21

Bella

I leave the gift in the parking lot.

I'm pretty sure I run it over in my desperation to get as far away from it as quickly as possible.

The Edward I knew would never be so cruel, but then again, did I really know him at all?

I don't go straight home.

Instead, I drive around town aimlessly and try really hard to count five things that I'll miss when I'm out of here.

I'll miss the constant green, the trees, the foliage, and how I remember his eyes so happy and full of mischief.

The Muzic Shack, even though I haven't been in weeks.

I'm desperate to find five things but come up empty.

Empty like the hole in my heart.

Graduation can't come soon enough.