I Don't own teen wolf, I need to get all this stuff out of the way so I can start the next part of this fan fic the epic part that is coming next is going to turn heads so keep reading and reviewing. And you'll see what Stiles will be able to do ;)

Chapter 21

Talking Helps.

Stiles looked at his phone he had a few minutes until his appointment with Ms. Morell, his emotions fighting his willpower with tears. Stiles quickly gathered his strength before walking back towards the school for his appointment walking down the hall and into the guidance waiting area, sitting near the window waiting for Ms. Morell to call him in.

"So which drug did you get into Stiles?" Ms. Morell asked as Stiles stared at the floor with a blank stare.

Stiles met her eyes with his, "LSD." Stiles said before looking away, her eyes stayed on Stiles.

"How did you come to obtaining this drug?" She asked.

Stiles though for a moment before answering, "It was given to me. I didn't have a choice."

"What do you mean?" Ms. Morell asked.

"I mean, I took it myself but I didn't know it was LSD until it was too late, and I lost control of my own actions." Stiles corrected himself.

"Why did you take it in the first place, if you didn't know what it was?" She asked.

"I thought it would make me stronger somehow. But it had the opposite effect." Stiles said as a tear rested on his bottom eye lid.

"Stiles, you don't need drugs to become stronger. You are a strong person just by living in this town with all that has happened." She said "what effects did it have one you?"

"I felt trapped in my own mind, I could see everything I was doing, but I couldn't stop it. It was like someone else was controlling my body, doing such horrible things to my friends, my family, and my teachers. It was too late when I discovered I couldn't stop myself." Stiles said now with a lump in his throat.

"I hurt my best friend in a way I never thought I could do. I don't understand how he could forgive me. I was so lost in my own head that I would have done anything, just to go back to being me." Stiles said as his tears began to slide down his cheeks.

Ms. Morell handed Stiles the Kleenex box on her desk; she was able to see though his lying knowing it wasn't drugs but absolute evil that touched this boy.

Stiles tried to hide his shame as he whipped his tears away.

"It's understandable; only someone with real strength can come back from something that evil. No one knows the feeling it leaves behind after it touches you like an open wound, not many people can get away from it once it has had its hold on you." Ms. Morell said placing her hand on Stiles' shoulder.

"I didn't think I would come back... But I was brought back by someone I never expected would care." Stiles said remembering Derek's touch.

"Expect the unexpected from now on Stiles, because now everything is different for you and for your friends. You need to stick together no matter what comes your way." Ms. Morell said walking back to her seat.

"Between then and now you shouldn't be making any big decision, because it might have an impact on your emotions later on permanently damaging you internally." She said watching him intently.

"What if I've already made a big decision?" Stiles asked.

"Make sure it was the right decision." Morell said. "Your instincts will kick in and tell you the answer.

Stiles thought about last night with Derek, he had no regrets well none except the pain he endured.

"There's something else on your mind isn't there Stiles?" Morell asked seeing his sad eyes.

Stiles looked up at her remembering the last few days.

"Why did it take so long for them to know something was wrong, he's known me for a really long time were supposed to be best friends why didn't he know it wasn't me." Stiles said as tears began again.

"You friends" Ms. Morell asked.

"Yeah... it took them 4 days to notice I wasn't acting myself, and from what I've heard from the other students. I changed drastically. Plaid to leather over night, how does someone miss that?" Stiles asked with a bit of a whimper in his voice.

"Sometimes it's hard to notice if someone you love is in pain, even when you wear inappropriate clothing. Sometimes we get distracted by actions instead of surroundings." Morell said. "Don't dwell on it Stiles, it will only hurt you. Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end." Morell said with a smile.

"Who said that?" Stiles asked remembering that quote from somewhere.

"A very talented peace musician said it, John Lennon." She said as Stiles nodded remembering hearing it somewhere before.

Stiles walked to his jeep replaying the meeting in his head when he almost walked into Lydia.

"Stiles, how was your appointment?" She asked leaning against her own car.

"It was good, I think. So what did you want to talk about?" Stiles asked opening the passenger side and putting his bag on the seat.

"Have you noticed anything strange about Scott recently?" Lydia asked.

"Not really why?" Stiles asked.

"He broke up with Allison last night. Did he mention anything to you?" Lydia asked walking closer to Stiles.

"He said that they both decided to take a break and that they were fine. What did Allison tell you happened?" Stiles asked crossing his arms over his chest.

"She said he needed time to rethink what he wants." Lydia said with a roll of her eyes.

"I wonder why he didn't talk to me about it." Stiles said with a confused and worried look.

"Has Scott ever lied to you before?" Lydia asked.

"Not that I know of, we have always been pretty straight forwards with each other." He said looking away from Lydia noticing Jackson walking up to them with his regular school wear and a duffel bag.

"Hey what's going?" Jackson asked walking into their conversation.

"Scott broke up with Allison, and is lying to Stiles." Lydia said with a roll of her eyes like he should already know.

"Yeah, love makes you do weird ass things." Jackson said putting his bag in Lydia's trunk.

Stiles put two and two together realizing that he had been acting very touchy feely lately and not in the 'just friends' way.

"Well we should go I have a very important appointment, Prada is getting her nails clipped." Lydia said ignoring Jackson and getting into the driver's seat, followed by Jackson.

Stiles quickly whipped out his phone to Text Scott, for his location.

Stiles drove to Scott's house before running into the house and up to Scott's bedroom.

"Scott, what is going on with you?" Stiles asked as he opened the door finding his best friend lying on his bed shirtless.

Scott sat up, giving his friend a small smile before walking towards him.

"Ever since what happened between me and you when you were possessed I haven't been able to stop thinking about you, the words you said to me that night have stayed with me." Scott confessed turning away from his friend.

Stiles remembered what the creature said to Scott, "Scott, I didn't say those things, it was the creature controlling me that said those things to you." Stiles said watching his friend twitch uncontrollably.

"I know, but it was your hand, your flesh that touched me even if that thing was controlling you, for the first time I felt you in a way nobody else has... And it felt so good." Scott said turning back to Stiles with lust in his eyes.

"Actually, you were the first but not the last..." Stiles said with a corner smile. "I kind of had sex with Derek last night, were connected in a way I will never be with anyone else." Stiles said remembering the tattoo on his back.

"Oh." Scott said looking away broken hearted. "But... Why him he's such a dick."

"I don't know, I never thought I could be with a guy and then boom next thing I know I'm on all fours and taking it up the... You get the picture." Stiles said as his friend began to picture it.

"I think you should try being with me." Scott said confidently.

"Umm, no. Dude we're like brothers it's like wrong... or very kinky." Stiles said thinking about it some more.

Scott turned away and walked over to his bed before sitting on the edge.

"But I guess it wouldn't hurt to try it out." Stiles said with a shrug.

Scott looked to Stiles with a half surprised look, "Really?"

"Yeah why not, I'm curious to know if we'd click." Stiles said dragging his hand through his hair before smirking at the thought of kissing his best friend.

Scott stood and smirked as he walked closer to his best friend.

"Just promise me, we won't get weird if nothing comes of this?" Stiles said, stopping Scott with his hand from closing the gap between them.

"I promise, if you promise. We'll still be best friends?!" Scott agreed wrapping his hand around Stiles' waist pulling him in close to Scott's warm body.

Heat radiated off the young wolf, probably because his body was now made that way always working faster than the average humans. Stiles placed his left hand on his best friends shoulder before cupping Scott's cheek and neck with the other. Scott closed his eyes soon followed by Stiles, their lips met and it was nice but it wasn't as good as Scott thought it would be. Stiles tried to make it feel good by sliding his tongue over Scott's lips, it was more of a turn off than anything else because of whom they were to each other, Stiles has no feelings towards Scott except for friendship and Scott was now realizing the same thing.

They separated from each other with the same look, "Well that was..." Stiles said not knowing how to finish that sentence.

"Good?" Scott asked, "I didn't really feel anything, maybe if we try it again?"

"Yeah ok," Stiles agreed joining their lips together again this time more forcefully.

After a few seconds they separated again.

"Nope nothing... Well that wasn't what I was expecting." Scott said sitting back on his bed.

"You're a good kisser, but I don't feel anything. I'm sorry Scott." Stiles said sitting beside his best friend.

"No, it's ok, it's better we know this now instead of down the road when it would become harder and more threatening to our friendship." Scott said a little put down.

"I'd rather know now then later on. You ok?" Stiles asked turning to his best friend.

"Yeah, Thanks for helping me with this discovery." Scott smiled at Stiles.

"No problem, that's what friends are for right?!" Stiles said smiling to himself.

"I Love you man." Scott said patting his hand on Stiles' shoulder.

"I love you to dude!" Stiles said showing the same gesture to Scott.

Stiles drove home after watching a movie with his best friend knowing that their friendship was still very well intact any if not all weirdness gone from their relationship.

Stiles walked into his room yawning from the day ready to fall into bed when he felt as though he wasn't alone.

Jumping in a karate position he faced the mass behind him ready to attack, when he saw two red glowing werewolf eyes, "god damn it Derek, make some noise when you're in someone else' house. I could have broken my hand trying to protect myself." Stiles said with a roll of his eyes before being pulled into an embrace.

"I missed you!" Derek whispered into Stiles' ear.

Stiles paused in shock, "I-I missed you too." Stiles said before smiling into Derek's neck.

"Can I stay here with you tonight?" Derek asked.

"Yeah, but no sex I'm exhausted." Stiles said with a worn out exhale.

"I just want to hold you." Derek said pulling off his jacket and t-shirt.

Stiles smiled at Derek's words before doing the same and crawling into bed with Derek.

It wasn't long before Stiles was in a deep sleep; soon followed by the alpha were wolf.

I hope you liked this chapter, it isn't my best work but it'll do for now. The next chapter will be up soon. Please review.