black. Never ending darkness.
I couldn't speak; I wanted to know what was so wrong for him to be so affected. Who had caused him this pain? Whoever they were, I was going to make them pay! I could feel the anger but I was in pain . . . he was hurt so much, could I make it go away?
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