Characters belongs to Stephenie Meyer. This is just a fanmade story by me.
OMG! The last chapter!! *tear*
Haha. Can you believe it? It's over.. for now anyway. Haha. As soon as I've uploaded this I'll put up the poll to see how amny actually wants a sequel to this..
Anyways.. I won't hinder you from reading the ending for Your Guardian Angel..
Chaptertitle = Going Under by Evanescence (I'd suggest you listen to it while reading)
..NOW YOU ENJOY YOU BRILLIANT FOLKS OF FORKS!!
~BELLA'S POV~
I stood on the edge of the cliff, readying myself to take the plunge, to end it all. My eyes, all cloudy from the continous raining, were staring at the raging ocean below, as the wind quickly started picking up. From behind me I could hear the trees swaying from the approaching storm, and the rain that smattered against the leaves. It was so loud that I imagined I could hear everything.
My head started thumping from all the noise that nature was bringing down on me, and not to mention all the things that I wanted to escape from. The unexpected, and unwanted, pregnancy had been the tip of the iceberg. Edward's passing – flinch – had really taken a toll on me. I didn't have anything to live for anymore. He was lost forever, I was lost forever. He was gone, my life was gone. Nothing. Nothing was left.
The meaning of my life had died with him, and since there was no meaning in mine anymore, I had to end it. Why would I continue to live here on Earth, in constant pain, if there wasn't even a meaning to it? It didn't make any sense to me. Life didn't make any sense to me.
At all.
At one point it had, and that had been during my time with Edward. And now that time was over, just like my life.
My toes curled over the edge, feeling the cold, wet stone underneath. The sharp edges of the rocks were hard, and it hurt to stand on them, but it was a welcomed pain. Pain that were physical was always welcomed nowadays, for the emotional agony I was in was quite literally eating me up. And so the physical pain was distracting, in a good way, the best way. I'd tried cutting, but it didn't do much to keep away the hurting. It was still there, and so I had stopped doing it for it didn't help me. Nothing would help me now.
I had several scars on my forearm, some paler – the older ones - and some more reddish-pink -the newer ones. So, as to not let Charlie know about all of this – I didn't want to worry him – I was always wearing longer shirts, not to expose my bare arms that were scarred. I really looked like a mess, that's why I never looked at myself in the mirror anymore. My head hung low and my back was slumped forwards, with my feet shuffling on the ground, making me trip more often of course. That just meant I got a lot more stares than before, even more than my first day in Forks.
Obviously that didn't make my situation any better. Every day I went to school, not to alarm my dad, and when I came home I put on the happy face. But that had changed, of course, as my teachers were worried for me and therefore they had called my dad and they'd had a nice chat about me and my falling grades. My dad was shocked, and when I had gotten home that afternoon, my dad started asking questions. I just told him that things weren't so good between me and Jake anymore. It was true, and it didn't look like he liked that very much to me. But as if I cared. It was not Jake that had stolen my heart. Edward had. And now he was gone and my heart was still his, and it was lost along with him.
I wanted to scream, to let everything just out, but I knew that wouldn't help that much for when I'd finished, and gone quiet, the pain would return with full force.
I was stalling, and I was well aware of that fact, but there was a good reason behind it. I was waiting for him. I figured that, like last time I'd been here, my mind would recall his perfect, velvet voice. It would guide me through the upcoming darkness, into the light and take me to him. I would be with him again.
And I was disappointed at first, as I heard my name being called, but when I realized who called for me, I got angry. It was Jacob.
"Bella?!" He shouted at me, pleading. His voice was muffled slightly by the wind and the rain. "Bella, get off that cliff! Bella, please!"
"Go away, Jake!" I sobbed, my voice hitching at the wrong places, not turning around to look at him. My stare was fixated at the water below my feet.
I hadn't realized, probably because of the pouring rain, that tears were flowing down my cheeks.
"Bella, step away from there!" He cried, seeming really stressed, scared and upset. "Please!"
"My life, my choice!" I screamed back at him, now wanting him more than ever. His voice would take away this new pain that was coursing through me, the guilt for doing this to Jacob. He was my best friend, and boyfriend still, after all..
His voice would be like an anaesthetic. My death would be like going to sleep, and then to wake up beside the angel I longed for.
"Now, GO AWAY!"
Why wasn't he here yet? Surely this was as dangerous as the last time, probably even more dangerous. So, why hadn't I heard him yet? Was it because he was already lost? -flinch- It couldn't be!
Edward, where are you? Edward? I love you! Please come back! Edward!
My mind was screaming for him, and when my hope had just about faded, my wish was finally granted. And his voice was much more clearer than the last time, perhaps because this was my final moment, and I rejoiced in it.
"Bella?!" He was sad for some reason. Why? We would be together soon.. That was not a bad thing, was it? "Please, don't do anything stupid! Please!"
"Edward.." I murmured quietly to myself, a smile was spreading on my lips, my eyes closed. "You came.."
"Bella, look at me!"
I was looking at him, so his request was foolish. I saw him behind my eyelids, but he was not as perfect as his voice was. Now his voice was so real, and the memory of what he looked like was faded, barely there. That just made things worse.
"Please turn around, Bella! Get off that cliff! NOW!" He was screaming at me, sadness colored the velvet texture of the words he spoke. He was begging me.
"But this is the only way," I murmured to him, the Edward I saw in my mind. "I can't live without you."
"Then don't do it, Bella!" He shouted. "Bella, I won't leave you again. Now, please, just get off the damn cliff! I can't bear losing you all over again!"
His words triggered something in my head, and I realized that the Edward I saw wasn't talking. His mouth wasn't moving. I was so happy to see, and hear, him that I hadn't registered the fact that my mind's Edward's mouth didn't move.
At all.
My eyes popped open, and they were greeted by oncoming raindrops that blurred my vision. I didn't dare to look back, for I was afraid of getting my hopes up.
"Edward?" I asked carefully.
"Bella?" He was wary, and even if I'd sworn not to turn around, I still did. His voice was just too clear. I turned slowly, testing myself, and when I had made a 180, my breathing was cut short. My angel was standing before me, as if he'd never left, except for the fact that he looked like he was exhausted.
"Edward?" My voice choked up when I said his name this time, fresh tears, of relief, began streaming down my cheeks.
"I'm here, Bella." He took one hesitant step forwards, and in response I ran over to him, flung my arms around his neck, clinging myself to him. And I wasn't going to let go.
He wrapped his cool arms around me, holding me close to his perfect, muscular, marble body.
"Promise me you'll never leave again." I mumbled into his chest, my eyes closed, breathing in his delicious scent.
"I will never leave you again." He said, and it sounded like he meant it. "It would kill me, too."
My eyes opened, as I was going to lean up and kiss him, but instead of finding Edward's topaz-colored eyes they found Jacob's brown eyes in the near distance. He stood frozen, a few yards away, staring at me, looking both sad and betrayed beyond repair.
"Jake.."
But he had already run away when I'd spoke up. I looked from the place in the trees that I'd seen that he'd disappeared, to Edward, who was looking down on me, his eyes smoldering with relief. A relief that I shared with him.
We were finally together again, and nothing would ever separate us again. Except perhaps the baby that was still growing inside of me..
But that was something we'd have to deal with when the time was right, and that was not now. Right now we were only planning on standing here in the rain, holding each other close, happy to be together.
And we would be.. forever.
La fin.
Did you like it?? I hope you did anyways.
So, that was the ending to Your Guardian Angel.. Do you want a sequel? Go vote on my profile then! Haha.
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~Lady
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