Chapter 20: If I'm James Dean, Then You're Audrey Hepburn
A/N: Guest and Dinosaurfan thank you for the ideas.
Emily's POV
Paige came with me to Macy's because I wanted to get new perfumes. We are holding hands looking around. Then a sales woman ask if we wanted to smell Chanel N°5 and we smell it.
''I like it smells really good.'' I said.
''Me too, it smells great.'' Paige said.
''We have Dolce and Gabbana perfumes and smells great.'' Sales woman said.
''Can we smell them.'' I said.
The sales woman gets Dolce&Gabbana the One perfume. We smell it and I like it so does Paige. Then we smell other perfume called The One Desire then we smell Intense. Paige loves the smell of Intense and then we smell one more perfume called Pour Femme.
''I will take them.'' I said in total is four perfumes bottles. The sales woman gets the perfumes.
''Emily, let me buy for you.'' Paige said.
''Paige, you don't have to its fine.'' I said.
''But I want to okay. You are my girlfriend and I don't mind buying stuff for you.'' Paige said. I kiss her cheek and Paige pays then we leave the store going to my house.
We are here in my room and I get the perfume spray little bit on me. And I go next to Paige on the bed.
''You smell really good. I love it.'' Paige said smiling.
''Glad you like it, and it's called the one desire.'' I said.
''What do you want to do.'' Paige said.
''Well, my parents are working late tonight. We can do this.'' I said and is start kissing her neck. Then I kiss her lips and I feel her hands under my shirt. Then I hear Hanna's voice and we stop kissing.
''Hey, bad timing?'' Hanna said to us.
''No, it's fine. I have to leave anyway.'' Paige said. She stands up and starts fixing her hair.
''Do you have to leave?'' I asked.
''Yeah, I have night school and we have test.'' Paige said.
''That's no fun.'' Hanna said.
''Good luck on the test. Call me later.'' I said. Paige gives me a kiss and leaves.
''Aria is at already Spencer's house already. We are having a girl's night.'' Hanna said.
''That's good let's go.'' I said.
We leave and I asked how she is doing with Lucas and say they are doing great. We are here and we go to Spencer's room. We start talking about graduation and it will be in one week. And Noel is throwing the biggest party and we are going. Great part is we all applied to same college now we have to wait until letters come in mail.
''How did the date go with Toby.'' Aria asked Spencer.
''It went so well, he cooked romantic dinner and we played Scrabble.'' Spencer said.
''I'm happy for you two.'' I said.
''What about you Emily how are you and Paige doing.'' Hanna said.
''We are doing great. I'm really in love with Paige and she means so much to me.'' I said.
''Awww, you are in love with.'' Spencer said.
''I'm happy for you and Paige.'' Aria said.
''It is great, I love seeing you two happy.'' Hanna said.
''Thanks, I'm happy with her.'' I said.
''I read in a magazine said. That a girl can get an orgasm only through breast play if she is sensitive enough.'' Aria said.
"Caleb, who was my ex-boyfriend has tried that with me but it didn't worked." Hanna said.
''How did it feel?'' I asked.
''It felt good, but didn't get an orgasm.'' Hanna said. I think will try that with Paige.
''That is true some girls can an orgasm. Of what Aria said.'' Spencer said.
Next day-
I just got home and I bought this cream. That Paige and I can use when we have sex. It's a cream called Nipple Nibblers and it said will taste like strawberries. I'm going to try the idea of what Aria said. Hoping Paige will like it.
''Hey babe, I got you something.'' Paige said. Coming in my room with fragrant stargazer lilies.
''Oh my god, Paige they are beautiful.'' I said and I kiss her.
''They smell good too. And I got you sweets I think you will like it.'' Paige said. I put the flowers on my desk.
''Wow, Paige you sure know to treat a girl.'' I said.
''It's only for you. And I got you chocolate covered strawberries with red drizzle.'' Paige said.
''Is anyone at your house?'' I asked.
''No, my parents are in Philly for few days. And London is with Lucas they went out. I will have the house to myself for hours.'' Paige said.
''Let's take the strawberries back to your place. And we will make love to each other then we eat the strawberries. What you think?'' I said.
''I great idea. There is one thing I've wanted to do but if you don't want to we won't do it.'' Paige said.
''What is it?'' I asked.
''I want us to record ourselves while making love to each other. It's one of my fantasies.'' Paige said biting her bottom lip.
''Wow, I'm surprised it's one of your fantasies.'' I said.
''If you don't want do it. We can just forget I asked you.'' Paige said not looking at me.
''I want to do it, of us being record while making love.'' I said and I move closer to her.
''Really, I want you to be sure.'' Paige said.
''Yes, I'm sure Paige.'' I said. Before we leave I put the cream in jacket. And we take the strawberries with us.
We are in her room and Paige is setting up the camera facing the bed. And I go to the bathroom and I look in the mirror fixing my hair. I back to her room and I see Paige sitting on the bed smiling at me. Paige stands up and I get closer to her.
''The camera is on.'' Paige said.
''I'm ready.'' I said. And we start kissing then we take each other shirts off. Paige turns us around and gently lie me on the bed. I lie on the bed looking at her and she licks her lips. She starts taking off my boots and socks
''You are so beautiful.'' Paige said. She gets on top of me and we start kissing. Paige starts kissing my jaw going down to my neck. Starts sucking my pulse point hard and I start to moan.
''Mmmm, Paige.'' I moan my hands all over her back.
Paige stops kissing my neck. And both of her hands go on my breasts and she squeeze them. Her hands goes on my stomach going down to my jeans.
''I love you so much.'' I said.
''I love too Emily.'' Paige said.
Paige unzip my jeans taking off my panties and jeans. Then helps me too take off my bra. Paige takes off her jeans only having on bra and panties.
"You mean so much to me.'' Paige said.
She starts kissing my stomach going down. I spread my legs open then two fingers inside me and Paige began slowly pumping them. I start to moan then she starts to go fast.
"Don't stop, please don't stop.'' I moan. Then I feel her tongue inside my clit and I arch my back.
''You are tight, I love your moans.'' Paige said. She gets up and lies next to me and her fingers go back inside me. Then starts sucking on my right breast while her fingers go in and out fast.
''Fuck me, I'm about to cum.'' I moan. My nails dig into her back and she starts sucking on my left breast.
''Cum on my fingers.'' Paige said in a raspy voice. A few more thrusts and I cum on her fingers.
''Holy crap, that felt great.'' I said breathless and Paige licks her fingers clean. We kiss then Paige sits on the edge of the bed. When Paige is about to get up I quickly wrap my legs around her. I pull close to me.
''What happen.'' Paige said.
''It's your turn. But I want you to take this off.'' I said. I unclip her bra taking it off then I help her to lie down. I get up and I take off her panties. I go get the cream and I get on top of her.
''What is that?" Paige asked.
''This cream is called Nipple Nibblers. The cream will make you feel tingly and more sensual. I'm going to give you an orgasm. Just sucking on your breasts.'' I said.
''Really, can't wait.'' Paige said smiling. I open it and I put cream on both of her breasts. I massage them and I lightly pinch her nipples. And she starts to moan I kiss her lips. Then I start kissing neck going down to her right breast. I flick her nipple with my tongue while my other hand is squeezing her left breast. Then I start sucking on her right breast.
''Oh don't stop Emily.'' Paige moans. I swirl my tongue around her nipple and Paige puts her hands on my back. I keeping sucking and Paige moans loud. I stop then I start to suck on her left breast. I pinch her other nipple
''I'm close I'm about to cum.'' Paige moans. I lick around her breast and I do the same to the right breast.
''Just cum Paige let go.'' I said. I suck on her right breast again. Paige moans and she cums but I suck on her left breast. She cum again and I kiss her lips.
"I've never cum that hard before." Paige said smiling.
''Glad, it made you feel good.'' I said. I get up and I go get the strawberries putting it next to us. Then I lie next to her and I start to feed Paige the strawberries.
"You're the best thing that's ever happened to me." I said.
''You too, I love you.'' Paige said. And she feeds me a strawberry.
''These taste really good.'' I said.
''I know right.'' Paige said. We still feeding each other strawberries.
''You're the reason that I'm happy, it's because I love you. I really do see us having a future together. I love seeing you happy and I love being with you. I don't want a life without you. And I'm proud to say you are my girlfriend you mean so much to me. That I don't ever want to lose you and I know we are meant to be.'' I said touching her hair. And I touch her left finger where she has the ring on.
''Emily, being with you words can't express how happy I feel. I can't imagine being anywhere else but here or anyone else. I know you are the only girl for me and I love you so much. You are beautiful inside and out. I used to hate those cheesy movies where they keep spending time together and doing lame stuff. But now I know why they do it. I would never have thought I would fall deeply in love with you. I thought no one would ever love me but you proved me wrong.'' Paige said.
After that Paige gets up and turns off the camera and we took a shower together. And we hold each other until we fell asleep.
Few days later-
I'm in my bed and I got sick. I been sick for few days and I hate being sick. And I just want to be alone. Then I see Paige coming into my room.
''Hey Em, how are you feeling?'' Paige asked holding a bag.
''I feel sick. Please just go, I need to rest.'' I said.
''I got you Ginger ale and soup.'' Paige said.
"Paige don't you get it I want to be alone. Will you please just go.'' I yell.
''Why are you mad, what the hell I did to you?'' Paige said.
''It's nothing you've said. I'll talk to you when I feel better but right now I have to rest.'' I said.
''Next time don't yell.'' Paige said. She leaves the bag and leaves my room. She is right I shouldn't yelled at her. And I have to make it up to her.
Paige's POV-
It's been few days Emily still hasn't called or text me. But now I'm at the gym pool with my dad. And he is putting even more pressure on me when I meet Hector Johnson. Now I'm in the pool and my dad is timing me and watching my swimming style. And he makes sure I eat healthy food. My dad keep saying do again that was sloppy. Always talking about college he wants me to get a degree I know I will get a job. I need those pills.
''Paige, back in the pool.'' My dad said. I get up from the bench I put on my goggles. I jump in the pool.
''What do I do.'' I said.
''I'm going to time you of how fast you go. One lap.'' My dad said. Once I hear my dad say go. I start to swim.
''How did I do?'' I asked.
''You can do a lot better. But let's go home.'' My dad said. I get out of the pool and I go get changed.
Once we get home my dad keeps telling I have to get good grades. He doesn't want me to slack of in college. I'm starting to get angry cause he keeps telling me what to eat and do. And I'm letting him do it again. I go to my room to relax little bit.
''Hey babe, is it ok I come in?'' I look its Emily and my door is wide open.
''Yeah, you can come in.'' I said and I didn't say it happy. I sit up and Emily sits in front of me.
''I got you something. It's your favorite candies.'' Emily said she got me Wonka candies. She got me Nerds candy two flavor packs watermelon and Cherry, tropical punch and raspberry. Rainbow nerds rope candy, laffy taffy candies in different flavors.
''Thanks, but I can't eat it. I'm in training before I meet Hector Johnson.'' I said.
''Don't over work yourself. Paige, I'm sorry for yelling at you when you came to my house. I didn't mean to I know you was trying to help. Are you still mad at me?'' Emily said.
''You did get my favorite candies. No I'm not mad at you anymore.'' I said.
''You, don't sound happy. What's wrong?'' Emily asked. Gets closer to me.
''Nothing, just bit tired from swimming.'' I said.
''If anything is bothering talk to me don't bottle it up.'' Emily said and she kiss me. We cuddle on my bed Emily is lying on her back and I lay my head on her chest. I wrap my arm around her and her arm on my back.
''Emily, can you come with me to meet Hector Johnson.'' I said looking up at her.
''Of course, I will go to support you. And you will do great I know.'' Emily said and I smile at her.
''It will be on Thursday in Philly.'' I said.
''Okay, I will still go. Just come at my house to pick me up.'' Emily said.
''I'm happy you are going. I love you.'' I said.
''I love you too.'' Emily said.
Next day-
My dad is yelled at me because I didn't follow the rules when I'm in training. My timing was off and my swimming performance wasn't great. I did yell at him back but no one back down. He kept saying I need to stop slacking off but he didn't say anything about Emily which that is good. But when he said I'm disappointed in you, you need stop slacking off. Keep slacking off and you become a failure.
When he said that it hurt me. I go to my room and I start to cry why he would say that. I need it to calm me down I go to the bathroom I open the cabin. I grab the bottle full of pills and its oxycodone. I used those pills before and I don't know why it's here in the bathroom. I take bottle to my room and I sit on the floor. I try open the bottle but can't. I struggle to open it slips out of my hands it rolls next to my phone. I cry even more I get the phone I call Emily.
''Hey babe.'' Emily said.
''I need you Emily.'' I said crying.
''Paige, what happen tell me sweetie.'' Emily said.
''I tried to open the bottle so I can take the pills. I wanted to so badly I couldn't open it.'' I said still crying.
''Paige, throw the pills away.'' Emily said.
''Emily, I need you.'' I said.
''I coming over right now.'' Emily said.
I pull my legs close my chest and I put my head down. I wipe my eyes and I see Emily.
"I'm here Paige.'' Emily said. Helps me get up and I hug her tight.
''I had to call you.'' I said. We break from the hug and Emily puts her hands on my cheek.
"Paige whatever happens to you I'll be there right by your side." Emily said and I slowly nod my head. We lie on the bed on our sides facing each other.
''Don't leave me Emily, I swear I didn't take a pill. I tried too but I couldn't control myself. I'm weak Emily the bottle fell on the floor then I saw my phone and I called you. It's hard trying not to take it. So much pressure and I thought I need the pills to calm me down.'' I said low voice.
''I'm not going to leave you Paige. I will be by your side. Paige you have to talk someone who is a therapist, I don't know how it feels to be an addict taking pills. And I will be by your side every step and I don't want to lose you to the pills.'' Emily said.
''Emily, please don't tell anyone please.'' I said in a broken tone.
''Paige, I'm worry about you. I won't tell anyone but doesn't matter what time of the day it is. Call me and I will come over to help you. Promise me if it gets out of hand call me and we will get you help.'' Emil said. I don't answer her right away I just stare at her.
''Okay.'' I said.
''I mean it Paige.'' Emily said.
''Okay.'' I said.
''I don't like that. All you say is okay.'' Emily said.
"Please Emily, I just need to be distracted from the pills. For a few minutes then I won't have to take those pills." I said.
''Okay, how about this let's go the lake with our friends. Maybe that will distracted you from the pills.'' Emily said.
''Yeah, let's do that it will be fun.'' I said.
I get changed then I go with Emily at her house so she can get ready. I text everyone to meet at the lake. When Emily gets done getting ready we already see the others. We all start to talk and laugh and I see how Emily looks at me. In my room I broke down and now I'm happy and laughing. And I really don't want to lose her ever. But now I'm going to have fun with my friends and I really need this right now. Just being with them.
''Last one in the water is a rotten egg!'' I yelled.
We run into the water then Toby and I start splashing water at everyone. Then London grabs me and drunks me in the water. I splash water at Emily and she keeps yelling at me to stop. When I stop London, Lucas and I and Toby we go deep in the water. Now the water is up to our necks.
''Let's see which one of us can hold our breaths under water.'' London said.
''Okay, I'm in this should be fun.'' Toby said.
''Oaky, first one out of the water lose.'' Lucas said.
''Okay, ready 1, 2, 3.'' I said. We go under water and I have my eyes are closed.
I don't want to break down again. I feel weak but I don't know how stop feeling like that. I think I should tell her
I start coughing up water and my vision is a blur. I hear them talking but can't make out the words. I'm still coughing up more water and now I'm wheezing.
''Paige, can hear me?'' Toby said. Everyone is around me and I'm breathing hard. I try to talk normal but can't I'm wheezing.
''What, h-h-happened.'' I said. Lucas and Spencer help me get up and I feel little bit dizzy. I rub my eyes.
''You blacked out under water and Toby did CPR on you.'' Lucas said. I look and Emily is crying Hanna, Aria are trying to calm Emily down.
''Paige, talk to us.'' Spencer said.
''I-I-I didn't try to kill myself I was lost in my thoughts. And my eyes were closed that I didn't notice I blacked out.'' I said.
''We were all worried about you. I had to CPR three times.'' Toby said.
''I have to talk with Emily.'' I said. I go walk to Emily and still is crying. They leave Emily and me alone to talk.
''I thought I lost you.'' Emily said.
''I blacked out and I didn't do it on purpose. I'm sorry.'' I said. Emily hugs me tight and I hug also.
''Don't ever me, I love you.'' Emily said. And I feel her tears on my skin.
''I won't ever leave you, I promise you.'' I said. And we break the hug.
Everyone made sure I was okay and again I explain to them I wasn't going to kill myself.
Next day-
I'm going to meet Emily at Spencer's lake house. I want to surprise Emily with a promise ring I got her. Hoping she will like the ring.
''Wow, Paige I haven't seen you in a long time.'' I look and it's Jason DiLaurentis. Growing up we did talk now and then but when Ali died he moved away.
''Wow, Jason it's good seeing you. How you been?'' I said.
''I been you know. What about you.'' Jason said.
''Same, I'm almost done with high school.'' I said.
''That's great, I'm happy for you.'' Jason said.
''Are you moving back here?'' I said. I'm standing here at his house.
''Yeah, just helping my mom around the house.'' Jason said.
''I see you around, I have to meet Emily.'' I said.
''I thought you stopped being friends with them.'' Jason said.
''How did you know?'' I asked.
''I heard my sister and them talking about it. I felt bad for you'' Jason said.
''Oh, I gave them a second chance and Emily and I we are dating.'' I said.
''That's great, didn't know you are gay.'' Jason said.
''It took me a while to accept I'm gay.'' I said.
''That's good, well I will see you around. I have to finish fixing the kitchen sink.'' Jason said.
''Okay, I will see you around.'' I said.
''Hey, we should hang out sometime.'' Jason said.
''Yeah, sure that will be great.'' I said. We trade number and I go meet Emily at the lake. When I see Emily she asked why I took long and I tell her I ran into Jason. We are holding hands until we reach Spencer's lake house.
''We should go skinny dipping.'' Emily said smiling.
''I don't want to.'' I said. Emily is wearing short and shirt that shows of her shoulders and collar bones.
''Are you sure.'' Emily said.
''Yeah, I'm sure.'' I said.
Emily unzips her shorts slowly taking it off. Her shorts and Panties are on the floor. I'm just staring at her and takes off her shirt. She turns around turns her and she unties her bikini top. Throws it on the ground and I'm staring at her sexy body. And She runs into the water and I start to get undress fast. I run into the water and I swim close to her.
''Are you happy I changed your mind.'' Emily said smiling.
''Yeah, happy you changed my mind.'' I said. We start to kiss and she warps her legs around me.
''Let's have a race. And let's make a bet of whoever wins.'' Emily said.
''Okay, what is the bet.'' I said.
''If I win you give me back massage with a happy ending.'' Emily said in sexy voice.
''Okay, what if I win. What do I get.'' I said.
''Anything you want.'' Emily said.
''Okay, when you sucked on my breasts and me get an orgasm. I want to do the same to you.'' I said.
''Okay, deal.'' Emily said.
''You know we don't have to make a bet to have sex. You can just make me wet.'' I said and Emily laugh.
''True, but thought it would be more fun making a bet.'' Emily said.
We go deep in the water and whoever swim up to shore wins. We start to swim and I'm fasting. When I get out of water I put on my clothes. Then Emily comes to shore putting her clothes on. And Emily beats me she has on her clothes on. And if I put on my shirt I would have won.
Emily's POV-
I kiss Paige on her cheek and we go to the lake house. I change into dry clothes and Paige does the same. At home I cooked dinner and I put it in plastic container. Now I'm just heating up the food and I made Paige's favorite food.
''What are you making?'' Paige said.
''I cooked it at home. Now I'm just heating up the food and I made your favorite. Grilled garlic-herb chicken with broccoli and mac and cheese.'' I said.
''Wow, you really are the best girlfriend ever.'' Paige said we both smile.
''And I got dessert.'' I said and Paige smiles like a little kid.
''What is it?'' Paige asked.
''I got blueberry cheesecake.'' I said.
''When you talk about food it's so hot.'' Paige said we kiss.
When we get done eating the food now we start to the cheesecake. Paige feeds me a piece of the cheesecake we both smiling. Now Paige tells she has something for me. Paige is holding a small box and she sits next to me.
''I got you a promise ring, I promise to make you happy and make you feel safe. But it will be lie saying we will never argue, but I will never break your heart. I love you so much that I don't want to love no one else, you are the only girl for me. No matter what happens to us or we are apart, I will never stop loving you. I love you Emily Fields.'' Paige said. She opens the box and tears fall down on my cheeks.
''I'm speechless right now. I love you Paige.'' I said and I kiss her.
''This ring is square princess cut blue topaz promise stacking ring. Do you like it?'' Paige said.
''Yes, I love it. Paige I'm beyond happy you're my girlfriend. Paige McCullers I love you so much. I don't want to apart from you and I will never break your heart. You are the love of my life.'' I said. And Paige puts the ring on my right hand.
We go to the room and we get undress and I lie on my stomach on the bed. I fell Paige on top of me and I feel her hands with the lotion. She starts to massage my shoulder and goes massage my back. Then I feel her hands on my lower back and she squeeze my ass and I moan. Then I feel her lips kissing my shoulder.
''Paige, I love your lips.'' I moan.
''Well, it's hard not kiss your body when you are naked.'' Paige said. I feel Paige getting off me. Her hands on my ass and I feel her tongue licking my pussy.
''Paige, keep going.'' I moan. I feel her finger inside me and I moan more.
''You taste so good, turn around.'' Paige said. I turn around and comes up to me and starts kissing my neck. My hands on her back she starts to suck my pulse point.
''Paige, I need more.'' I moan. Paige starts kissing my chest and starts sucking my right breast. I moan loud and she stops starts sucking on my left breast.
''I'm close.'' I moan loud. She doesn't stop keeps sucking my breasts. I cum but Paige starts kissing my stomach and starts eating me out.
''Fuck me.'' I moan. I move my hips up and down my hand on her head. I cum again Paige stops eating me out. She lies next to me and I kiss her.
''I love tasting you.'' Paige said.
''It felt so good when you gave me an orgasm. Now it's your turn.'' I said. My hand goes to her pussy and I stick two finger inside her. Then I start sucking on her left breast and Paige starts to moan.
''That feels so good.'' Paige moans. Thrust my two fingers in and out fast then I start to suck on her other breast. Few more thrusts Paige cums on my fingers and I stop sucking on her breasts. I look at her and we smile I lick my fingers.
''Wow, that felt really good.'' Paige said.
''I love being like this with you. Means a lot to me you are here.'' I said.
''I love being with you. Doesn't we do together I love being around you. You want to know something funny.'' Paige said.
''Yeah, I do.'' I said.
''Remember, for your birthday we all slept at your house. Well it was late at night Hanna and I we were hungry. So we went downstairs and we ate your cake. Hanna was scare that you wouldn't talk to her. So I told her I will take the blame. Paige said.
''I yelled at you. And you didn't say anything.'' I said.
''Well, yeah I took the blame. So Hanna started to give me a lot of junk food and I was eating it. I ate so much I was about to throw up. Hanna gave me more food that I didn't want move from that chair. After you yelled at me and I went home. Hanna came to my house to cheer me up.'' Paige said.
''Wow, you are a true friend. And it's sweet you took the blame for Hanna and I'm sorry for yelling at you. So you ate everything so Hanna won't get in trouble?'' I said and I kiss her lips.
''Yeah, I thought since I ate the cake let's make seem it was only me eating no one else. It's fine. I'm not mad at you for yelling at me about the cake.'' Paige said.
''You are great, let's go to sleep.'' I said. We get ready and I hold Paige.
''Night, Em.'' Paige said.
''Night Paige.'' I said.