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Chapter 21

"I'm sorry" Four panted as he broke his lips away from mine. "You told me about going too fast and "he babbled.

I just smiled, waiting for him to notice.

"And I just made a fool out of myself and- what are you smiling at?"

"You" I giggled slightly.

"Me?" he raised his eyebrow.

"Yeah. Your very attractive when your babble" I bit down on my lip gently.

Fours hand remanded on my waist as he pulled me closer to him. My chest colliding with his.

"You're very attractive when you do that" he grinned.

I decided right there and then to kiss him again. This kiss was as passionate as the first. It was like a dream. Was I really doing this with Four?

I then felt his hands travel down to the back of my thighs and he lifted then. I wrapped my legs around his waist as his hands supported me underneath. My arms were wrapped around his neck and my fingers tussled his hair. Four started to move, where I don't know and I didn't care. I felt my back hit a wall gently. One of Fours hands raised and I gathered he turned his TV off as the sound of the movie disappeared. He replaced his hand, supporting me and walked somewhere else. Suddenly I felt the soft mattress underneath me. Shit! Were I and Four going to have sex?! I started to panic slightly.

"Are you ok?" Four asked me, his body hovering over me. My lips felt sore but I wanted to kiss him again.

"Are we going to have sex?" I blurted out; my breathing irregular.

"Not if you don't want to" he smiled which made me fell reassured.

"It's, it's not that I don't want to its-"

"You're a virgin." I nodded to Four. "It's ok. We can just, cuddle." He was being so nice. He rolled next to me on the bed and pulled me onto his chest. My head rested on him and I could hear his breathing.

"I'm sorry" I whispered, Four ran his hand through my messed up hair.

"Why are you sorry?"

"Because, you could have got lucky" I giggle at how stupid I sound.

"I don't care about that. Sex isn't meaningless to me. If I do have sex, I want it to be with someone I love. That's when I make a move."

"Love?" I darted my head up and meet his eyes. "You love me?" I slowed down my pace so I could get it straight in my head.

"Is it too early to say it?" he smirked.

"Wait, wait, wait. Love? L,O,V,E love?" He nodded.

"I've admired you for a long time Tris. And I guess yeah, I do love you" his face lit up.

"You Four, love me, Tris." He nodded again. "Love as in I'm in love with you? Not I love how you look but I wouldn't be in love with you?"

"I'm in love with you."

"You can't know that! We've only got to know each other this past week" I accidently slammed my hand down on his chest making his groan slightly. "Sorry."

Four held my hand. "Like I said to you the other night, I know more about you than you think. In my mind, I've know you for years. And slowly I've grown fond of you and fallen in love with you" he smiled.

I started to hyperventilate. I rubbed my forehead and tried to focus on breathing.

"Tris?" Four sat up with me. "Maybe you should go to sleep and we'll talk in the morning. It's late." I nodded slowly and laid back with Four next to me. I turned on my side away from Four. The light then turned into darkness and Four reached his arm around me to keep him near to him. I laid in the dark, my mind going over and over what Four had said.

Love? I wasn't ready for a boyfriend let alone love! I had too much in my miserable life going on, how could I deal with someone who loved me? Love is such a big word. Love is such a big feeling. Love is an emotion I, emotion I find hard to deal with. Four loves me. I didn't know how I felt about that. Four loves me. Four, loves, me.