Hello Lovlies (: So I finished the chapter early, and decided to post.
IT's BREAKING DAWN PT. 2 DAY!
I hope everyone enjoyed it...I wasn't able to get to see it tonight "/ Hopefully tomorrow though.
This is the chapter that FINALLY announces what Little B's name is...I Hope everyone likes it.
I also realize that everyone has a different experience during labor and child birth, I'm not the mommy of a preemie, but Shereene is, so I put a mixture of my childbirth, and her childbirth, which was 6 weeks premature with her twins together. Probably not completely accurate, but this is fiction, so whateve's. haha.
Okay, I'm going to stop gabbing now so you can get to reading and FINALLY meet Little B (:
We don't own Twilight. If we did, We'd be at all of the premiers and all up in Robsten's shit, harrassing them Sexually, instead of watching the live feed on the internet!
EPOV:
Holy shit!
Bella's water broke, and she was officially in labor...
I didn't want to believe it. I was hoping that we'd come to the ER, they'd tell her that she pissed herself, and we'd be sent on our merry way with a funny story to tell the grandkids...No such luck.
She's been in and out of a sleep for the last hour. According to the machine she is hooked up to, she's been having steady, strong contractions. All I can say is Thank God for epidurals, God only knows what kind of pain she would be in and what kind of pain my balls would be in if she didn't have it because I know she'd try to rip them off.
JB's feisty like that.
I love her.
Just as I was about to lay my head back and relax for a little bit while Bella did, a nurse came in.
"Hello parents-to-be, don't mind me, I'm just checking up on the little one", she smiled sweetly and went over to the paper that the machine was steadily spitting out showing the baby's heart beat and Bella's contractions.
"She's been having some big contractions...", the nurse said to herself. "I'm just going to wake her up and check her cervix." She looked at me this time as she spoke. I just nodded my head and got up and went to JB's side.
"Baby, wake up, The nurse has to check you," I spoke softly to her while running my hands over her head. Her eyes flickered a little bit before she opened them and nodded. The nurse smiled at her and pulled the stirrups out from the bottom of the bed and had Bella put her feet in them.
After a minute, the nurse's head popped back up and smiled. "We're at about 7.5 cm's dilated. Shouldn't be too much longer. Few hours." She pulled her gloves off and threw them away, then assisted JB in getting comfortable again. "If you guys need anything, just hit the call button, we'll be right in." She smiled again and walked out.
I looked over at Bella and gave her a smirk. "I think we should get one of these beds for the house...We could have SOO much fun with it." I winked and she laughed.
"HA! You're not getting anywhere near my love box for a while, so wipe that smirk off of your face." She then gave me a smirk of her own, when mine diminished off of my face.
After a few hours, I was sitting here just watching TV with JB, waiting for something to happen. This was nothing like they showed in the movies. I thought I was going to get some screaming, some cuss words, but nothing. Other than the nurses coming in and out once in awhile, this felt like we were just sitting at home together watching TV like we normally do.
Just as that thought hit me, JB started breathing heavy, I jumped up and got to her and started rubbing her hair, "What's wrong baby?" I asked.
She blew out a breath and shook her head "Nothing, nothing. I've just been feeling an overwhelming urge to push...all I've wanted to do for the last hour is push, and I don't think that I can hold back any longer," she licked her lips and ran her hand through her hair.
"Okay, well I'll go out and get a nurse to come and see what's going on." I leaned down and kissed her head then walked out to find the nurse. When I got to the nurses station the nurse was leaning over her desk doing some paperwork, so I cleared my throat trying to get her attention. When I did she looked up at me and smiled.
"What can I do for you, Mr. Cullen?"
"Edward, please." I smiled "And Bella told me that she feels like she needs to push but said that she wasn't feeling any pain."
The nurse chuckled as she stood up and came out of the door "I'm sure she isn't in any pain, that epidural is an amazing drug."
I laughed and walked with her back to Bella's room and walked over to her.
"Okay, Bella, lets check you out to see how you've progressed." The nurse said as she slipped her gloves on and walked down to the promise land.
A few seconds later, she looked up at us and had a huge smile on her face.
"Well, you guys, are you ready to become parents? Cause it looks like you're ready to push and bring baby Cullen into the world," she took her gloves off and stood up. "Let me just go and get the other staff in here to get everything ready, as well as make sure baby girl Cullen is healthy, and I have to call Dr. Seggie, and we can get started." She smiled and walked out of the room.
I looked over at Bella and smiled. "JB, she's going to be here soon, can you believe it?" I leaned down and kissed her.
She looked up at me with a nervous smile on her face and nodded. "I'm scared, E. I'm so excited to meet her and finally hold her but what if I end up fucking up and she hates me?" She looked so scared. I sat down on the bed and looked at her, holding her hand in mine.
"JB, it's natural to be scared, I'm scared shitless right now. I'm used to only having to be responsible for my life, but soon, within minutes, Little B will be here and she's going to be ours and she's going to be healthy and perfect, just like her mommy." She smiled at me through her tears "You're not going to fuck her up JB, you're going to be an amazing mother, do you know how I know that?" She looked at me and shook her head, urging me to continue. "I know that because you're an amazing person. You're sweet, caring and loving. Everything about you is going to make you an amazing mom. Little B is going to be so lucky to be able to call you mommy. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you raising our children." Yes. I said children, as in plural. There was no way that we could stop at just Little B. I wanted a house full of babies with JB. I wanted to experience it all with her.
"Thank you." She squeezed my hand and smiled up at me, tears falling down her cheeks. "You're amazing, and I love you...you're going to be an amazing daddy". She pulled my hand up and kissed them.
Just then the nurse came in followed by another nurse who was pushing in a weird looking space crib with a clipboard full of papers and other little things for babies. After her, there was another damn nurse pushing in a cart with a bunch of surgical supplies and a bucket, placing it by the bed.
Truthfully, this all scared the shit out of me. Was this normal?
Was something wrong with Little B? I've been so scared about that since JB's water broke. I didn't want anything to happen to her. I didn't want anything to happen to either of them. I'm not letting JB know of my fears, she has enough on her plate right now as it is, she doesn't need to know that I'm just as worried as she is. I'd never forgive myself if something were to happen to Little B because I couldn't keep my dick in my pants. I know all this started because we had sex, JB even said that's when the pains started. I felt like a piece of shit because of it. The nurse broke me out of my thoughts.
"Okay, Bella, I'm going to need you to position your bed so that you're almost sitting up," Bella did what the nurse said, then put her feet in the stirrups. "Dr. Seggie will be here soon, but we're going to get this party started without her, she'll be here in time for the delivery." She smiled and looked at us both. "Okay Bella, when I tell you to push, I'm going to need you to be chin to chest and push as hard as you can, okay?"
Bella just nodded and looked at me. I smiled at her reassuringly. "You can do this baby...Little B will be in our arms soon," I leaned down and kissed her head, When I pulled back, the nurse informed Bella to push, and push she did.
After an hour of pushing, Bella threw herself back on the bed. She was sweaty and breathing heavy. "I can't do it anymore!" She started crying "I just can't...I don't have the energy."
"Baby, you're doing so good. Just a few more pushes, and Little B will be here, in our arms. Just give us a few more pushes." I leaned down and kissed her lips. She pushed me away. And let me tell you, if looks could kill, Little B would be born without a daddy.
"FUCK YOU, EDWARD CULLEN! You're the one that put me in this predicament. You should be the one doing all of the work. We're never having anymore fucking kids, unless YOU are the one that is carrying them, and YOU are the one that is going to push them out." She huffed and closed her eyes. Just then, I heard the nurse start to laugh a little, and looked up at her, then to Dr. Seggie, who came in about 10 minutes ago, and took over the birth.
"Come on Bella, Edward is right, just a few more pushes, and your daughter will grace us in this world," Dr. Seggie said, then looked at me, "The baby has already crowned, would you like to see, daddy?" She nodded her head down to Bella's hoo ha. I wasn't sure If I wanted to look. Would it taint my view on the vag? On Bella's vag? I don't know if I wanted to chance it, but apparently my body didn't give a shit as to what I was thinking because just then, I found myself contorting to look down into the splash zone. When I did, my breath caught.
There she was. There was my daughter. I couldn't see her face, obviously, but what I did see what a shit ton of dark hair.
I leaned back over with the biggest smile on my face and looked at Bella.
"Oh, JB! She's right there, I can see her! She's got so much hair...C'mon, baby, just a few more pushes and she'll be here."
"Okay, just a few more. I can't do anymore than that." She stated and got back into position and waited for her cue. When Dr. Seggie told her to push she did, and rested when she didn't need to. Finally what felt like forever, but in reality was only a few minutes the Dr. told her to push once more.
"Okay Bella, just one more push, and your daughter will be in your arms." Dr. Seggie stated.
I don't know how I haven't passed out from excitement before Bella gave her push, one of the nurses stuck a towel on Bella's stomach and backed off, letting her push.
"Okay, and...Push...1...2...3...4...5...and..."
And there it was; the most beautiful sound that has ever graced my ears. Little B's screams.
Dr. Seggie took sutures and cut the baby's cord and sent her with a nurse over to the weird crib looking thing. Wait, cutting the cord was my job...
"Um, Dr. Seggie, I know you're the expert and all, but aren't I the one that supposed to cut the cord? The dad's always cut the cords...It's in every movie." The Doctor laughed and shook her head at me a little. I was confused as fuck.
"Normally, yes, You would cut the cord. But since she is premature, we have to take precautions and get her over to get checked out as fast and efficiently as possible." She then looked over at Bella.
"Okay, we just have to take Baby Girl Cullen over to get her checked out, to make sure everything is okay with her since she's a preemie. She looks completely healthy, but just to be sure." The nurse then came over and took my daughter over to the space bed and started to mess around with her. I took this time to lean down and praise my girl.
"God, JB, She's fucking perfect. You did such an amazing job. Oh god baby, I'm so proud of you." I leaned down and kissed her sweaty forehead, not caring about anything but her, and our daughter.
I'm a dad.
I'm a mother fucking dad!
Bella looked up and smiled a weak, tired smile at me and nodded. "I know. She is so beautiful! We have to tell everyone else." Oh yeah. Forgot about them.
"Okay mommy and daddy, Baby girl Cullen weighs in at 5lbs 13oz, and is 18 1/2" long. She's very healthy!" Dr. Seggie came over to inform us. I sighed with relief. She was early, but completely healthy.
"Go and see her baby," Bella smiled up at me then closed her eyes and laid her head back. My girl looked fucking exhausted. I wish I could have done all of this for her, I would have in a second. She's so fucking strong. It makes me appreciate her so fucking much more.
I kissed her head once more, then walked over to the 'warmer' as Dr. Seggie informed me and took a good look at our daughter. She was perfect. I couldn't think of a better word to describe her. She was wrapped in all pink, her little face was so squishy looking and gorgeous. I looked up at the nurse who just finished up with her and asked if I could hold her. I wasn't really familiar with holding babies, but I just had to hold Little B. When the nurse handed her over to me, I couldn't help myself. I couldn't control it. The tears just slid down my cheeks.
The tiny little girl that I was holding in my arms was amazing. She was mine. Bella and I created her. I just met this little girl, and she already held my whole heart. I loved her more than I ever thought I could. How was it possible to love someone you just met, this much? I couldn't wrap my head around it.
After the doctors and nurses finished up with Bella, I took Little B over to meet her mommy, officially.
"Mommy, Little B wants to say Hi," I couldn't hold back my smile. I've been smiling like an idiot since I saw her head crowning. I leaned down as Bella sat up and transferred Little B into her mommy's waiting arms.
"Oh my god, E! She's so beautiful." She looked up at me with so much love shining through her eyes "We made her." Her eyes started watering up more, and the tears spilled over.
"I know, I'm in awe of it myself." I kissed both of their heads then stood up. "I'm going to go and let the others know, I'll be right back in." She nodded, not taking her eyes off of our brand new daughter.
When I got out into the hallway, I jogged towards the waiting room where I knew everyone waiting.
"She's here! 5lbs 13oz of perfection!" I was still smiling. I don't see it fading any time soon. "She's in there with mommy, and you guys can come in and visit in a few."
After some pats on the back from mine and Bella's dads, teary hugs and congratulations from our mothers, squeals from Alice and Seth, and a "FUCK YES! Call the press, I'M A DADDY!" From Emmett, I turned around and went back to my girls, but not before hearing Rose smack Emmett on the back of the head and calling him an idiot.
When I got back to the room, I stood at the door and smiled, watching Bella feed Little B the tiny bottle of formula. We decided not to breastfeed, so that I could help in the middle of the night as well. It's not like I could hold Bella's boob to feed the baby. That would just be awkward and weird. This was the best option.
"Everyone is so excited to meet her!" I said interrupting. Bella looked up and smiled.
"I can't get over how beautiful she is, E. Seriously, she came from us. She's apart of you and me. Forever" She started crying again, silent tears trickling down her cheek. I walked over and sat down on the bed next to her, and just looked down at Little B.
I couldn't believe that she was ours. That she was made out of the love that Bella and I created. Well, technically we weren't in love when she was conceived, but that'll be our little secret. We love each other now, and couldn't imagine this little girl not being apart of us. Right as I leaned down to kiss Bella, I heard my mother.
"Knock knock," She walked in and started crying again. "Oh, my baby has a baby...I have a grandbaby." She looked over at my dad, "We have a grandbaby Carlisle." She wiped away the tears that were falling down her face. Everyone came and huddled around the bed, trying to get a good look at our Little B.
"Okay guys, you've kept us waiting long enough...what is her name?" Alice asked bouncing in her spot
"Yeah, daddy has been dying to know his daughter's name" Emmett said, and it was followed by a smack from Rose. "Damnit Rose, stop being so violent all the time, I'm sensitive." He pouted as he rubbed his head.
"Well stop being a damn idiot," Rose retorted.
"Okay, if this episode of 'Days of Our Lives' is finished, I'd like to introduce to you our daughter..." I looked down and smiled.
"Everyone, say hello to Brynlee Emma Cullen," I said, the smile still in place.
I felt on top of the world.
My girls make me feel this way.
"Edward came up with Brynlee, and I chose Emma...after her favorite Uncle Emmett" Bella smiled and looked directly at Emmett. For the first time ever, the man had tears in his eyes.
"Seriously?" He blinked fast trying to rid himself of the tears. "After me? Oh, Baby Bell, I knew you loved me deep down." He walked over and hugged us. It was a bit awkward because of the baby. "Thank you," he whispered.
We nodded and handed Brynlee to her Nana Esme first since she was the closest. Bella and I sat back watching our family pass around the love of our life, and showing her love and attention. My life had changed so much as soon as Bryn joined us in this huge messed up world, but right now, in this room, with our family, I knew that everything would be fine. That since I had my girls, everything would be perfect.
We started our life as co workers, then as lovers, followed by a relationship...Now, I couldn't wait to start our life together as parents.
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