Bonnie POV:

I knew what I had to do. In a months time Damon had lost his humanity and joined Klaus, I had lost our baby, and Elijah had joined us. According to Elijah this was the fight against good and evil. I could never join Klaus, not after what happened. He was the reason I'm not sitting at home complaining that my back hurts while complaining to Damon that I'm craving fettuccine. Damon I thought. I felt a tear run down my cheek, I quickly wiped it away. If I would join Klaus, he didn't get what he wanted which was me. Elijah told us that Klaus would make Damon do anything to get to me. I started chanting the spell out of the grimoire and before I knew it my eyes were filled with blackness too. Stefan, Caroline, Tyler, Elijah and I are heading to the founders carnival, we know Damon will be their reeking havoc, and I'm here to stop him any way I need to. Stefan looked at me concentrating on my eyes "Bonnie are you okay?"

"If Damon makes one wrong move, I will hunt him down understand?" I stated. Stefan nodded before I stormed away.

Stefan POV:

When we arrived at the carnival Elijah went his own way, leaving me, Bonnie, Caroline, and Tyler. I noticed Bonnie was acting funny, like she didn't care.

"Bonnie are you okay?" I asked

"If Damon makes one wrong move, I will hunt him down understand" she said angrily before storming away.

"What was that about?" Caroline asked.

Meanwile

Damon POV:

"What did she say" I asked as I held Elijah by his throat.

"Oh nothing. Just that if you step out of line, you'll have one angry witch to deal with." Elijah replied

I smirked " she said that did she?" I asked.

Elijah coughed "well seeing as that she lost you, then your child, and now has to defeat you and Klaus I would see why she would do that."

Klaus appeard "drop him, ill take care of it, go get the witch." I dropped Elijah before storming away to attract attention to myself.

I wanted to see what would draw her out. I snacked on and killed some of the local women. I was sloppy enough that I knew saint Stefan could smell me, and would probably tell Bonnie. I waited but no one came. Giving up, I went back to the boarding house and sat on the couch pouring himself some scotch. Out of boredom I turned on the news.

"A vicious attack leaves one local girl dead. We suspect that it's been an animal attack. Stay tuned for details."

I downed the last of my drink and rolled my eyes. The thought of another animal attack was funny. I slouched down in his chair and stared at the fire in the fire place.

I was startled when both doors of the room whooshed open. The fire rose in height and turned black in the fire place.

Bonnie POV:

I knew where he was I could sense what he had done through our blood bond. I left Stefan and the others and returned home.

"What took you so long?" He said and simply stood as if my entrance was an everyday thing.

I power walked her way towards Damon, stake in hand. "You killed that girl didn't you?"

Damon sat down his empty glass and with vampyric speed, sped in front of me and into her personal space. "What if I did? What if I didn't?'

I pushed him back, making contact with his bare chest that was showing from his unbuttoned black shirt. "Don't play games with me Salvatore."

Damon pressed his hands on top of hers to keep them there on his chest. He tilted his head to the side, his blue eyes gazing into her deep browns as the fire reflected in them. I struggled, pulling back to release myself from his strong hold.

"What did you do? This isn't going to work im not going to join you"

"You caught me Bonnie, now what?" Damon said and moved closer still. His lashes fluttered down as his gaze turned to my lips. He licked his absently and then returned his gaze to my eyes. Fire shot up from the fire place in warning but Damon paid no attention to it. He was transfixed on me, furious me.

He didn't give me a moment to answer and I didn't want to either. He crashed his lips on top of mine, demanding entry to my mouth. i fought him at first keeping my lips closed. what the hell was he thinking after what had happened with Klaus, our baby was gone, but wait if he was doing this maybe I could get his feelings back, maybe I could get Damon back, my Damon; Realizing what we were about to do i unleashed my anger, kissing him back with force and biting his lip. Damon winced in pain and stepped back. Breathing hard, he looked at me for a tense moment and then smirked. Quickly he pulled me to him by the back of her head and kissed me again with the same force and heat.

He groaned, cupping my breasts, wanting to take this even further. I winced, I was still sore from being pregnant. Damons eyes wided, I thought for a moment maybe he had realized it was me, but he then ignored me as he pulled off my shirt. He kissed down my chest and, belly. He looked up when he reached my pants. The light of the fire flickered off his blue eyes. I said nothing but watched as he undid my pants and slid both those and my panties down to my ankles. Damon stood up and i wrapped my legs around his waist. Damon laid me down upon the couch and kissed me, rubbing up against me.

Damon POV:

My breath was quick and strained. It took every ounce of control to not just take over. I looked at her and said, "I didn't mean to do it. Klaus he jus-"

Bonnie started crying as she placed her palms on my cheeks and stroked my hair. "I knew it couldn't have been you. You would have never done anything to hurt me. I knew you were being controlled."

Bonnie POV:

He was remembering, his humanity was here, but as soon as it was it had disappeared again. I wanted so badly for him to return to normal.

Damon withdrew away from me and unbuttoned his pants. He pulled down his zipper and underwear just enough to free himself. Leaning over me, he kissed her roughly while sliding inside of me. I knew this was wrong but I just wanted Damon to feel again, I wanted my Damon back. I arched my back into his chest and moaned into his mouth.

Slowly our bodies rocked together with each thrust. Our moans were becoming louder and louder as this thrusts became harder and harder.

Our lips finally parted and he bit into my neck. Pleasure mixed with pain set my emotions haywire. Fire shot out of the fire place left and right. Damon licked the blood from my neck as his own climax overtook his body. He shuttered and stopped, resting his head upon my shoulders. Shivers went down his spine as I stroked his back.

"I'm trying to change, I really am." He whispered. The real Damon was trying to get out.

I felt tears prickle to my eyes "I know you are. I know." i said before i staked him threw his heart.