OMG! IM SO so so so sorry guys, honestly i didnt mean to not update alot of things have been happening for the apst 2 weeks. THE MAJOR one is my power went out because of the storm in England,anyway please forgive me, im asking you from the bottom of my heart.
SO,lets get reading :)
Ally's Pov
Its pouring down of rain and im in my car,driving to god know's where. Im in a miserable state and some random stranger has found out where i live...AGAIN! Slamming down my hands on the steering wheel, i sigh out of misery. How could he find me again? Honestly, i give up. My whole year's of teenager-ism -no wait, since i was 10, yeah 10 years old my life has gone down hill. I thought it went back to dreamworld when i got my Recording contract from Mark,but then it went back down-hill, then went back up when i met Austin it went up and now...now i just dont know who i am anymore.
So many questions, but im talking to myself some reason, and somehow i know the truth and reality cant hear me anymore, not at all.
I wipe a tear from my eye and turn on the radio, guess what song comes on- my one.
Ready or not- (IM NOT READY THOUGH)
Here i come, (Im backing away from my house at the moment)
Where you at? - (I know where they're all at, my house-and there's)
The night is young- (Its 12:47, its not young at the moment, i should be either at home in bed with Austin or chatting with the closest people i have)
Just sing it, la la la la la la la and ill fi-ind y-ou - (I NEED TO FIND HIM, I NEED TO GET HIM OUT OF MY LIFE!)
Ready or not, not, bom-bada-bom-bada-bom, ready or no-ot- (im coming to find you, get ready)
After thinking all those thoughts to the last part of my song i pull up to McDonald's and order fries and a strawberry milkshake, i'm hungry and thirsty, you cant moan at me for having McDonald's.
I get cut of my thoughts when- RING RING *VIBRATION* RING RING *VIBRATION*
"Hello" I answer rudely and tirdly mixed into one
"Ally?Ally where are you? Are you ok I-"
"IM FINE" I dead-pan into the phone, "Im fine just tired, im coming home now, see you then" I say and hang up.
Is nice to know they're worrid and care but, i needed time.
On the way home i get a tune in my head and start making lyrics.
I'm coming home Back where I belong This is my story this is my song I'm coming home Hey, confusion like I was losing my mind I'm coming home
I'm coming home
tell the World I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
tell the World I'm coming
I've never felt so strong eh
feeling like there's nothing that I can't try
and if you feel me put your hands high, high, high, hey
and if you feel me put your hands high, high, hey
if you aint got the heart, don't attempt to try this at home
it's just a poem from a man once living wrong
now I'm in the zone, tell the World I'm coming home
been a long time coming, been a long time coming
this song feel like the greatest of all time coming
cause I do it B-I-G, I remember we would be high
who'd have thought we'd be running rap when we was knee high
to appreciate the sun you gotta know what rain is
or cause I'm famous you don't gotta know what pain is
but I bounce back, would ya look at that
I take my spot at the top and I aint looking back
I'm coming home
tell the World I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
tell the World I'm coming
but one thing I never lose is my grind
my closet need a lot of cleaning now
I can't sleep cause I dont like the sh-t I dream about
hey Dear Lord please help me get the demons out
and then help me get my genius out
and get back to what I had
if my good's outweigh my bads, do you think my mistakes is gon even out (even out)
I guess try and see, it's on my diary, I'm living for my kids
now they is just as fly as me
talk well, wonder if Andre Harrell knew how great I would be when he fired me
I'm coming home
tell the World I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
tell the World I'm coming…home
This is the first song im rapping in, and not feeling bad about it.
The time had gone quick because i remember stepping out of my car and walking up to the door step ringing the doorbell to my new home.
As i heard the chain unlock i braced myself for the tightest hug from the girls and guys and Austin, god know's what.
As the door opens-
"ALLY!" Gets called and im pulled into the most tightest hug in the history of hugs- i told you so.
"Hey" I replie back sheepishly.
"Ok, so where have you been?" Kir asks me as i enter. I take a deep breath and prepare to spill my guts, but thats when i realize my house and their house..its finished.
They finished decorating.
"Girls, you know i love you but 1) cant we please talk tomorrow im exhausted and 2) where are the guys?" I ask confused and shocked.
"Bed, they finished the house and literally collapsed but us girls waited, we didnt want you to come home to an empty home" Cassidy says giving me a town as im soaking wet.
"Oh,ok"
"So, get some sleep and we'll talk tomorrow, you can sleep with me because Austins in Dez's and mine room because they were playing football on the ex-box- thanks for putting that in there by the way" Trish deadpans at me.
"Sure thing" I reply back sarcasically.
I feel like myself in my home, i just cant wake up tomorrow and tell them what happened- not my sarcasm.
Hey guys so, R&F&F please, and again im really sorry i didnt update sooner but tomorrow im dedicating that day to 'UPDATING DAY' and if i dont update at least 2 times a week, im going to practically slap myself, yep you read right, slap my self, in the face straight on.
Ok, Love you guys and sorry it wasnt a long chapter, i wanna make a few thing a bit more dramatic.
BYE! XXXXXXXXXX
