A/N omg I'm finally updating hope you all like the grammar won't be great I'm writing the chapter like how Dom would in his journal

Dom's Journal

Dear journal (man that sounds so gay)

Today his my first day back at Hogwarts since I tried to kill Ron even though he deserved it I mean he rapes someone and I get in trouble does any one see the unfairness in this picture? Whatever. If you must know I'm in the common room I should be doing my potions essay but I'm not well obviously if I was doing my essay I wouldn't be writing in this … oh there at it again. I just happened to look up and see Harry and Corbin making out. Its like watching like watching two rabbits go at it, its sick. Well okay its not sick but do they have to do it in front of me isn't bad enough my stupid brother has what I want does he have to flaunt it. Well he doesn't really know and neither does Corb so I can't really be mad can I ? but I can be sad. I love Corbin I always have and not as a brother I love him. He's smiling I love that smile it so… what the hell am I thinking he's with Harry look at them there about to shag in the bloody common room. He will never love me like I love him so why even waste my thoughts.

Dom stood nearly knocking over the table.

Harry and Corbin brook apart and looked at Dom with concern in both of their eyes.

" Dom you okay" Harry asked

" Yeah " He said trying not to cry

"You sure you look upset" Corbin stood and walked over to Dom who could feel the tears threatening to fall.

" I'm fine I just need to be alone" Dom ran up stairs to the dorm room.

Dim was in there reading he looked up when Dom opened the door. Dim was the only person who knew about Dom's feelings for Corbin.

"Dim"

Dom's voice was weak and scared.

"Come here Dom its okay come here"

Dom feel on Dim's bed laying his chest on Dim's.

"Why doesn't he love me" Dom whispered

Dim breath hitched before he spoke.

"He does Dom who couldn't love you " Dim said

Dom buried his head in Dim's chest the tears finally falling.

A/N

Hope it was good

Okay I need a vote

A) Dim loves Dom like LOVES him

B) Dim loves Dom only as a friend

Which ever has the most votes is what I'll do please review and be nice