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I sat still on my bed my eyes meeting a pair of white ones. It took everything in my power not to run and hug the Primordial which sat at the edge of my bed with a sad smile that seemed to break my heart.

"I thought you were going to die." She says softly.

I smile as best as I can and melt further into my pillows, that are surprisingly comfortable and no I am not thinking about my pillows to get rid of this awkwardness between me and Chaos because that is just weird.

"I am sorry for brining you into this." She says and she moves closer and at that moment I hate her and everything else in this room, especially myself.

"It's okay these situations usually find me." She laughs softly and I can feel her hand resting over the top of mine from underneath the sheets.

I can feel the blush rise to my cheeks and I move my hand suddenly and instead look out the window.

"What happened to Kronos?" I ask, turning back to her, she has moved lower down my bed and she looks out the window.

"He is back in Tartarus. My daughter must have freed him, but he is locked up once more and we are all safe now." She says with a soft smile.

The room is delved in a silence that is too awkward for words but we both relax into it, and I smile as the rain hits the window softly. Before a burning question hits me like a train.

"Where am I?"

Chaos stands and moves around towards the window, I think she is about to open it but she just stares out of it with a frown.

"You are on Olympus." Slowly she turns back around and I can see the tear that wells up in her eyes. "It is where you belong."

Now if I hadn't sworn on the Styx I would have been over there hugging her and telling her how much I belong with her. But I couldn't do that, I couldn't break that deal.

'She will be the death of you.'

"Maybe I don't belong here." She looks at me almost hopeful so it hurts when I tell her I belong on earth as a mortal.

"Don't do that." She says softly. And I can't help but look at her and it hurts every time.

"Do what?"

"Don't become a mortal, please." She looks down into her hands and for a moment I think she is crying. "You nearly died, and I don't know what I would do, if that happened again."

"You know nothing can happen between us." I murmur and she looks at me with sad eyes and I realize just how old she is in that moment.

I can see past the youthful persona she takes on and I see her, I see past the fun loving young adult and see the millennia old goddess who is lonely and just wants someone to stay with her.

"They made you promise didn't they." She says softly and I feel the remnants of my heart shatter into millions of pieces.

"I'm sorry." I whisper my head in my hands as I fight the tears that threaten to spill.

"No, don't be." She looks back out the window. "Just promise me, that if you change your mind" slowly she turns around and she smiles again, but I can see the sadness in her eyes just as she can see mine. "Promise me you will come back to me, that you will find me."

"I promise."

Really I shouldn't have been surprised when I wake up and my room is filled with my friends, their smiles intact and so far I have only seen one bandage which Leo assures me is because he knocked his head against a pipe while making renovations to his bed.

Will and Annabeth stand beside my bed, their faces bright as they recall all the events of the battle that I had been knocked out for and how they escaped Kronos before coming to my rescue.

The Stoll's and Leo then recall the events and how they saved camp, the three of them becoming more animated as they use their arms to indicate explosions and other key events their eyes bright and a smile on their faces as the joyfully mock each other.

Piper doesn't explain much about their battle, she leaves it up to Clarisse who is sitting beside Chris, and her smile is by far the biggest as she talks about her victory.

Then there is Liam and Anna standing in the corner no one really notices the way their hands slyly meet, well no one but me.

Slowly everyone leaves the room at the calls of one of the nymphs who tell them all it is time for 'Mister Jackson to rest.'

I watch them all and my eyes never leave the way Annabeth and Will' hands hold onto each other and I swear if any part of my heart was left at that moment it was gone.

It is two weeks later when I accept my father's wishes to become a god, and it is a day after that when they call me into the throne room.

Annabeth is the one that comes and gets me, her face lit up by a smile that anyone would be envious of.

"It's your big day Percy." She says as she walks along beside me, her energy hits me in droves and I want to ask her why she is so excited, but she would probably reply with something like 'because my best friend is becoming a god.' And I can't be bothered to hear that.

"I know." I reply trying to match her enthusiasm.

She talks from most of the walk and that smile never leaves her face no matter how hard I wish it could. I knew that Annabeth had been asked to become a goddess, and I was unsure whether she had said yes or not.

"Did you accept?" I ask just as we reach the doors, she stops and looks at me and I hope to all the gods that she did, so that I wouldn't be alone in doing this, but the frown on her face suggests otherwise.

"I couldn't do it." She replies and my stomach drops.

"Why?" I ask.

She shrugs her shoulders and looks at the doors, refusing to meet my eyes.

"Because of a similar reason to why you said 'No' before."

And we both know what she means, and that makes me burn in anger, it makes me feel annoyed, but I cool it to the best of my ability.

"You should have said yes." I say softly, really I don't know what makes me so upset about it but it does, it just seems love has never been kid to me and this feels like another stab in the back for some strange reason.

"But I couldn't leave him." She frowns and I feel incredibly bad and angry at the same time.

Quickly I turn to her and smile as best as I can especially due to the current war I am fighting in my head. "I'm sorry, really I am. I truly wish you two the best."

She smirks slightly and punches my arm. "It's okay I understand." She pulls out her hand. "Friends?"

I laugh at her and pull her into a hug. "Best friends." I reply with a smirk.

And that was when the doors opened and I moved forward into a new stage in my new life.

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