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CHPOV

I felt my throat close,salty burning tears fell down my face. Adam stopped in mid sentence and clutched my hand tightly.I felt butterflies flutter in my stomach at the simple touch of his smooth hands and I wanted so badly to open my eyes and see his was touch was like ice burning on my skin and the time we...almost kissed made me want to beg for more. Adam made me forget about my parents and my cruel brother who got me in this mess in the first was like a vacation to me and I loved every minute with just made our situation even more confusing.

"Chloe...You legs are there, I promise." He whispered in my ear softly.

I lost all control and my eyes flung open.I was in a a blinding white room and It took a few seconds for my eyes to adjust.I sat up and looked around.A heart monitor laid next to the cotton covered bed I was in and was beeping away noisily.

Adam sat in a white wood chair holding my hand and smiling at me like I was like a princess.I looked at our intertwined hands and squeezed his hand and then looked carefully at my legs that I couldn't feel.I was in one of those hideous white and green-spotted hospital gowns. I am pretty sure If I were to stand up I would feel an uncomfortable breeze. My legs were perfectly attached and they were covered in cuts and bruises from my brothers beatings but non the less there.

I just couldn't move them.

"Adam am I...Paralyzed?" I felt new fear grip my throat and fresh tears burned in my eyes.

He looked at me and wiped away the tears with his thumb.I blushed madly at the simple action and then mentally slapped myself for all the mood swings. Adam Smiled and said.

"No." He just sat there enjoying me trying to figure out what was wrong and he seemed to be enjoying himself way to much.

"Why the hell are you smiling! I am fucking injured and your being so damn-" I was cut off by Adam smirking at my reaction which caused even more anger to burn in my stomach.

"Adam I swear If you don't tell me whats wrong with my legs I am going to rip off one of your balls and beat you with it!" I usually said that to guys just to get what I want...they all would flinch and do whatever I wanted them to Adam just stood there and looked down sadly but then shielded whatever emotion he was feeling from me.

He grabbed my other hand and placed a small kiss on it which caused me to calm down and blush even more.

"You were having nightmares and wouldn't stay put for two seconds while they were operating on you so they numbed them for a short period of time." He explained

I flinched at the word new nightmares of Sam that I had seemed far worse than the past and far more because his beatings were worse now that the sight of him was fresh in my mind. His beatings never that harsh.I guess he lost all his respect for me once he was being tracked down by the police.

"Chloe...what did he do to you before this.I found you and you thought I was him and...said things." He stared intensely at me and I felt my breathing heart accelerated and I felt like It was going to pop out of my chest. The heart monitor started beating rapidly and Adam whipped around looking frightened.

"Chloe calm down! Stop!" He yelled trying to get me to calm. He looked directly at me and grabbed my face with both of his hands. I couldn't look away and I just looked into his blue were entrancing.I felt my heart slow but I couldn't look away from his seemed so innocent and yet...in pain.

I didn't even realize how close our lips were till he looked down at mine and then pulled away clearly embarrassed and then sat back down on in his chair and put his head in his hands.

We sat uncomfortably for what felt like forever.I felt terrible for not telling him about...Sam but, in my defense, he didn't need to know. But now sitting here with the man I love...or like...I have no clue at this point but sitting here maybe me realize, I wanted someone to know.I wanted someone to know so I could cry and be normal and not have this huge secret.I closed my eyes and spoke knowing whatever respect Adam had for me would now gone when I was done.

"Sam is my brother." I said disgustedly.I hated that he was my brother.I hated that he did all this and yet he was my brother, the person who shared my own blood, the guy I used to love with all my heart.

Adam raised his head confused but said nothing.I kept going fearing that if I didn't continue I would chicken out.

"We were best friends. My sister constantly gained up on me and would like all sisters do make fun of me. Sam would stick up for me and we were known has Chlam because we were always mom still gets confused and calls Chlam when she wants me to come out of my room or in her words, My Sam went to high school he...got into bad stuff. He was was an alcoholic and did drugs. He was broke though so he got into his college funds and took all the money and wiped it clean doing whatever he could to get his hands on whatever drugs or drinks he that money was gone he used my account and Lilly's. After our accounts were cleaned he used my parents credit cards and were out of money...I know its hard to imagine but our family was middle class until we couldn't pay the bills. Mom and Dad never noticed Sam doing were to busy fighting with Lilly,Me,Or each other."

I stopped again taking a moment to gather my thoughts.I wanted to tell Adam everything but I didn't want him to pity me...but it was all so bad...If He knew then...he would pity me and that is the last thing I wanted.

I looked down at my hands and continued.

"Once Sam realized we were out of cash so he used other ways to get what he wanted...He used me. When we were little We promised we would do whatever for each other and that we would never leave so he used that against friends that gave him the drugs all wanted to sleep with me...So I slept with them...all of them.I refused to at first but...everytime time I said no Sam hit, cut, or pushed me and one time he brought a knife to my throat. I did all this because it sucks being abused but being abused by my brother was worse than being a sex toy for some horny We kept this arrangement going on.I would say no, I would get hurt, I would have sex so Sam got his drugs or beer. Sam didn't get enough though so while I was forced to sleep around...He stole drinks and cigarettes from wherever."

Adam looked up at me and I saw the pity in his eyes.I felt anger rushing towards me.

"Adam don't pity me.I was dumb enough to give in." I snapped feeling anger serge through reality I hated how I never had a perfect "First time" My first was in the back of a Truck and the guy reeked of alcohol and...I think he pissed himself at some point so there was pee all over me and I still had to worst part was that people watched us do it. I cried the whole time and the guy,Aaron, would beat me if I stopped.

Adam looked shocked for a moment and once again reached for my hands.I whipped them away and Adam just shrugged and jumped on my white hospital bed next to me. I glared at him angrily and was two seconds away from pushing him off when he wrapped his arms around my waist and I tried to push away but he held on and I eventually gave in and melted in his arms.

"Its not pity Chloe...I care about you." He whispered into my hair. I wrapped my arms around his waist and looked up at him.

"There's more." I whispered never breaking my gaze.

"Then continue at your own time." He stated simply still having a firm grasp around my waist.

I felt like my face was on fire and asked

"You have never been this confident?" Usually he is mister shy and all of a sudden...this.

"I thought you were dead. I know your not and now I don't want to waist anymore time being away from you." He said blushing I felt a smile creep onto my face was burning again and I felt like giggling.I controlled my hormones.I felt waves of love wash over me and my head felt like it was spinning.I gulped and took a few breaths and continued.

"Anyway one day the cops came asking questions and well...The went directly to Sam...and they thought of him has a suspect in a major drug thingy and he blamed...me. My parent's even believed him and I was arrested on false charges. Sam even planted evidence trying to prove I was guilty. Of course I had a fair trial but I had to wait 6 months before that so I was stuck in that grungy cell for 6 months! By the time they found out I was innocent...Sam was long gone. I told the police everything and they have been after him ever since then, finding evidence along the way that proved him guilty. He was pissed that I told and found me when I was taking a walk to cool down after Clare and...here I am."

Have you ever felt like everything had stopped and you can hear can't hear your heartbeat,The wind, was like that with me and Adam,complete and utter silence that was frustrating.I wanted a response...a reaction...anything! He could get up and leave forever not wanting to see trash like me...I just wanted to know how he felt about this all.

We stayed there in silence and then Adam broke it.

"I Love You." He whispered.

My eyes widened and I looked in his fearing that he was making things up.

I saw no joking in his eyes...only fear.

I stayed shock for a bit and he looked down in sorrow and I did something I had promised myself I wouldn't do

I crashed my lips onto his smooth ones. I rolled on top of him and took was surprised by my sudden movement but quickly responded by brushing his tongue over my lips which I quickly let him enter.I felt heat radiate from my body and I wanted to kiss him all over. We battled for dominance and eventually he won. He kissed down my jaw and onto my collar bone occasionally licking and nibbling certain spots. Moans of want escaped my lips and I felt slightly embarrassed but pushed them aside. My body as going hay wire and I felt sparks of lust shoot through me. I have never felt like this.I felt months of lust take over me and I hungrily brought his lips back to mine needing to be close to him. His hands traveled up and down my body and I was moving my hands on his stomach and bringing them up to his che-

"Erm." I whipped my head around and turned o see a handsome doctor around mid twenties looking at me and Adam. I quickly got off and felt blush come over me mostly because I was laying on Adam and the back of this hospital gown...well lets just say there isn't a back.

Adam sat up and got out from under me and gave me a quick peck on the lips before walking out saying.

"I am going to get some coffee."

I looked at the doctor and he seemed slightly rattled but continued.

"My name s Doctor Chris. I see you are feeling much better." I felt myself blush and he smiled warmly at me.

"You know I know a girl that I am dating and you and him remind me much of us."

"Who is she?" I asked glad to get off the confusing topic of me and Adam.

He looked nervous for a second and ignored my questions and just told me about my injuries.I felt curious but I wasn't going to pry...It is non of my business.

"So After crucial surgery I say you will be healed and ready to leave in about a week." He finished.

"A Week! I cannot live in a pure white room for a week! It makes me feel...like...like...like a virgin!" Okay not best choice of words but I seriously needed black in this room or they might has well send me to the mental asylum.

chuckled at this and shook his head and walked out.

I crossed my arms thinking of ways to get Adam to bring me something black...like my bed comforter.I was in mid thought when walked back in my room and said.

"Oh you have a visitor." I looked at him confused. I mean he sure has hell knows I know Adam is here.

"Well Just send Adam in you don't have to announce it every time he walks in my room."

shook his head and walked out of the room while saying.

"It isn't that boy...Its a young lady by the name of Clare Edwards. She will be in shortly."

I felt fear creep into my heart and tears spring into my eyes.

Shit.

Did you love the Chadam fluff? tell me if you did and Adam's FTM thing is coming up.I gave hints in this chapter about it...hopefully you recognized did anyone pick up on the and Anya thing? lol I don't like them together and I so want Anya/Owen but still I had to add it :D

okay now weird poem thing :D

Friends To Enemies

Maybe that's the way Its Supposed to be

Hearts will crash

People will thrash

And A New Love shows

And A dark secret grows.

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