Chapter 21

BPOV

I woke up sometime in the middle of the night, since I was unable to sleep, and I went into the living room.

There was a book sitting on the table from the spa, so I picked it up, to look through it.

Normally, I was not interested in visiting a spa, but I had an idea that might put a smile on his face.

How would he react if I had a Brazilian wax? While it was painful, the benefits would outweigh that, and the look on his face would be priceless.

First thing in the morning, I would make an appointment, and I was so lost in thought that I nearly jumped after I heard his voice.

"Bella...what are you doing out of bed right now? I was worried for a few seconds."

He sat down, took me in his arms, and held me tightly,

"I just figured that since you were sleeping well that I could come in here for a few minutes.".

"What were you doing in here, baby?"

"I was looking over the spa book to see what kind of services they provide. Can I go there in the morning?"

"If that makes you happy, then I'm all for it," he said while kissing my forehead lovingly.

His fingers were all over my body also, and I felt a shiver run down my spine.

His mouth was moving down my face. "I love you, my beautiful wife, always"

"I love you, my protective husband," I said while he was untying the robe I had put on when I got out of bed.

He snaked his arm inside around my waist...I let out a deep sigh as he kissed behind my ear.

"I want to make love to you right now," he said, desire coloring his eyes "Here on this couch... against the wall..anywhere I can have you."

I felt the wetness pooling between my legs as I considered his words. "I.. I want you too... anytime, anywhere.."

He kissed over my bare shoulders then he gently rubbed his hand over my tits.

In the blink of an eye, my robe fell to the floor in puddle of fabric.

Edward laid me down on the couch, kissing over my body; I moaned his name as he left a trail of fire across my skin.

"You're so fucking beautiful," he murmured against my skin.

The sound of his voice made me wetter.

He blew on my nipples after he sucked them.

"Mmm, yes...yes, I...love that so much," I moaned as he sat over my body. "Did I do something wrong?"

"Not at all, baby. I want you to stand up and go over to the wall."

I did as he asked.

I liked how controlling he could be sometimes.

It was very arousing.

As soon as I did what he asked, Edward had his mouth over mine in a hungry, demanding kiss.

He spread my legs apart, pushing his fingers in my pussy while his mouth moved down my neck, biting and sucking.

"Bella, I want to fuck you hard, but you have to tell me if it's too much."

"Yes, god yes... just fuck me."

He got down on his knees, spreading my folds apart. "Fuck, baby... you're so wet."

This time he did not tease me because he plunged his tongue into my pussy, causing me to cry out in pleasure.

I could barely watch him as he ate my pussy and rubbed my clit. "I know you want to watch me, Bella."

He pulled me closer to his face, and all at once, the coil inside snapped

I was breathless as he fucked my pussy, but he was not done with me, not by a long shot.

I came in one long squirt over his face and cried out as my body shook around him.

"Fuck," he hissed before his boxers came off in one fast move.

I loved seeing his hard cock as he jerked on it. "Is this what you want, sexy girl?"

"Mmm... yes," I said as I licked my lips as he continued stroking his hard shaft.

He came over to me and lifted me up slightly and told me that this would be intense.

All I could do was nod in approval because words failed me.

He slammed into me, filling me in one swift moment.

"Ahhhh, Edward...don't stop, please...don't stop," I cried out.

His hands were now under my ass, grabbing it tighter as he bit down on my shoulder.

I loved it when he marked me...the pleasure was amazing, mind blowing.

His mouth moved over to my neck, licking, sucking, and then he bit down on me.

The combination of his teeth. his cock, and my images were enough to make me fall off the edge.

My eyes closed and I saw a very bright light; my breathing became more staggered and my body slumped to the floor.

I was really cold all of a sudden, but then there was a warm blanket that I was covered in.

"Sleeping beauty, wake up...let me see your sweet chocolate eyes... I miss you."

I wanted to say something, but his lips were over mine.

"I love you, sweet Bella," he whispered before I opened my eyes to see my gorgeous husband watching me.

"I'm so sorry, " I whispered.

"You have no reason to apologize...I push you too much sometimes."

"No, you don't and please don't stop because I love how intense things are between us."

I could feel my heart rate accelerating. I didn't want anything to change between us.

"Bella, we have to be careful because you could be pregnant. I can't risk hurting you or the baby."

I know what he said is true, but part of me felt like he was rejecting me.

I turned away from him, not wanting him to see the tears in my eyes.

"I.. I know you're right. I guess we'll just have to have regular sex," I said with a sigh before leaving to go to the bathroom.

When I closed the door, I slid down to the floor in a sobbing mess.

There was so much that was wrong with me, and he had finally seen it.

It would only be a short time before he would ask me to leave.

I fucking had him bite me several times, who the hell does that?'

I would wait until he left or fell asleep before I called a taxi to take me to the airport ;for now, I could stay in here.

I could not hear any noise from Edward, and I think I had dozed off for a few minutes when I sat up.

There was a small piece of paper under the door;I reached for it and opened it up.

My husband had written a letter to me.

At first I was afraid to read it, but I figured I had nothing left to lose now.

My Beautiful Wife, My Lover, My Everything,

I am writing to you because I feel the sound of my voice won't be enough for you.

Our love making is sacred to me and I'm sorry if I hurt you.

I hunger for your touch constantly.

Even the gentle brush of your succulent lips over my skin sets my heart on fire.

I need you more than I need my next breath of air, and I care so deeply about your safety and for our child's safety.

If anything would ever happen to the two of you, I would not know how I would react.

Sweet girl, I love you more than I could ever say in words.

I would do anything to make you happy.

Hearing your sobs breaks my heart...please come back to me, princess.

I want to cradle you again and see your amazing smile again.

I will be waiting for you on the deck.

Please know you have my life in your dainty hands.

Forever in love with you, Edward.

Now I was crying for another reason...he needed me more than I realized.

His words were beautiful and soul bearing.

I stood up and rubbed under my eyes, and quietly, I opened the door, peeking out.

The French doors were open; I could see the curtains blowing in the breeze.

But I did not bother to put my robe on.

When I got to the door, Edward was sitting on a deck chair. with his back to me.

I took a deep breath of air and summoned all of my courage to talk with him.

"Edward...I read your letter a few seconds ago... I'm here now."

He stood up and turned to face me; I could tell he was visibly upset.

He scooped me up, the two of us emotional and naked.

"I...I just knew...you wanted me...to leave," I whispered in between sobs.

"Never, my precious angel. I can't live without you."

His hands felt so good on my back as he rocked me.

"I can't be your angel...I hurt you," I quietly confessed as he kissed my hair, my forehead, my cheeks.

He took my face in his hands. "No, I won't hear anything different...you are my angel and I need to show you how deeply I love you."

"What do you have planned?" I asked.

"First of all, wrap your legs around me because we are going back inside," he said as he took me to the bed. "Do you remember when we talked about traveling?"

"Yes, but what does that have to do with this?"

He took out his laptop and told me to close my eyes for a few minutes.

I could hear him typing for several moments before he told me I could look at the screen.

There was a website about Paris, as well as the hotels available. "What is this, Edward?"

"Sweet girl, I booked a trip for us to Paris over the Christmas break,." he said as my hand moved to cover my mouth. "I remember you said you wanted to go there one day. This is only a small way for me to show you how much I love you."

"I can't believe you did this. You have made me so deeply happy, Edward, and I love you so much. This means the world to me," I said as he put his laptop away.

"I love you, sweetest angel, and I do everything in my power to make you this happy always. But I need to ask you something because I want to know is so we can work through this if it happens in the future. What made you so upset?"

"I was sure that you no longer wanted me because of the way I reacted to the intensity of our lovemaking earlier. Maybe you're getting tired of the way I pass out so easily. "

He pulled me closer to his body "Why would you think that I would feel that way?"

I let out a deep breath. "Could I chalk it up to some irrational thoughts that got the better of me?"

"Bella, I agree with you and when we get home, how would you feel about talking with a counselor?" he asked as he ran his fingers over my face.

""It would probably help more than hurt me. There has to be a way for me to get a handle on this anxiety because it's hurting both of us"

"Then it's settled. When we get home, we'll find someone for you to talk with. Now, how do you feel about some strawberry crepes for breakfast?"

"Mmmmm, that sounds perfect...you always know exactly what I want to eat. Let me get dressed." I told him as he ordered.

As I slid on my clothes, I wondered if I should talk to him about the surprise I was planning, to make sure he's fine with it.

But I decided against that since I knew most men liked this anyway, and I was certain Edward would be the same.

He came walking back to the room with breakfast a few minutes later "The food smells delicious," I said as he handed me a cup of coffee.

"I thought crepes would be a good choice for us this morning," he said while bringing over the plates and sat down next to

I cut off a bite and fed it to him; he looked so handsome, even with powdered sugar on his chin.

I leaned over, licked it off, and he moaned softly as my tongue moved over his chin.

After he fed me a bite, he brushed some of the sugar over my lips before licking them

He pulled back, and gave me a deviant smile. "You know I could do that all day."

"And when I get back from the spa, we can do more kissing, licking and lovemaking," I told him with a wink.

"While I want all of that now, sweet girl, I'm glad you're going there this morning. You deserve to be pampered."

"I'm happy about it, but I'll miss you tremendously. What are you going to do while I'm gone?"

"Skype with my dad for a short time," he began. "I have a few new ideas about the foundation, and I need to let him know we'll be gone in December. I think I'll plan a surprise for my beautiful, sexy wife when he and I are done talking."

"You don't need to do anything for me," I said.

"I always want to do stuff for you because I love you so much and we are on our honeymoon, baby."

I set down my dish since I was done eating. "Just don't go out of your way, okay?"

"Bella, please let me shower you with love and affection."

His words hit me straight in the heart and the look on his face was spellbinding.

I did not care what he had planned since I only wanted him.

"Edward, you amaze me. I love you so very, very much."

"I love you, beautiful," he said against my lips before kissing me.

It was a gentle kiss, his tongue softly stroking mine.

I moaned as I felt his hand run over my back.

I could not wait to get back from the spa.

"What are you going to have done at the spa? You're not cutting your hair are you?" he asked as he ran his hand through it.

"No, maybe just a trim. I know you like how long it is."

And I liked how he held it when I sucked his cock.

"Did you need to call ahead to set your appointment?" he asked as I was lost in thought.

"Yes. May I borrow your phone so I can do that please?"

After he brought it to me, I set the appointment, and we kissed until the car arrived; reluctantly, I left, but he promised a surprise when I returned.

It was a short drive to the spa, and once the car stopped I got out and handed the driver a tip, even though he said it wasn't necessary.

He told me to call when I was finished and he'd pick me back up.

I thanked him and walked into the spa, looking around at the women that worked there, I felt a bit out of place because everyone of them was beautiful and very tan unlike me.

"Good Morning," a tall blonde woman said to me.

"Good Morning, Jane," I said looking at her nametag. "I'm Bella Cullen and I have an appointment this morning."

"Ah .. yes, Mrs. Cullen, I have you down here. What were you wanting to get done?"

"I was thinking of getting a Brazillian wax, maybe a manicure and pedicure. If possible a little bit of a trim," I said quietly.

"We can do all of that, Mrs. Cullen," she said as she led me back to one of the rooms.

"Please remove your clothes and put on this robe, Gianna will be here in a moment to get you ready for your wax, and then I'll come and do the mani and pedi," she said as she left the room.

I took off my clothes and slipped into the robe as I sat down to wait, I was extremely nervous.

What if he didn't like it? Oh god, why did I want to do this again?

I nearly chickened out, as this tall, beautiful dark blonde woman walked in. "Hi, I'm Gianna."

"Hey. I'm Bella. Is this going to hurt?"

"There is a mild stinging sensation, but you will be pleased with the results."

"Okay," i said as she began getting some wax ready.

"Go ahead and take off the robe and lie on the table."

"Can...can I have sex afterward?"

"Yes, yes you can, but expect to feel everything more intensely" she said with a smile.

"Thank god," I said as I let out a breath.

"Are you married?" she asked as she moved my legs apart a bit.

"Yes, to a very wonderful man," I said as I concentrated on how Edward would react to my bare skin.

She began applying the wax. "That's a shame. A girl as pretty as you would be perfect for me.

"Wh...what are you talking about?" I asked her, and I hoped she wasn't implying that.

"You have a beautiful body, and I would love to have you all to myself."

"Look, I'm only here to get this done. You can keep your ideas to yourself."

"If you ever change your mind," she said as she put the paper over my skin, "I'll be right here."

She ripped the paper off...fuck that hurt like hell, but I was in too much pain to think about the fact that she hit on me.

Thank goodness she didn't say anything else, and I wanted for her to finish so I could get out of this room.

Several minutes later, she announced that she was done; I quietly thanked her and slipped the robe back on before going into the changing room.

Once I was in there, I had the chance to see how I looked in the mirror...holy shit, Edward would love this.

My skin was super sensitive now, more than it had been before.

The pain was diminishing slowly as I thought about how much he would love this.

I walked out of the room and Jane met me. "Are you ready for your trim now?"

"Yes, that would be great."

She guided me over to a chair and one of the hair stylist began brushing through my hair.

We talked about my job as a teacher; I missed the kids and I wondered how they were doing.

But I was so happy to be here because I had everything I could want.

I would have to remember to pick up some little souvenirs for them.

When she finished, Jane led me over to the manicure and pedicure area.

I kept my choices simple...soft pink for my fingernails and red for my toes.

It felt good to relax and be pampered, but I was aching to be near my husband again.

As soon as we were done with the treatments, I called the driver and I waited in the lobby for him to pull up.

practically ran out of the door when he pulled up to the curb;he drove off as soon as I was buckled up.

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The second the car stopped, I was out the door and walking quickly to the front door.

Edward opened it and pulled me into his arms, his mouth all over mine.

"I missed you so much, baby."

"Missed you, too," I told him as our foreheads were touching.

He ran his fingers through my hair. "Did you really get a trim? I don't see anything really different, but it looks beautiful."

"I think she cut cut off maybe an inch, but I really can't remember that well," I said as I was getting lost in him again.

"How do you feel about some private time now for the two of us?" he asked with a smile.

"Mmmm, yes please...I've been craving your touch ever since I left," I told him as he kissed the top of my head.

"Wait right here for me on the bed."

He went into the bathroom, and I wondered what he was doing in there for me

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Edward opened the door and gave me a very sexy grin. "Come on inside, Bella."

I walked in there to find that the bathtub was surrounded by candles and filled with bubbles.

"Let me undress you, sweet girl." he said when I turned to thank him for doing this for us.

I was suddenly nervous...what if he didn't like it? There was no way I could undo it.

He must have seen it in my eyes. "What's wrong? Is this not okay?"

"I have a small surprise for you that you may not like."

He was quiet for a few seconds. "Baby, whatever it is, I will love it. You have no reason to be anxious."

He reached out and pulled my shirt over my hand.

"Beautiful," he said as he slid his fingers around the fabric of my bra.

He unclasped it and let it fall to the floor.

"Simply gorgeous..." he murmured as he brushed his lips over my nipples and cupped my breasts in his hands.

I moaned as he flicked his tongue over the hardened peaks.

He unzipped my shorts, allowing them to fall to the floor.

"You need to get undressed," I told him. "And I'd love to help you."

I took his shirt off as he smiled at me; his erection was pressing against the fabric of his shorts.

I reached out my hand and gripped it. "Mine," I said as I rubbed my fingers over it.

"It's all for you, Bella...only you," he said as I took his shorts down.

He had forgone his boxers, and when I looked up at his face. he gave me a smile that got me even wetter.

"I take it you like that?"

"More than words can say," I responded as I ran my hand over his long, thick shaft.

"It's not fair that you still have your panties on, baby."

"Then take them off me, Edward," I said as I mustered up all of my confidence.

I took a deep breath as he pulled them down my thighs, and his eyes were on my bare pussy.

"Holy shit, Bella. Is this...fuck, so...fuck" he said and before I could ask him anything, his mouth and his hands were all over it.

"Mmmmmm, don't stop..fuck, don't stop," I moaned as I reveled in how much more intense this was.

He curled his fingers deep inside me and I closed my eyes as my orgasm hit me hard.

'Edward...I,,,I...fuck."

My head was moving back and forth on the wall as my cum ran over his face, his fingers.

Once I regained my ability to breathe, he stood up.

"I don't know what made you decide to do that, sexy girl, but I fucking love it."

"I was hoping for that reaction," I said breathlessly.

"Let me get you into this tub so I can bury myself inside you," he said and moments later, we were settled in, our mouths in a deep kiss.

I could taste myself on him and it was deeply erotic.

"Only you get me this hard, beautiful," he said as I grabbed his cock hard.

He lifted my breast to his lips. "Fucking gorgeous."

I moaned when he began sucking my nipple, but he lingered before moving to the other one.

I was overcome with a longing for him to fuck me hard.

"Edward, take me like you did in the ocean, please."

"My pleasure, baby...all my pleasure," he responded when he set me over his hard cock, letting it fill me to the brim.

He began moving inside me. "Wrap your arms around my neck, princess, and lean back. Don't be afraid because I won't let you fall."

He laid me back into the water; one of his hands was on the small of my back, and the other was cupping my ass.

Edward kept brushing up against the spot that would make me come undone.

I was panting over the incredible sensation of his cock pumping in and out of me.

"Mmmmmmm, please...don't stop."

"Never, sexy girl, god, you...you feel so fucking good."

I began pulling him further inside my pussy as I felt my orgasm beginning.

Deep erotic pleasure took hold of my body and I began to tremble in response.

"You feel so good, Bella...so amazing, so fucking perfect," he said as he continued to take me as I held onto his body. "Fuck, baby...I'm...I'm."

I could feel his cock grow harder, and he came inside me, his cum hitting my walls.

"I love you so much, princess," he whispered after a few minutes.

"I love you, too, Edward," I said as we held each other for several minutes until the water became cold.

"Let's get out of here now and go relax in bed," he told me and I Iet him know I needed to snuggle with him.

He got out first, grabbed some towels, and as soon as I was out, he wrapped me in one.

Once we were done, he scooped me up in his arms to carry me out of the bathroom; whenever he did this, I felt so precious.

Once we were in bed, he removed the towels and covered me up with a blanket. "Is this better, baby?"

"Mmmm, I just need you to lie next to me and hold me close," I said before he laid down and I snuggled under his chin.

He wrapped his arms around my body while I ran my fingers over his cheek.

"I love your stubble," I said as he looked down at me with a grin on his face..

" And I love everything about you, sweet girl," he whispered next to my lips just before we kissed softly for a few minutes.

"What made you decide to get a wax job?" he asked as his lips moved to my ear.

"I wanted to see how you would react to it, Edward."

"You look even more beautiful. I just don't like the thought of someone else touching you unless it's me or a doctor."

"A woman did it," I finally blurted out and I groaned when I thought about her.

"What's wrong? Would you rather it been a man?" he asked.

"Not at all, it's just...she hit on me, and I felt very uncomfortable."

"What is her name?" he said with anger flashing over his eyes

"I'm so very sorry...are you mad at me for this?"

"No, beautiful. I want to know who did that so I can talk with the manager. If a man did this, I would feel the same way."

"Her name was Gianna."

"Hold on for a few minutes because I need to make a phone call. I'll be right back so just relax."

He got out of bed and grabbed his phone before going into the other room.

He was gone for a few minutes, and I couldn't hear what he was saying very clearly.

But I was relieved he was not angry at me.

Minutes later, he walked into the room, his mood much more relaxed.

"What happened..is everything alright?" I asked as he came to my side.

"I spoke with the manager of the spa, and let's say Gianna is no longer employed by them," he said as he pulled me closer to him.

"You always take such good care of me, love."

"I will always take care of you, Bella, no matter what I have to do," he said as we held each other tightly.

"Can we snuggle for a little bit longer?"

"Yes, sweet girl. I wanted to ask you about an idea I had for tonight."

"Please tell me about your idea," I replied as I ran my fingers over his chest.

"How would like for us to have dinner on a moonlit cruise?"

"That sounds wonderful...you really are pampering me on our honeymoon."

I knew I had the right clothes, but I might leave the panties here for the night.

"Of course I had nothing else in mind other that doing just that," he began. "The boat leaves around 6, so we have about an hour till we have to leave."

"Mmmmm, well I know what we can do for a few minutes," I said as I began kissing him again all over his firm chest.

I closed my lips over his nipple as I nibbled it, and he moaned loudly as his fingers skimmed down my sides.

"Fuck, that feels so good," he murmured when I ran my nails over his chest as I moved down his body. "Bella, wh..what are you doing?"

"I'm getting ready to pleasure you, Edward because I want to more than you'll ever know."

"B.. but you don't have to," he said as I wrapped my hand around his very hard cock.

I moved between his legs and slid my hand up and down his cock. "Please let me... you do so much for me and I want to feel you in my mouth again."

I licked his tip as he watched me, and I knew damn well he wouldn't stop me now.

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"Fuck...I...fuck, that feels so good," he moaned as he laid his head back as I began to take him all the way into my mouth. "Baby..you're...oh shit...you're,"

I took him back as far as possible in my mouth when his cum hit my throat.

I licked him clean before I released him and moved back up to lay next to him.

"Bella, there are no words for how much I loved that."

He lifted my chin and placed several soft kisses on my lips.

My fingertips circled over his erect nipple and I gently pinched it as his mouth moved to my ear..

"Baby, what has you lost in thought?" he asked brushing some hair from my face.

"I was just thinking about how sexy you are, love."

"Not nearly as much as you are, Sweet girl."

I had forgotten about dinner. "Edward, don't we have to get ready to go soon?" I asked as I sat up.

"Yes, we need to get ready, but we'll have plenty of alone time later."

He got out of bed to get dressed, and I looked for just the right lingerie to wear tonight.

Once we were done, Edward called for the car and when it arrived he escorted me to the car holding my hand.