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Chapter 20

Part one:Torn

Hinata had somewhat of a tuff life, but living with her family and having sasuke was a lot better. It was early, hinata woke up and the twins were asleep still. Sasuke was still asleep too, she sneaked out of their room and entered the kitchen to find her cousin looking in the refrigerator. "Neji? What are you so early?"

He chuckled and rubbed the back of his head "let's just say I was drunk and now there is a naked tenten, hogging my bed." He closed the door to the fridge, he was kind of sad he didn't find anything to munch on.

Hinata noticed his look on his face. "I'll make you something, okay" she gave him a sweet smile like she always did. She opened the pantry door and took out flour and sugar. She place the items on the kitchen counter, she moved Neji out of the way and grabbed eggs, milk, butter.

"It's okay hinata-sama" Neji was the type who didn't want helps feeding him, or taking advantage of some one.

She gave an annoyed look and then it went back to a smile "don't worry Neji, I have to cook for sasuke. I always do it, and I also make him a snake for later on in the day." Hinata knew her cousin was hungry and the only quick thing she knew how to make was pancakes and eggs. In a matter of minutes hinata had made food a lot of food for herself, sasuke, neji, tenten, hanabi, and her father. She placed the food in front of neji. "Eat before your stomach eats its self" she smiled when Neji's belly rumbled.

"Thank you, hinata-sama" he placed pieces of egg and pancake in his mouth and chewed.

"You welcome, I better wake up Sasuke" she walked off leaving everything in the kitchen. "I'll be back" she walked off to her room. She found Sasuke tossing and Turing. She walked in and sat by his side "sasuke-kun, time to wake up." She combed though his hair.

Sasuke awoke to hinata petting him. "I'm up" he sat in bed looking at hinata. He loved this woman in front of him.

"Good, now take a shower. Breakfast is ready" Sasuke didn't make a move. "Aren't you going to get up?" She stood up and waited for him to move.

"Give me a little bit." He indeed had a good Moring.

Hinata sat back down next to him she removed the blanket from on top of him she got close to his face almost reach able for a kiss "Sasuke, go take a shower. I need to do the room…" she puckered her lips "please" Her lips weren't helping with his situation, he couldn't help himself. He pulled her on top of him and kissed her. She never kisses sasuke like she did Gaara. His touch was foreign to her and his lips where alien to her. She could help herself but she broke the kiss. "Wh-What's with you?" then she felt it. She quickly got off him and ran to the by door.

Sasuke was embarrassed but him disliking hinata being so distant. He had her, rightfully, meaning in marriage "You know what I feel for you, and I want you more."

Hinata lowered her head. She loved sasuke as a friend but she didn't, she couldn't return his feels. "I know that."

Sasuke hated waiting for her, but he knew what he signed for when he took her in marriage. His sharingan appeared, he wasn't going to hit her or hurt her, he was just mad. "We both knew that Gaara is going stay with mouse and he rather have her. I mean he didn't fight over the kids. "

Hinata was shocked but understood where that was coming from. Her hear was pure and truth she can't deny she still loved the basted for all the wrong that he did to her. "I-I-I k-know that Sasuke."

"Then what is holding you back? We are married, his married. They have their lives and we have ours " he walked over to her and made sure she had no place to run. His hand ran down her cheek to lips and back to her lips he got close to her and kissed her.

Hinata nowhere to run or move his lips where rough with her lips. She had no choice her lips granted him access to him. His lips where rough and unwanted but the way his wrapped around her told her, all his love for her.

Sasuke broke the kiss. He smiled at her "see, was that so hard? We will live our lives. Leave their lives alone. When it come to Ichigo and genesis that's where are lives with only meet. " me placed his finger under her check and walked to the bathroom. Hinata changed her children and breast feed them, when Sasuke came out Hinata held genesis and patted his back. "Did you already burp Ichigo?"

She patted Genesis back "No, not yet."

Sasuke picked up the baby. He patted her back gently "come on Ichigo you can burp for daddy." Soon after he said that ichigo burped. He held her close and whisper to her ear "no matter what people say Im your father and you are my little angel." Then he noticed she fell asleep in his arms. He placed her back in her crib and held out his arms for genesis.

"I can't deny it, but your good to them" she handed the baby boy to sasuke "I'll be out in a little." She walked into the bathroom and came out squeaky clean. She picked up Ichigo from her crib, sasuke held Genesis close and opened the bedroom door

They walked side by side to the dinner table and held them close while they ate. Once they ate Hinata handed Ichigo to her father and Sasuke handed genesis to Hanabi . Hinata walked with sasuke to the gate with his boxed lunch it was supposed to be a snake but she over did it. "I'll be back in the afternoon. Hopefully the kids are a hassle for you."

Hinata smiled and waved it off. "Don't worry they won't. Be careful "

Sasuke let out a laugh. "Hinata you known me for how long? Im not like Naruto. Speaking of naruto before I meat with my group I have to talk to Naruto, so he can give me a mission for my group. " he took the lunch from her and started to walk, he waved to her.

Hinata watched sasuke, until she couldn't see him anymore. She went back to the compounded to find tenten all over Neji.

Sasuke was about o enter the gate to the hokage when he heard his name being called. He turned around to see a man in a green jumpsuit and bushy eye brows "Sasuke! Can you do me a favor?"

Sasuke was confused why bushy brows needed a favor. "Okay"

Lee handed him a scroll "hand this to naruto, won't you. If guy comes back and he sees the bird cages still dirty his gonna make me do a lot of laps around the village." He waved to him and before he was out of sight he called out "it's from Gaara it seems important."

Sasuke entered the tower, he was curious. He walked to the roof and opened it his heart dropped "Naruto, good friend. I have some good news and bad news. My son Vincent isn't my child by blood but he is still my son I love. And the good news is that I am no longer married to Matsuri. I am free to love hinata. I can't wait to tell her. Can you please tell her, I can't tell her because Im in over my head with paper work? " Sasuke crumbed the scroll in his hand, he placed it in his pouch. He walked off to Naruto's office, and he acted a little temper-ish then normal. "NARUTO! I demand a higher mission for my group"

Naruto could see his friend was in a bad mood "oi, what's up? What climbed into your ass and dead? Hmmm"

Sasuke wanted to kill his friend he made a fist and bonked him in the head "Naruto, you know my team is ready for a higher mission."

"Fine, I'll see what I have! Just no more hitting me, I have a lot of that from Sakura" Naruto looked over the list of missions. His team was under rank d and looked at raked c missions. "I have a good one for you. There are parts to it. Part one their bandits that are harassing the woman in the town. Part 2 not only the bandits are using the woman in the town but they are eating all their food. Part 3 find the ringleader, and bring him to Shikamaru, he is at the jail"

Sasuke nodded and left to meet his group, at the training grounds. He met with his team, and soon after left. It took 1/3 of the day to each the town, and less time to do part one- to three. He wanted to teach them fire ball jutsu. He placed four scrolls away from them. Sasuke took did the hand signs then in a big breath and within a matter of seconds the scroll in front of him was turned into ashes. They understood but couldn't release one. He place the three reminder scrolls in his pouch. Then it was back to the village.

After going to the jail, sasuke went to fill out a missions report. It was paper work was easy but it was so useless to do it. It was like every night, eat, talk, off to bed, stay up, then sleep, but after hinata had fallen asleep sasuke was still up.

He wanted to keep hinata forever, he wanted to tell her the truth, but he couldn't. He did not want to be without her or the twins. Their married was based on their friend ship, he didn't want to ruin his marriage. In his mind he was fighting the selfish and the friendly man inside of himself.

4 months had pass

Hinata and sasuke out with their children, it was their family day. Hinata was getting mad she and the children had no time with sasuke, so he took a day off so he can spend with his family. They left the compound at 10am and walked to the old Uchiha's compounded they took the underground tunnel to the hidden Uchiha hide out. They spent a few hours with their uncle Itachi they wondered the hid out. Sasuke had taken his family to a hidden river near the hideout.

"I never knew this water fall was here, it's so beautiful" hinata was captivated by the sight.

"I believe the little one like it here to" he held Ichigo in his arms.

It was hour, then Sasuke noticed they spent a lot more time them he expected them to. They made their way to the hide out once more, Itachi bugged Sasuke to stay the night.

"It's been a while since I was here" hinata was looking out the window. "I hope they sleep good."

The next Moring

The group made it back within the village and Sasuke lead them home. He was to meet his group in the training grounds. Sasuke made his way to the gate once he passed he began to spar with his students.

At the compound, the sun is setting.

"Hinata-Sama" Neji called from the other side of the door.

"What is it Neji, Im getting dressed." She hurried up and putting a black bra and a black tube top shirt under a fishnet t-shirt and black a dark blue jean shorts that hugged her bottom half. "Come in"

Neji stood looking at his cousin "Kazekage sama is outside he wanted to talk to you and see "our" children." Neji saw Hinata nodded and left to get Gaara. Hinata received Gaara in her bedroom "here he is"

"Come in"

Hinata was changing Genesis diaper while his sister was having fun in the crib. She had just bucked genesis one peace shorts. "Kazekage-sama"

"You know you can call me Gaara, Hina" he smiled at her.

Hinata looked at Gaara and handed him his child. "So what's new Kazekage-sama"

Gaara had a small smile plastered on his face. "Temari is making pains to move here. She is no longer need in suna. I can no longer keep her from her husband." he's eyes turned softer "SO what do you think of what, naruto told you?"

Hinata was happy for Shikamaru to finally have his wife, and Temari could finally be happy. "T-That is nice, Can't wait to see Shikamaru's happy, usefully he is all serious" then she tough of the last part he said. "Naruto hasn't told me anything."

Gaara was kind of surprised but "I told naruto, to tell you…." he wanted to scream the words but he restricted himself "I am free, No more matsuri."

Hinata couldn't believe this "And your son? Isn't that why you stayed with her, what happened to Vincent?"

"Vincent is here in the village with Temari, she want to take him with her." he paused "Vicente isn't really my son. "

Hinata couldn't move her eyes grow big in the shock "N-Not y-your s-son?"

Gaara cuddled the baby in his arms closer "Meaning by blood he hasn't my son but I love him as a son." he took a moment to think "so what do you think?"

She wanted to say more things but four words came out "Th-That's good f-for you."

"I am finally rid of Masturi, now I can keep my promise to you."

Hinata wanted him so much still "There is no need to keep any promises, the promises you only need to keep is the ones for are kids." But she couldn't give in, she made a promise she would try and be happy without him, and not to break her best friend's heart.

"I promised; I will get them back and you hina."

"You don't need to, really….I m-mean I am really glad you're free." Hinata looked outside to the sun setting " Please make your time short here, sasuke is about to come home"

"I am glad, we just need to talk to sasuke so he can divorce you."

Just like hinata predicted Sasuke was back he managed hear what Gaara had said. He barged into the room in a cool voice he said "Over my dead body."