T POV

Once i'm outside i do my best to regain my composia but it's not working what the hell just happened? Why was Dan here? Why was Christian and Mia there? and who was the blonde guy with them? So many questions but no answers...

I light up and take a long puff to try calm myself... but even that doesn't work.

"I didn't know you smoked" I look around to see Christian walking down the alley towards me

"Theres a lot you don't know about me" i smirk looking towards the brick wall in front of me.

"Who was he Tab?" Christian asks in a quiet voice

I let out a sigh and speak but i still can't bring myself to look at him

"Daniel Hicks.." I whisper i really really don't want to have this conversation...

"So that's the fuckers name" Christian growls as he runs his fingers through his hair

"Yes" i whisper again

"And what is he to you? He said he was your Dom... is that true?"

"Dan was my first Dom... he was also her Dom" I growl

I hear Christian gasp, i bet he didn't bank on that

"He was your mothers Dom?" Christian asks in disbelief and i just simply nod

"What happened Tab?" Christian asks as he steps closer to me leaning against the wall, I suppose he's not going to give in until i give him some answers i take another long puff and begin

"Dan was the Dom she chose, He was the reason we left for Georgia" I pause this is so hard

"She fucked off with a younger man she claimed to be in love with and left me there" i spit god i hate her how could she haul me away from my school, my friends, my home and from Christian and then drop me cause a nice young piece of ass caught her eye... some fucking mother she was

"How old were you?"

"18" Christian runs his fingers through his hair and sighs heavily

"Dan took me in, he looked after me, he trained me to be a submissive... when i was 21 i decided to move back to Seattle and he gave me $20,000 to get me started, a year or so later i met Suki when i was working in a BDSM shop and then i started working at the club shortly after that, I've only ever had 3 Doms and the nights i wasn't needed if you like i worked here... and you know the rest."

"Are you ok?" Christian asks as he puts his arms around my shoulders, i shrug him off and move away i can't deal with this now

"Like you care" i say quietly more to myself than to him but Christian heard me i hear him breath in sharply

"Of course i care, ive always cared about you Tabz" I can't believe he's just said that my anger comes back with a vengeance

"Bullshit Christian!" I turn to look at him, his eyes wide with shock

"It's the truth" He says getting up and walking closer to me as i back away

"You must think im fucking stupid, 10 years... 10 FUCKING YEARS CHRISTIAN" I yell

"With absolutely fuck all from you, Not a text, letter, phone call, or email... i had nothing from you and then one day you just walk back into my life and expect what? WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME CHRISTIAN?" I scream i cant deal with his shit anymore i need to get away from him before i do something or say something i might regret, i walk passed Christian but im spun back round as he grabs my wrist

"What do you mean i never contacted you?" He growls

"I'd take your hands off me if i were you!" I spit, as i try to pull away Christian grip tightens on my wrist it hurts

"DON'T YOU DARE WALK AWAY FROM ME!" Christian yells in my face were so close that i could lean forward and kiss him if i really wanted to but right at this very moment all i feel like doing to him is head butting him in his fucking pretty face

"YOU ARE NOT MY DOM CHRISTIAN AND I AM NOT YOUR FUCKING SUB!" I yell back he may be angry but so am i, i am no ones sub and i will not be grabbed and screamed at by anyone especially not Christian fucking Grey.

A/N

Right guys ive had quite a new nasty comments regarding bringing Elena in to this story, im sorry if it upset anyone i didn't mean to... i have now re written this story from here so please bare with me as i have had to scrap about 10 future chapters.

Let me no what you all think about the new story... but like my mother says "If you can't say something nice, don't say anything at all" thanks again

Samii x