Ch 21: Punches in the Rain
Warning: Angst, Anger, Swearing, Hitting, Sadness.
Disclaimer: I don't own Sasori, Deidara, Kitsu, Konan, Pein, Sasuke, Itachi, Hidan, Kakuzu, Kisame, or the letter K. But I do own Kitsu and Tsai. You can borrow them, as long as you PM me.
A/N: So im making it Saturday, I know that might confuse people because in the last chapter it was Wednesday . . . I think (Even though I didn't add that) Ill Kinda add that in this chapter, so I hope you likey. And yes, in this chapter Deidara is 'breaking up' with Hidan, woot! Ive found it so hard to write HidaDei but now its all good because im going back to SasoDei! Yay!
: 2kitsune:
: Deidara :
Holding onto his breath Deidara hesitated for a second before quickly pushing the send button. Sending. . . Sending. . . Sent
Sighing Deidara flipped his phone shut, letting out a long sigh. His fate was sealed by now; Hidan would've already gotten the text. And was probly swearing his head off.
Deidara looked down at his black phone again, in a sudden compulsion he threw it aside hearing the faint thud when it hit the wall beside him.
Groaning Deidara ran a hand through his silky smooth straight black hair, moving from his sitting position on the bed, to suddenly standing up. The room tilted a little and he reached out to steady himself, Once the room had righted itself, Deidara padded across the room, picking up his favourite black skinny Jeans' and pulling them on over his ice blue boxers. Not bothering to change out of his plain grey top. Waltzing across his room Deidara picked up his deep purple hoodie, slinging it on whilst continuing into the bathroom, flipping on the lights as he went.
Once in the bathroom Deidara did everything methodically, brush his teeth, Brush and re-straighten his hair, put in his grey contacts to cover his azure eyes, he didn't need any memory of those eyes, not after Sasori was the one who loved him so much.
Letting out a deep, shaky, breath. Deidara took a real look at himself in the mirror. Almost instantly he noticed how sunken and white his face looked, probably because he had stayed home from after Wednesday. He also looked whiter then usual from lack of sunshine, because he had refused to leave his bedroom.
So it was now Saturday, Deidara had skipped out Thursday, and Friday, Doing what any normal teenager would do in these circumstances. Thinking about how he was going to do this, how he was going to 'break up' with Hidan. By Friday morning he had no idea. But at about three on Saturday morning he woke up sweating.
There was a simple way to do this, and here he was trying to think of the most complicated. All he had too do was text Hidan and tell him to meet up sometime, Then he would go talk to the silverette instead of being a pussy and just texting it.
Sighing again Deidara flipped his hair further across his eyes, trying to ignore how badly his Tee shirt and hoodie hung off his shoulders. And the small bags underneath his eyes.
Scowling into the mirror Deidara twisted around on his heel and padded out of the bathroom, turning of his lights as he went. Once back in his room Deidara rushed over to his bed, quickly picking up his Cell phone and shoving it into his back pocket. Also picking up his I pod and shoving that into his pocket as well.
Now that he was ready the nerves set in, his stomache feeling as though butterflies nestled there. Gulping Deidara padded across his room, opening his door and peering out. His mother still didn't know about all this, and didn't know that he was still technically dating guys. The cost was clear and Deidara stepped out, quietly shutting the door behind him, with his heart lodged somewhere in his throat Deidara padded over to the banister, looking down into the entrance court, he could faintly hair music coming from the kitchen, so that meant that Delilah was up already.
'Shit' Deidara thought, padding across the landing while continuing to look down on the entrance room, praying like hell his mother wouldn't decide to come out of the kitchen. It all went good as he traipsed down the stairs, slinking across the wall like a ninja and ending up beside the main door with no hitch.
Taking one more look around Deidara quietly opened the door, stepped outside, and eased the door shut behind him, letting out a huge sigh of relief when it shut into place.
Smirking to himself Deidara turned and began down their footpath, noticing how dark and forbidding the sky looked; it was probly going to rain later. Sighing Deidara flipped up his hood and turned left to leave the cul-de-sac, he had to walk into town because his mother defiantly wouldn't take him.
Sighing Deidara put in his earphones, quickly turning on his I pod and turning it up to its louder volume so he couldn't hear any one around him and easily distracting him from the butterflies in his stomache.
: 10 minutes later :
Deidara sighed for what felt like the millionth time, watching families and couples walk past with their large umbrellas. And across the road he could see people sitting inside star bucks, drinking hot chocolates and such. It was probly warm in there, but he had decided to meet Hidan outside.
His breathing fogged up in front of him and Deidara shivered, pulling his hoodie around him tighter as he stared out into the rain, it was a heavy downpour, making everything soaking wet and slippery. He leaned against the large oak tree he was standing under and faintly looked towards the sky, it was darker now, almost completely black. Deidara shuddered and hoped like hell no lightning or thunder would come along today.
A glint of silver caught his eye, turning towards his left he saw the reason why he was here.
Hidan was storming towards him, from here Deidara could feel the dark aura coming off him. He was holding a large black umbrella to keep the rain off. His shin high boots sloshing through the puddles. From here Deidara could see he was wearing a Black rain Jacket, a silver jersey, What looked like a silver collard shirt, and plain Black Jeans.
Looking up at his face Deidara could see what resembled a scowl, only ten times worse. It resembled something that even Pein would be cowering under, and that dark aura just seemed to get worse and worse as he stepped closer.
Silence followed Hidan's arrival, too soon he was standing directly in front. Hidan's gaze instantly met Deidara's and he found himself shuddering, the look was murderous and insanely angry, making Deidara want to cower. But he stood his ground and stared right back.
Hidan scowled and pulled out his phone, flipping it open and pressing a couple of buttons. Seconds later he turned the phone around and held it out in front of him.
"What the Hell is this?" He growled, Deidara frowned and leaned in closer to look at whatever Hidan wanted to show him. The bright screen made Deidara wince a little, but when he realised what it was Deidara frowned a little. It was his text to the Silverette.
We need to talk. Today, un. In the park opposite Star bucks"
Deidara sighed and looked back up at Hidan, cocking his eye brow at the Silverette.
"I think the text pretty much implies the answer to that, un" Deidara replied sarcastically, leaning back onto the tree and watching Hidan's face twitch.
"I know that faggot" Hidan snapped "What I want to know is what we need to talk about" He finished, Glaring down at the Blackett as though he expected Deidara to back down. But that wasn't going to happen. Deidara smirked and tried to put on his most fearless face, even though on the inside he was shit scared right now about the reaction he was going to get from the Silverette when he delivered the bad news.
"Well, un" Deidara started, taking a quick look back up at Hidan and then looking down. He couldn't look at the Silverette when doing this "I want to stop this" He mumbled. '
Silence above him, Deidara hesitated before looking up through his lashes and hair, Surprised at what he saw.
Hidan looked, calm. And that was never good, never. When he was too angry to be form it into words or facial expressions he was calm, and that was the worst time to be around the Silverette.
They continued to stay silent, Hidan staring down at Deidara with that calm face, his mouth mashed into a line. Deidara couldn't even stare back, so he contemplated with staring out into the rain. Neither of them talked for what felt like ages, every thump of Deidara's heart passed by a second. Deidara turned his gaze to the cars passing by, noticing how many yellow cars seemed to be going by.
After what felt like ten minutes when it really was only five Deidara cleared his throat, looking back up at the Silverette it seemed like he had calmed down a little, his eyes a little less hard. But his mouth was still mashed into a thin line and when he talked it came out harshly.
"What?" Hidan snapped. Deidara flinched and tried to step back only to find the Tree there, looking up he saw Hidan smirking back down at him. Hidan seemed to get a idea and stepped forward, making Deidara gulp and his eyes widen. Hidan smirked and stepped forward again, his body was now lightly pressed against Deidara's making the Blackett gulp. With eyes wide Deidara watched as Hidan raised a arm and leaned it against the Tree, directly over Deidara's head. By now Deidara was unable to talk and he just stared up at Hidan with a confused look.
"What" Hidan repeated, this time his voice was smooth and seductive. For some reason that just made Deidara even more nervous. The eye before the storm as some would say. By now Deidara was disgusted at himself, here he was backing down to Hidan just because he was a little taller, and a little more intimidating. He was backing down to someone he didn't normally back down to, and that thought made him sick. He never backed down to anyone before, something inside him snapped and he stomped his foot down, making Hidan move back a little but still keeping his arm in position.
"We're not pretending to be boyfriends any more. I don't want to make Sasori Jealous anymore, un" Deidara said everything punctually and clearly, hoping that Hidan would back down. Unfortunately is Hidan we're talking about.
"Look, brat" Hidan growled, pushing Deidara backwards into the tree and stepping in so their bodies where practically on top of each other "This ends when I say it ends, no way are you running back to that fuckin redheaded faggot who's a fucking spineless freak"
Deidara scowled up at Hidan, the silverette may be way taller, and imposing, and he had Deidara pinned against a tree right now, but no way was Deidara going to let him talk about Sasori like that.
"No, you listen Hidan, un" Deidara snarled, poking the Silverette roughly in the chest and then smirking when Hidan flinched at his sudden change of attitude "I will not be played by you. We are over, you can run back to your pussy assed friends and leave me the fuck alone, un" Deidara's lip curled showing off a very mean smile, almost dog like. And now he was putting as much hate and fire overall hardness into his gaze. And before his eyes Hidan seemed to shrink a little.
"Fine, I see how it is" Hidan said sharply "You used me as a play thing and then dropped me for something new and shiney to play with, you think your all better then us when really you're a pathetic excuse for a fag, and you know what?" Hidan smirked and leaned down so that his mouth was beside Deidara's ear.
"Im glad I raped you; it'll show you just how bad some people suffer"
Deidara's eyes widened at Hidan's words and his heart lurched a little, for once in his life he felt a little bad for the silverette. He had no idea what Hidan's situation at his own home may be. But then again, he was insulted by Hidan saying 'Im glad I raped you' There was no need for that, and it just made Deidara remember things he really didn't want to remember. Said Blackett's hands clenched into fists, and he felt like he was shaking. Hidan had moved back and he was looking down on Deidara with hurt and angst in his eyes, but he was faking it. Because Deidara could see the glimmer of malice hidden by lies.
And in one quick moment he brought his hand back, as far as he could, before snapping forward and punching Hidan directly in the face. Crunching was heard and Hidan's eyes widened as he looked back down at the Blackett who he had no idea was that strong. Now it was Deidara who was staring up at Hidan with malice, and Hidan looked back down, his eyes un focusing and then rolling back into his head. A look of surprise passed Deidara's face as Hidan fell backwards and then kept on falling. And then with a loud splash which seemed to echo in Deidara's ears. He hit the ground.
Deidara stood their paralysed, he couldn't move. He stared down at Hidan with wide, uncertain, eyes. And he had no idea what to do. His breathing came out in short gasps and soon Deidara was having a panic attack, making him lean into the tree as he watched blood pour from Hidan's nose and down his cheeks to drip onto his silver hair, staining it red. All his thoughts where whirling around in his head but all he could hear was his body screaming him at him to move.
And so he did. With eyes wide and blank he stepped over Hidan's unconscious body. Staring forward as he stepped out from the shelter of the tree and into the pouring rain, soaking him in seconds. He hadn't bothered to bring an umbrella so he continued on and didn't let the rain deter him as he slowly trudged home.
And his only eligible thought. Was that he was glad he and Hidan where over.
I kinda feel sorry for Hidan. I havnt really portraid this well but he really does like Deidara, not just wanting to fuck him. Though he will stay away from them more.
Well, this story is near the end, nothing really more exciting is going to happen. Or will it? :P haha, I cant tell you. Because that would be spoling things. Okay, so I lied, im going to try make the ending awesome and keep you guys on your seats so you better watch out.
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