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Song of Chapter: 'Don't Forget' by: Demi Lovato

Austin's P.O.V

"So what are you going to do?" Dez asks, I just finished explaining everything that happened between Ally and I last night.

"I'm going back to talk to her." I say as I grab my jacket.

"To do what?"

"To talk to her, and try to explain myself." I say as I put my shoes on

"Why didn't you do that last night instead of just walking away?"

"I tried to Dez, but I knew that she was to upset and drunk. Knowing Ally she probably rehearsed what she was going to say not wanting me to interfere."

"Yeah but-"

"Look Dez I told her that I loved her and I would always be there with or without her memory, so I have to at least try to get her back."

"Do you still want me to tell Jimmy your doing the tour, or not?" He asks

"I'll tell you when I get back." I say then walk out the door.

Ally's P.O.V

I'm just staring at my plate of food not really having an appetite when I hear a knock on the door. I slowly make my way to the door, and open it suddenly face to face with Austin. I try to make myself look like I'm fine even though I'm far from it.

"What do you want Austin?" I ask

"Can we please talk?" He asks I can see in his eyes that he hasn't slept, and I feel terrible knowing it's my fault even though I didn't really sleep either last night.

"You can talk. I don't have anything to say to you, and I can't promise that I'll listen."

"Ally I love you and I know I haven't been really good at showing it lately, but I do and what I said to you at the car a few days after getting out of the hospital I meant it. I really do love you Ally, and-"

"So what about Cassidy?" I asks my arms crossed.

"What about her? Yes I did something stupid and I hate myself for it, and if I could take it back I would, but I haven't even really seen her since you got out of the hospital except maybe twice. And one of the those times you were there."

"And the other time?"

"...she invited me to have coffee or something with her, but I didn't even stay."

"Did you ever have feelings for her...?"

"What? No Als, I just thought of us as friends ho-"

"So why did you sign the divorce papers?"

"I don't know... I guess I was just angry I didn't know what I was doing and-"

"Look Austin I really don't think I can do this okay?" I say as I remove the necklace he gave me, and place it in his hand.

"Babe please just le-"

"Don't call me that! I'm- I'm not your 'babe' okay? There is nothing left to explain, or that I want you to explain I just want to forget that we were ever together everything I said to you last night I meant. So please just stop."

"Ally please." He asks coming closer to me, putting his hands on my face and bring it up to look at him "I need you, and I don't want us to end." He says in a way that breaks me inside.

"There is no us..." I say pulling away from him "Goodbye again, Austin." I say leading him outside.

"No Ally wait-" Austin starts, but I close the door before he can finish. Once the doors shut I loose it and I start to cry.

Why do I feel like this? I thought this is what I wanted, but I didn't want it to hurt this much.

"You look like crap." I hear Trish say behind me. It's been a couple hours since Austin left and all I have been doing is watching movie, and dipping anything I can find in nutella and eating it.

"How did you get in here?" I ask ignoring her previous comment.

"The door was unlocked, so I let myself in. I tried calling, but it kept going straight to voicemail."

"I turned my phone off because Austin wouldn't stop calling me." I explain to her while I try and face away from her so she doesn't see that I've been crying. "I assume yo know why."

"Yep. But then again I don't."

"What do you mean?"

"If you love him so much why are you leaving him?" She asks as she sits next to me

"I don't love-"

"Save it Ally, because if that was true you wouldn't be sitting here all day watching heartbreaking movies that you know will make you cry, so you can have an excuse as to why you bawling your eyes and eating nutella dipped cheetos."

"I don't even know him what difference does six months make anyway?"

"Your mind might not remember him, but your heart does that's why it hurts so bad Als. You can't just end it on one stupid mistake that Austin made."

"I don't want to talk about this right now." I say putting another chocolate covered cheeto in my mouth. "Because I don't think you know how hard it is to wake up one day and find out that your married to some stranger, and your an international popstar when you remember having stage fright, and finding out that your best friend is married, and that finding out that the person you thought was biological dad all these years has no blood relation to you at all, because the last time I checked you weren't going through that, it's me and its not easy."

"No. I don't know how that feels, but I do know how it feels to think that you might loose your best friend, but instead of loosing her you loose all those years of special memories that the both of us shared only hoping that you might remember, but loosing hope the more time passes and you still doesn't remember anything, and that's not easy either and I can only imagine how Austin feels. He might look like he is handling everything that is going on with you perfectly fine, but he's hurting too Als." We just sit there in silence for a while as I just think about what she said. "You have a week." Trish finally says as she stands up.

"What do you mean?" I ask totally confused.

"Austin's going on tour."

"What? How long did he know about this?" I ask stunned.

"Jimmy told him about it a few weeks ago, but Austin refused to go because he didn't want leave you but after talking to you this morning he knew that he couldn't stay knowing he couldn't see you. At least that's what Dez told me." She says walking towards the door "I have to go. I have a tour to plan." She says and then leaves leaving me to dwell on what just happened. How could my life get so fucked up so quickly?

A/N: Well that's it. I know it's not that long if a chapter, but I just wanted to give you a chapter before I have to go back to school. Thanks again to those of you who review my story I really appreciate it.

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