Stephanie Meyers owns all and I think she rocks, sorry I haven't updated in ages but I've been really ill and was unable to do anything, so here's the next chapter and I hope u like it. Ok so we have the new coven and now I just need all of your help to come up with the name of the last member in the coven .com/alexjack , this is the picture of him and his role will be that he is the only single one in the coven and he takes a liking for Bella. Please review and tell me your ideas on this person's name!!!

20. New Coven-B.P.O.V

I had been running now for what felt like days, I had no idea where I was or where I was heading and to be honest I didn't care. I couldn't help but feel guilty though, for Dan, Polly and the…Cullens.

In my mind a raging battle was going on, questions ran through my mind, should I do this, can I go home, will they forgive me, am I brave enough to do this? And the biggest question of all. Is this what I truly want?

My feet started to feel heavy and I started to slow down thinking over what my answer was to that question. Did I?

'Of course you're brave enough this is what you want isn't it? To be rid of all this pain, to be rid of all memories of him' a little voice said in my head.

'No Bella, you don't want this, you want him, you want your old life back, don't throw it all away. Think about Dan and Polly, of what this would do to them, of what this would do to Edward!' The other voice in my head said.

God it was like having a devil and an angel both trying to tell you what to do, one was telling me to go on the other to go home. But which to choose?

I had now come to a complete stop and I sat down on a boulder near by. I thought for a long time, I lost count. Then I decided what I was going to do. As a human I had never really seen the world, never ventured out of the places that I knew, Phoenix and Forks. Even as a vampire, with my ability to swim super fast and run like a bullet I had not seen many places.

So now seeing as this would be my last few days in this world, seeing as soon I would be in Italy begging for death. And as my last wish I would fore fill a dream I'd had for a long time, I would go exploring for just 4 days and then I would go to Italy and ask for death.

It seemed like a good plan, to have some good memories to hold while I lay on my death bed, to try to wash away some of the bad ones. But first things first I needed to find out where I was, I turned around and started running through the forest again hoping to see a town or a sign of some sort, something to tell me where on earth I was.

But in fact that's not what I found, its what I smelt that was the big thing here, I could recognise that smell anywhere. That sweet smell that I loved…a vampire was here, and not just one but around 4 or 5. The smell started to get stronger, the air was now thick with that smell, it got stronger and stronger.

Then the trees suddenly started thinning until they were only on either side of me, it was like a pathway leading up to the vampires lair!

The pathway was quite short and after a few minutes it came to a stop and there in front of me was one of the most beautiful houses I'd ever seen in my life. Second only to that of the…the Cullens. It was large and was done in old brick, roses climbed up the walls and on either side of the house were two castle like turrets. I debated what I should do, should I knock or not, after all they might not be the same as me, they might be human blood drinkers!! A shudder ran down my spine at the mere thought of that, all those innocent people…

Suddenly the door opened and there stood four vampires, two males and two females, they were all obviously mates. One girl had dark brown curly hair that went down to her shoulders, the other girl had blonde wavy hair and the two males had dark and blonde hair also, each couple were complete opposites to each other.

"Hi, would you like to come in?" The male with blonde hair asked. Before I could register anything my feet started moving forward and I was inside the house.

-2 hours later-

The new coven was really nice and friendly, I had a good feeling that I would like them, too bad I wouldn't be around for much longer.