A/N: Dont kill me. *hides* DONT THROW TOMATOES EITHER! I'm sorry I havent updated. School is hard :) Heres a nice drama filled chapter for you :)

Disclaimer: SM owns EVERYTHING ON PLANET EARTH! (exepct...*names everything on earth expect her house, her characters, and her pets...haha.)

BPOV

Butterflies were clawing at my insides. I was about to burst with excitement. I might fall in love. With Edward. Why couldn't it be fucking 3:00 already? Well technically it was. Yeah, 3 am. I was so tired I couldve' passed for a zombie. My hair was knotted, my voice was groggy, and I had bags under my eyes. I ran my fingers through my hair, attempting to get some of the knots out. It ' work. I sighed, and decided a nice long shower would do me good. I pulled on my pink bunny slippers, and my pink, green, and white striped robe, and tiptoed into the bathroom, trying not to wake anyone up.

I reached the bathroom, and surprisingly, I hadn't tripped once. Now that's an accomplishment. At least for me. I turned the doorknob, and walked into the bathroom. I turned on the hot water in the shower without hesitation, and slipped off my pajamas. I stepped into the scalping water, and let it relax my muscles. I reached for my shampoo, and poured a glob of it into my hand, massaging the shampoo into my scalp. It was the first time in a while I felt calm. Well-besides when I was with Edward

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It was 8 am when I woke up. I mustve gotten out of the shower, and back into bed, but I didnt remember doing so. My hair was damp, and I was back into my pajamas, my slippers at the foot of the bed. I yawned, got up, and looked in the mirror. I didnt look like a zombie like I did earlier, but It was a tie between Dracula and a zombie. I was so pale, my light brown hair looked black against my skin.

Just at that moment, Gina walked into the room. "Hey Sleepy head." She toussled my hair.

I coughed. Then sneezed. "Hey." I said groggily.

Gina cocked her head. "Are you sick? Because your nose is red and you sound tired."

"I am." I coughed. "I mean, tired."

Gina raised her eyebrows. "You should see a doctor, Bella."

"No way! I cant be sick! Tonights my date with Edward!" I cried, sending me into a coughing fit.

"Go back to bed Bella. Go!" She pointed towards the bed.

"Going Mom." I teased. I settled back in bed and drifted off into sleep.

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The next time I woke up, I heard a faint, beep, beep beep. My eyes fluttered open, only to see a bunch of wires attached to my arm. "Wh-Where am I?" I managed, coughing again.

All of the girls from the show turned away from the window and looked at me. All except Lauren. "Bella!" Carrie cried, running towards my bed. "Your in the hospital."

"Why?" I croaked.

"You have the swine flu Bella." Carrie cooed.

"What time is it?" I asked looking around eagerly for a clock.

"6:30 pm." Carrie said biting her lip.

Tears filled my eyes. "What-What about my date with Edward?"

She shrugged. The doctor walked in. She had big blue eyes, and dark hazel hair. "Hello Bella, I'm doctor Lani."

"Hi." I said scanning her up and down.

"Bella, you have the swine flu." She said calmly, sitting down at the foot of my bed. "And, I'm afraid." She sighed. "You cant participate in the show anymore."

Hot tears poured down my face. "No! No! I love Edward! No! This cant be happening! I love him! No!" I cried, fighting all the nurses trying to hold me down. "I'll get better! I promise!"

She chuckled. "Bella, you cant promise to get better."

"What about Edward? Is he here? Does he care?" I asked my head against my pillow, more tears pulsing down my cheeks.

"Yes, Mr. Cullen is here. Would you like to see him?" Dr. Lani asked, getting up off my bed.

"Alone please." I said eyeing everyone else in the room.

"Send him in!" A blonde nurse said.

I closed my eyes, and my life flashed before my eyes. Not that many people have died from Swine Flu, right? I'll get better. I promised my self.

Edward walked into the room, carrying a bunch of Get Well Soon! baloons, and a bouqet of red roses. "Hey you." He smiled that heart melting smile.

"I love you." I said, not caring what he grin faded. He let go of the baloons. He dropped the roses. "Great now I'm some kind of freak. I hate this!" I screamed, burying my head in my hands. "Kill me now Edward!" I screamed.

"No Bella." He said firmly. " I love you too."

I looked up from my hands. My expression shocked. "If you die, I'm coming with you." He smiled that crooked smile I loved so damn much.

Ahahaha! Yay! Cliffy!! Haha! So extremeley sorry I didnt update! Like I said, school is hard!! Bella will get better, I promise! Pinky Swear! Please, I only did this to keep people reading. If it was all fluff and no drama, how boring would that be? Another update will be out about June 23rd or earlier, I wont take 6 weeks again, I totally promise! :) Reviews make me happy! And you wouldnt want a sad teddy would you? Thought not! :) :) :)