Chapter 21

Valentines Day

I wake up alone, unusual, I think to myself as I wonder what's going on, before I can move to start my day with a shower, the bedroom door opens and there he is, carrying a breakfast tray with heart shaped pancakes, heart shaped poached eggs and chocolate strawberries, strawberry smoothie, a beautiful vase with a single red rosebud, gypsophila and ferns in it and he is wearing a pair of boxers with the slogan 'Lets Be Love Birds' next to a picture of an angry bird.

I giggle at him and say "love you" as he places the tray on the bedside table and bending down kisses me before reaching into his bedside cabinet and handing me a red gift wrapped box to open saying "Happy Valentine's Darling"

I open my gift and Oh goodness it's gorgeous, a beautiful ten inch white teddy bear holding a big red heart saying I Love You and it has three big red heart balloons tied to its wrist.

I reach under my pillow and pull out the gift I have for him which is a blindfold, a pair of leather handcuffs and a spanking paddle, my mouth dries as I hand the gift bag containing them over, he opens the bag and flicks his eyes over me saying "baby I'm not sure about this" and he holds the spanking paddle in his hand before he growls "but I love this" and he puts the blindfold over my eyes, before he moves away from me.

Our breakfast forgotten as suddenly I feel his tongue run up the side of my foot and wow it feels strange, erotic and intense because I can't see him, only feel him as he makes his way up my foot over my ankle bone and up my lower leg, only his tongue touching me and I grab his head wrapping my fingers in his hair as his tongue moves from the outside of my leg to the inside and he is now lying between my legs, his tongue is about six inches from my bare sex and inside I am screaming with want and need, he then untangles my hands saying "Oh no Miss Summers" and before I know it he has my hands in the handcuffs with the handcuff through the bars on the headboard and he starts again at my big toe this time, its pure torture as I will him to make his way up the bed and up my body, I almost cum the instant his tongue makes contact with my sex.

He works my folds open with his tongue and then he has two fingers in me as his thumb sets up a tortuous rhythm round and round my clitoris till I explode onto his fingers which he then replaces with his cock and he pushes his fingers in my mouth saying "here, taste" oh god I taste wow it's blowing my mind the thoughts that are swirling around, I feel naughty and so sexy, so turned on ,I cum again at his words as I suck and lick his fingers for all I'm worth while he pumps into me hard, rough, fast till he finds his release which triggers yet another all consuming orgasm for me as well and then he slips my blindfold off saying "baby, your amazing" and he is kissing me gently and passionately before he releases my hands and rolls me onto my tummy he then massages my shoulders and upper arms.

We then feed each other the chocolate strawberries as everything else is cold, before he makes gentle love to me

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Today has dragged, after our wonderful morning we had to go to class I am so board, our usual tutor is off sick so we have a stand in and I think its just the tone of his voice, so monotonous, but I am really struggling to concentrate and follow him, my mind keeps wandering, flashbacks of this morning, I really need to pull it together and concentrate, I'm never like this no mater how great it has been, I always leave it at home and get on with class, again I shake my head when he says "still with us Miss Summers? Care to share something with us" arrogant shit, but still shit, shit, shit what did he last say or should I just come right out and say 'no, I was thinking about fantastic sex with my boyfriend' but no I reply "yes sir and I proceed to ask him about the latest theory to reprogram Neuro Pathways, silly old sod has been repeating last weeks lecture I suddenly realise, and that's one of the reasons I was struggling to concentrate and I know that's what he was starting to talk about before he saw me daydreaming. I make it through the rest of the afternoon unscathed and run back to the house to get ready for tonight, Kappa Sigma, the largest fraternity at WSU is throwing a valentines ball with proceeds to disadvantaged children.

The four of us are going together, gosh it seems ages since we spent any real time together, even though we share a house we tend to stick to our own parts of it. We start off Monica and I in my room, I had hidden my Valentines gift to Samuel, his to me had pride of place on my bedside table, Monica gushed over it, Arthur had just gotten her a card and she seemed quite sad, off somehow, not her normal effervescence self, I do wonder how their relationship is going and feel a bad friend as I am totally consumed by Samuel, I can't bare to be apart from him, if it can be helped, so I have somewhat neglected Monica.

For tonight I have bought a Herve Leger Scoop-Neck Bandage Dress, it's quite short and tight in fire engine red and has a zip down the back that really shows off my bum, as I admire my back and my bum in the mirror, I must smirk at the thought 'I just know my man is going to be hot for me tonight' as Monica asks what I'm thinking about, I tell her "I'm laying bets with myself how long it will be before I am fending Samuel's hands off my bum" and I laugh, Monica looks like she is about to burst into tears, I feel awful, did I say something to upset her "Mon what's wrong"

Monica - "I can't remember the last time Arthur made me feel sexy or wanted"

Asia - "Oh Mon, sweetie is it not just pressure of school, we're coming up to year end assignments and if he is struggling a bit, that could be all it is"

Monica - "no it's more than that, since before Christmas, I always have to almost push him into having any sort of physical contact, he never approaches me, that was partly why I had that painting done, to try and rev him up a bit"

I pull her into my arms, god what do I say, I am such a bad friend, I am so tied up with Samuel and running back to Seattle whenever I get the chance I have neglected Monica.

Asia – "do you still love him?"

Monica – "if I'm totally honest, I don't know, I miss what we had, the excitement, oh A-shh I don't know, the sex was better when there was the risk of been caught, now it's just like we go to bed he rolls on and he rolls off, and that's if ever he comes to bed at the same time as me or is still there when I wake up"

jeez, wow, my god, what do I say to that, if Samuel and I are in the same room it's a struggle not to rip each others clothes off and it's not just about the sex, getting off, its about I want to be in his arms as close as I can possibly get to him without any barriers and I know he feels the same, I think to myself as I hug her tighter, god I want to go out tonight I want Samuel to be barely able to contain himself once he sees me in this dress but maybe I need to put Monica first, for the first time in a long time.

Asia – "should we cancel tonight and have a girly sleepover, we could put our jimmies on, play around with make-up and nail varnish like we used to do, pig out on popcorn and watch a movie, you can sleep in here with me and we will come up with a plan to either get him mad for you again or for him to be gone, whatever option you want"

Monica – "Oh no you don't, you're going out with your fantastic man and you're going to drive him wild with need for you and I'm going to have the make or break conversation with Arthur that I should have had months ago"

We hug and Monica leaves me to finish getting dressed, I feel so guilty and sad, how the hell didn't I see how unhappy she was, 'cos you're a selfish bitch, who only thinks about getting laid' chirps up my snarky inner self.

My mood is no longer light, silly, happy or sexy and when Samuel comes in to start getting ready I am just sat on the bed in my dress but looking like anything but up for tonight, he dips down on his hunkers asking "what's the matter princess"

Asia - "Monica and Arthur"

Samuel - "what, he picked today to tell her, he's screwing around"

I bolt to the bathroom and throw up, crying, before screaming at Samuel "you knew and you have said nothing, to me the woman you talk about marrying" I feel devastated he might as well have told me his was seeing someone else that's how betrayed I feel.