I COULD NOT THINK OF ANYTHING. IT'S SHORT. SORRY.

I'm going to North Carolina next week, with no internet, so hopefully I'll have up Gwen's chapter before I go up. I think I'm only staying for a few days so don't worry~

Reviews or I stop, lul.

"The fuck?"

I took a step back, hitting the closed door awkwardly. Maddy stared at me, her cheeks blushing furiously and getting deeper. The person below her blushed too, obviously wishing they could go back a few moments. "Does Mom know?" I wonder aloud, and Maddy just stares and doesn't reply which I take as a no. "Dad?" Silence.

"You could have told me. So we wouldn't be staring at each other in shock right now."

The person below Maddy squirms and stands. "I should go," They say, but I don't move from the door.

"How long have you guys been together?"

I cross my arms. "We officially started going out two months ago." I look at Maddy.

"Two months? And you never told me? Maddy, I tell you everything!" My voice cracks in despair.

"Oh right, Duncan. It's so easy for me to come to you and tell you I like girls and am dating one." S

he turns to the girl with the long brown hair and looks her up and down.

"Well I know this isn't the best first impression, but I'm Aubrey. Mad's…girlfriend."

Her smile is warm, so I smile back. "Nice to meet you. I'm Duncan, her older brother."

Maddy stands too, and she comes up to me. "You can't tell Mom, or Dad. You can't even tell Gwen."

She pokes my chest.

"Hey man, you kept tons of my secrets. I can keep this one."

We link pinkies, and she ushers me out of the room. As I stand in the dim lit hallway, I think to myself. Holy shit, my sister's a lesbian.

"So…you got an older sister?" I say jokingly as I finish making lunch.

"Actually, yes. She was just dumped by her boyfriend though. She can be such a whore at times, too. But you should like her. You dated her friend."

I drop the spoon I was holding to stir the noodles and look over at Aubrey. "Oh yeah? Who is that?"

For a moment I think of Gwen but force her pale, beautiful head out of my brain.

"Hmm, I think her name's Courtney." I cough, choke really, and continue to stir.

"What's your sisters name again?" I question her. "Paisley. She's a junior this year."

Paisley. The name blocks in my head, and I remember her. A tiny girl, but fit, with long blonde hair that she always had straightened. Her nails polished purple, and her skin ivory. "See that? He gets that look whenever he's thinking of someone hot." Maddy mutters to Aubrey.

"Shush."

We get our bowls and eat in silence, and I try not to stare at Aubrey and Maddy making eyes at each other. "Courtney hates Gwen, you know. Paisley tells me so."

I roll my eyes. "Oh trust me, I know. How does Paisley feel about Gwen though?"

She looks at me and shrugs. "Not sure. I don't think she doesn't like Gwen, just doesn't know her."

I nod and go back to dreaming about Paisley. She undresses herself and moans, but it sounds like Gwen's moan. She keeps moaning my name, and then it gets too much. I look around at Maddy, trying to ignore my member who is now alive and awake.

"Good lunch." I say, and scoot away to the couch and cover under a blanket.

Slowly but it does happen, I fall asleep.

Nothing much happens the rest of the day. I sit at home, I eat, and dream of Gwen then wake myself up to stop. Her laugh…that's been the main event of this evening. I keep thinking of things that would make her laugh. I stare at my phone, longing to call her, to hear her voice, but I don 't. I just stare.

I am wondering if she hates me when I get the call from Geoff.

When Geoff first tells me, I threaten to gouge out his eyes if he's lying.

"Hey man, don't shoot the messenger!" Is all he has to say.

I hang up on him, not wanting to believe that Gwen would do that.

Gwen, my Gwen.

My heart hurts as my brain reminds it that she is not my Gwen, never has and now that she has that Spanish fuck she probably never will be.

She just thinks of me as someone to talk to if she's bored, or horny.

I walk over to my Mom's room and open her medicine cabinet, the pill bottles scattered over the top.

As I stare at the bottle in my hand, I wonder if I should be doing this. I know

I shouldn't, but who gives a fuck.

I down pill after pill, Gwen laughing the whole time in my mind.

Like I said, couldn't think of anything. I seriously wrote four of these. One in which Maddy and Duncan get into a wreck but I didn't know how to play that in...lol