McFLY is property of Universal; Danny, Dougie, Tom and Harry don't belon to me -sadly- but to their moms lol. I'm writing this without funding aims.

- Chapter XXI–

I could feel my heart beating unusually fast. When we broke apart and I looked at those blue eyes, I couldn't manage to say anything. He smiled at me, and then I remembered again: I'd be leaving in two and a half months. This wasn't right; it wasn't something I'd normally do.

You are not like this.

I thought to myself.

You think everything a hundred times before doing anything. You make sure you see that there's no way in which you'll end up getting hurt, if not you don't even take the risk. You're too sensitive to get through getting hurt - again. Why are you doing this? This isn't you, Eleanor. With Danny, you don't have a chance, and you know it. You'll be gone, and he'll have somebody else next to him. Why are you masochist? You'll have, say, what - three amazing more weeks? And then?

I didn't know what to do, it was just too much to handle. I couldn't let him go. I was living the dream I'd always had; I was in London, staying for three whole months with my best friends, and I was datingor something like that an incredible guy who made me feel things I didn't know I could feel.

I definitely couldn't let him go.

I knew I wasn't brave enough to do so, although it was the right thing to do. But I also knew that in the end, stay with him would only make things harder.

"You ok?" I heard a voice saying to me over a lot of noise.

"Hm? Yeah, I'm great. I'll get myself something to drink, be right back." I answered to Julie and walked over to the bar while I heard her telling Emily she had a bad feeling about this.

We were at the after party of the single's launch, at a London night club. There were lots of people, and the atmosphere was amazing. I was reaching the bar when I caught sight of Danny, who was smiling at me and talking to some friends he had introduced me to only minutes ago.

"Hey babe," He said taking me by the hand with his left hand while he took a sip of beer.

"Hey," I smiled at him. It was as if I had a magnet pulling me towards him; my head knew this just wasn't right, but my heart was telling me different…

"You all right?" he whispered to my ear while one of his friends made a joke and everybody laughed.

"Great – you?" I lied, but I didn't want to ruin his night; I'd have time to think this over later. Besides, I didn't want to rush into something I might regret doing afterwards.

He nodded and placed a soft kiss on my cheek.

"I'll get you something to drink, and I won't take no for an answer." He said quickly, probably figuring out I was about to tell him I was ok and didn't want to drink anything.

I giggled and smiled "A strawberry Daiquiri?" I shyly asked.

"As you wish," he let go of my hand and I followed him with my eyes while he went to the bartender and asked him for my drink.

"Vicky!" Matt -one of Danny's friends- said loudly enough for me to hear and bring me back to reality.

"Hey Matt! How's you?" A young girl said, coming towards us and hugging Matt. She seriously had good sense of style, and her face looked somehow familiar to me.

"Hello," she said looking at me strangely, as if she had also recognized me.

"Hi, I'm Eleanor," I said smiling slightly.

"Hey, Vicky. I'm sorry – do I know you from somewhere?" she asked me.

"I have the feeling I know you from somewhere too! But I don't think that's possible - I'm not from here, I live in Boston." I told her with a confused look on my face.

"Oh well, never mind then," she shrugged, took a sip of her drink and asked me "How come you're in London then?"

I didn't know where to begin, but fortunately I was saved by the bell – well, not really, by Danny actually.

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