I woke up the next morning and immediately grabbed the notebook. I thought I would start with Wade.

Wade

-he's cute

-he's smart

-no clique drama

-the feeling I get when he wraps his arms around me

-the way he kisses me

-adventurous

-he told me he loved me…

Negatives

-might have split personality

-bad anger problems

-terrible father

-constantly fighting with someone

Hmm…not bad. I thought bad would outweigh the good. Now on to Parker.

Parker

-super cute

-looks good when he's boxing ;)

-he looks me in the eye when he tells me how he feels

-Brings me flowers every day

-makes me feel like there is no other girl in the world as special as me

-his lips are so tender against mine

-his touch makes me tingle all over

-he's rich

Negatives

-MAJOR CLIQUE PROBLEMS

-flaunts the fact that he has money

I looked at the lists and knew that Parker would look the best on paper. But the list length wasn't the problem. It was the fact on how big the problems were. The clique problem was about ten negatives on the list. I knew from the beginning I was going to really need Ricky's help. I quickly grabbed my notebook and ran to the boy's dorm. I stood outside for a total of five minutes before Ricky, Parker and Wade all walked out together.

"Hey beautiful! How are you feeling today?" Ricky asked enthusiastically. I shook my head. Wade and Parker knew what it meant. They knew I hadn't decided. Wade walked up to me and kissed my cheek before walking over with his friends.

"She still is stringing you around dude. Man that sucks. I've never had to work this hard to get a girl." Trent said to Wade as he approached. Wade walked with his head low and hands in his pockets. Parker walked up to me and grabbed both of my hands and put his forehead to mine.

"I know that you will make the best decision for you. Just know if you don't pick me I will wait for you." He let go of my hands and walked away. Ricky walked up to me and put his arm around my shoulder.

"Jo, I know that you are having a hard time figuring this out. Do you have the list?" I nodded feeling a tear come to my eye. I handed him the list as he sat on the bottom of the dorm stairs. "Parker's list of negatives is smaller than Wade's. But his friends are a big problem. I'd say this is a really tough decision for you. I don't like the preps but he does seem to care about you a lot. But Wade told you he loves you. Wow Jo just wow." He stared at my writing on the paper for an hour before handing it back and telling me it was all up to me. I needed another opinion.