Jace was asleep when clary woke up. She stretched out and she was not at all used to the sore feeling in her legs. She slipped out of bed and pulled on jace's shirt. She picked her phone up from the floor and looked at it.
Aline had sent her a bunch of texts 'Did you leave?' 'How's it going?' She frowned at the last message 'your dad isn't happy' Clary dropped her phone and crawled back into bed. Jace wrapped his arm around her and mumbled "Where did you go?" Clary smiled and kissed his cheek and said "checked my phone, are you sleepy" Jace nodded and asked "are you not" Clary smiled and said "for some reason i slept really well" Jace grinned and pulled her closer and said "how do you feel" Clary smiled and said "like we should have done it sooner" Jace laughed and hugged her.
Thye cuddled thru the entire morning. kissing and cuddling and laughing. Clary got dressed and jace stood in sweats and crossed his arms over his chest. clary walked up to him and traced the lines her nails had left the lines before. Jace chuckled and said "Really didn't think you would do that" Clary smiled and said "i didn't expect to do that" Jace grinned and leaned down kissing her.
Clary smiled with closed eyes and said "I have to go, my father's mad" Jace nodded and said "you want me to drive you" Clary nodded and mumbled "mm" jace walked past her and clary pulled her coat on. Jace drove her home and they spent a good half hour in the car making out before she finally left.
Clary entered her house with a smile on her face. She walked up the stairs and dropped her bag in her room. She went down stairs and entered the kitchen. Aline looked up and said "Hi" Clary nodded her already smile showing how happy she was. Aline got off her chair and walked up to her. clary looked up at her and she whispered "your father is mad, very mad" Clary frowned and asked "Why is he mad?" Aline sighed and said "john made some comment about how you didn't even know the guy and how you two would be done soon" Clary felt her smile slip and aline shook her head and said "your mother told him off but it got to him and he is mad" Clary nodded and said "but we aren't done" aline hugged her and said "I know that, and you know that"
Clary nodded and headed to her father's office and knocked on the door before opening it. She poked her head in and said "just wanted to say hello, let you know i'm home" Her father looked up and said "Clarissa come inside please" Clary let her smile slide off completely at the mention off her full name. She closed the door and sat down in the chair facing her father.
He looked at her and asked "first off. how was it?, did you have fun?" Clary tucked her hair behind her ear and said "I had a nice time" Her father nodded and closed the book he was looking thru and asked "what did you do?" Clary looked at her hands and said "We went to dinner. and then we talked. and went to bed" is wasn't lying it was concealing details.
Her father nodded and asked "do you have feelings for him" Clary nodded and said "I do" Her father leaned back in his chair and said "are you in love with him" Clary blushed and looked at her father and opened her mouth and closed it quickly. She cared for him deeply, and she had more than friendly feelings but she wasn't ready to tell him just yet. Her father nodded and said "if you don't love him then why meet him again" Clary felt her throat close up and said "I like him" Her father nodded and said "but you don't love him" Clary nodded and said "but i do, care for him deeply and he makes me feel like i'm the only person in the world" Her father leaned forward and said "then tell me you love him, say it word for word" Clary felt her eyes burn as she said "I can't"
Her father nodded and said "then you don't, if you could say it i would know it was true" Clary shook her head and said "but i do, im just not ready" Her father looked at her and asked "Why do you think you are in love with him" Clary shrugged and said "because of the way he makes me feel" Her father shook his head and said "that doesn't prove anything, that could be temporary" Clar felt her eyes well up with tears and said "Then believe me when i say it won't be temporary" Her father shook his head.
Clary let her tears fall and said "Why me, you didn't do this to john. you adore aline. why can't you let me be happy" Her father looked at her and he felt bad for making her cry but he didn't believe he was wrong. "Why are you crying?, i was hard on your brother" Clary shook her head and said "because you hurt my feeling. and you were not this hard on him he had tons of girlfriend and you didn't mind one bit" She raised her voice and said "I can't have one?" Her father looked at her and said "this isn't the first" Clary stood up and said "well i had bad luck, the first one was my best friend I didn't love him that way, sebastian tried to kill me a few weeks ago, be happy i didn't stick with him. but this guy makes me feel special and you can't take my word for it"
Her father stood up with narrowed eyes and said "do not raise your voice in my office" Clary shook her head and said "I will do as i please and you will listen to me for once you will listen to me, I like him. I really like him. nothing will change that. I may not be ready to say those words yet. but i will one day. but it takes time" Her father shook his head and said "When you know, you know clary, it's not something you need time for" Clary shook her head and said " i don't know yet" She turned away and walked out.
Her tears were still falling. She walked quickly up the stairs when her father left and yelled "We are not done talking!" Clary stopped and turned around and asked "What do you want to say?" Her father looked at her and clary saw john come out from the living room aline stood behind him. Clearly he was protecting her. "You know nothing about love and you are not ready to be in a relationship" Clary looked at him and said "What makes you think im not ready" Her father threw his hand up in the air and said "Because you are 19, you are a child"
Her mother emerged from the kitchen but said nothing and clary said "but what about what i know, and how i feel, what about that?" Her tears rolled down her cheeks as her father said "you don't know what any of it is" Clary shook her head and said "you met mom at 17, john started seeing people at 15, why can't i do that at 19" Her father shook his head and said "it was different at that time, you woul-" Clary cut him off and asked "I wouldnt understand?" they all stared at her and clary looked to her brother and then at her father and said "Why can't i have what they have?, why can't i try?"
She turned away and walked to the top of the stairs and gestured to herself "Is this what you wanted father, for me to cry. for me to have all my hopes and dreams crushed" Her father pinched the bridge of his nose and said "you don't understand" Clary shook her head and said "I guess i'm just stupid then" and with that said she walked away. She slammed her door and walked into her bathroom turning the shower on.
She undressed and sat down on the tiled floor. And she cried, loudly. She turned the shower off and put her robe on. She looked in the mirror and saw a girl. With red wet hair hanging down to her waist. pale skin with light purple and blue marks covering her shoulder. Pale lips and wide green swollen eyes. She brushed her teeth and brushed her hair braiding it over her shoulder.
She went back to her room and grabbed her phone and laid down in her bed. Her phone buzzed and she picked it up "Hey clary" jace… Clary sat up and said "Hi" her voice was raw and cracked "Did something happen?, why does it sound like you're crying" Clary sniffled and said "because i have been crying?" She heard him walk "Why?, did you father say something or did john do something" Clary swallowed and said "my father had a talk and we was convinced that i was too young to be seeing people, and that you were just a faze" Jace sighed and said "do you want me to come over?" Clary sighed and said "I do but then again you can't"
So Im assuming it was horrible and that's why you stopped reviewing