For Mine Eyes Only

by SilverWolf7

In a way to try and help Spock deal with the death of his mother, planet and everything with it, the ship counsellor tasks him to not openly express his emotions like a human would, but to write them down instead. He reluctantly agrees to it.

21. Unwell

21

I got some sleep. Not much and definitely not enough considering how much I have lost the past few months, but still, it is better than no sleep at all.

I feel odd. Light headed and slightly irritable. I am either sick or I really need to go back to bed.

I hope it is just my lack of sleep because I wish to get back to work soon. The sooner I have something more to do with my time the better.

I am doing better now apart from this. So far today anyway, considering it was only yesterday I wrote my last entry.

I am going to go visit sick bay just to make sure I am healthy, since I am still finding it hard to concentrate enough for meditation and I have lost some of my natural sense of my own body.

I still need more sleep, and then I will try to meditate.

I am back from sick bay.

I have caught a 'bug' of some kind. McCoy wouldn't tell me what it was, but judging from his amused look and the smile on his face, it is not anything that will affect my life expectancy.

I am going to attempt more sleep, as I am beginning to feel slightly feverish now.

I hope this illness doesn't last long.