Author's Note: Sorry this chapter is slow and sucks, my amorous writing skills are lame. More drama in the next chapter.
Just Love Me
Chapter 21"Spencer, Arthur what are you two talking about? Knew what?"
"Paula's still alive," Spencer said looking directly at her wife.
"WHAT!" Ashley and Heather said.
"She came to visit me in the hospital." "Why?" Arthur asked.
"To see if her poison was working correctly. Humph, like I was going to give her another chance to inject me with something else."
Ashley could say nothing sitting next to Spencer, she was speechless. She sat in the limo stunned holding onto to her hand tighter.
"I'm sorry honey for not telling you. I wanted you and Ashley to be happy if not but for a little while without the thought of your mother coming after you again. I'm very sorry for not telling you. I was wrong, very wrong."
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Two days after her release from the hospital Spencer was feeling a little amorous. She wanted to make love to her wife.
"Is the baby asleep?" Ashley asked. "Yes, she is so adorable, like her mother," Spencer said making her way to where her wife was on the bed. Spencer wraps her arms around Ashley and begins kissing her neck, moving to her jaw tracing it with her tongue. "Hmm… Ashley you taste so good… I want you so bad." Ashley tenses up for a second than relaxes.
She turns her body towards Spencer and kisses her wife's open and waiting mouth, tongues dancing with each other. Spencer's hand moves to cup one of Ashley's breast rubbing the nipple with her thumb. "Hmm! Spencer… yes." Spencer got more aggressive with Ashley moans. She raises Ashley's t-shirt over her head, than places her mouth on Ashley's breast sucking, licking it. "Hmm! Ashley…" Spencer moans.
Ashley puts her hand on Spencer's chest feeling her heartbeat… "Spencer stop." "What's the matter Ashley," Spencer asks breathless.
"I…
is your heart okay for us to make love?" Ashley asks. "Sweetheart
I'm fine, my heart is good right now. Let me show you how good it
is," Spencer said seductively.
Spencer went back to ravishing
Ashley's breast, moving her hands down to Ashley boxers and pulling
them down. "I want you naked… now."
Again Ashley feels for Spencer's heartbeat, unable to get into the lovemaking mood, concerned about Spencer's weakening heart. "Spencer… stop." Spencer hops off the bed. "What is it Ashley, you don't want me to make love to you?"
"Spencer I don't want to hurt you by putting too much stress on your heart. Your heart might stop."
"Well, what better way to go than in the arms of my loving and sexy wife." Spencer was now lusting for her wife seeing her naked body lying on the bed inviting, waiting. Spencer rips off her clothes and climbs on top straddling Ashley's waist. Wasting no time she roughly opens Ashley slightly parted lips pressing her tongue in exploring. Moving down to the crook of Ashley's neck sucking, biting making Ashley cry out in pain.
"Aww!"
Spencer takes Ashley's lips again roughly biting her bottom lip. "Spencer… please," Ashley pleads. "Don't… I… I can't."
Spencer was not hearing her wife's cries. She wanted her badly now. She moves down Ashley's body roughly spreading her thighs wide apart to get better access. She slips a finger inside Ashley's wet center. "I know you want me Ashley, you are so wet." Than Spencer slips two fingers into Ashley roughly sliding them in and out.
"Spencer… PLEASE." Ashley shouts, now sobbing.
Spencer finally recognizes Ashley's voice. A voice not of love, but concern. She abruptly stops her attack on her wife and immediately gets off her. "Ashley… I'm so sorry. I didn't mean."
"I know Spencer," Ashley said now hugging Spencer. "It's okay."
"No! It's not okay. I was practically raping you. I'm sorry forgive me," Spencer said crying.
"Spencer I'm afraid, I don't want to lose you. If we make love…"
"Ashley you're not going to lose me. I need my wife to love me physically. I felt like you were rejecting me. Stop handling me like I'm a piece of glass, so fragile I'd break. Be my wife and love me. Whatever happens, happens. We have no control over anything life, we can't stop living or making love to each other. Please… Ashley." Now Spencer was cradling a sobbing Ashley in her arms. Both stressed and tired, they fell asleep.
Ashley woke up to feed the baby, normally Spencer is awake for the feeding but she was still asleep and Ashley did not want to wake her. She and the baby sat watching Spencer's sleeping form.
Ashley thoughts wondered as she was feeding the baby and watching her wife sleep. I love Spencer with all my heart. What will I do if she should die before she can get the heart transplant? What will we do little munchkin, looking down at Sydney suckling on her breast. I wanted her just as badly as she wanted me but I was so afraid her heart might not take the stress of our lovemaking. But she can't live without love, looking down at her little one now sleep.
She may die even if we don't touch each other, she could go in her sleep like she's doing right now than I've defeated the purpose trying to extend her life. I want to make love to my wife and show her how much I love her.
Ashley climbs back into bed after putting little Sydney back to bed and cuddles into her wife naked, trusting that everything will be alright. Ashley kisses Spencer's ear then uses her tongue to trace the outer edge while using her hand to cup one of Spencer's breast squeezing and pulling at the nipple. "Hmm! Ashley…" Spencer moans turning onto her back to look at her wife. "Spencer I love you and I want you."
"Ashley…" Spencer said pushing Ashley onto her back, she moves on top of her kissing her neck, every part of her face. Than kisses her lips softly but demanding. Spencer's hands began to roam boldly over Ashley's body, trailing her hot tongue down Ashley's neck slowly sucking, biting. Ashley pressing her body into her wife's feeling the heat emanating from both of them.
All the while Spencer's body laid on top, Ashley could feel the beat of her wife's heart, the beat that made her feel secure, the beat that made her sleep at night, the beat that belonged to the woman she deeply and unconditionally loved.
Ashley raked her fingers through her wife's hair bringing her face down to hers kissing her lips again, "I love the softness of your lips," Ashley said. She rolls Spencer over putting herself on top kissing Spencer's open mouth relishing in the heat of it. Trailing wet kisses down her naked body, "you are so beautiful," she said. Making Spencer repeatedly moan her name. Ashley went further spreading her legs apart desperately wanting to taste the wet heat she was releasing. "Ashley… now please. Ugh!… yes… almost, Ashley!" trailing kisses back up Spencer's body moving her lips to the crook of her neck sucking the skin where she could feel her wife's pulse beating.
"Thank you Ashley. Trust me I am fine, everything's going to be alright." Spencer said gazing deeply into Ashley's eyes getting lost. Spencer began kissing Ashley passionately, hungrily. Her tongue exploring every crevice of Ashley's now hot mouth, sucking the remnants of her own ecstasy from her wife's tongue.
"Spencer… touch me," Ashley moaned. Spencer sucks on her wife's ear lobe, leaving wet kisses down her neck, biting, sucking, marking her territory.
"Hmm… Spencer… Yes."
Spencer kisses Ashley's mouth again greedily, demanding while spreading her legs apart with the movement of her own legs feeling the heat from Ashley's wet center. Spencer slides her hand alone the sides of Ashley's body moving to that wet destination that Spencer so desperately craved. Reaching it she immediately pushes two fingers inside Ashley's soaked center. "Ugh…shit… yes… more."
Spencer cups her other hand underneath Ashley's ass running a finger down the middle. Sliding a finger in between the cheeks, touching… Ashley's hips buck. "Aw!… Spencer," Ashley screamed arching her back, body now shaking with passion, her head pressed hard against the pillow her head laid on. "Spencer…please." She knew her wife wouldn't last much longer, hearing her pleads moved her fingers faster adding a third finger making Ashley delirious. Still fingering her wife's ass, mouth on her wet center and fingers now pushing in and out sent Ashley over the edge. "Ughh!… shit… Spencer…yes…"
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Morning came with the sun shining itself on the still naked bodies cuddled together. "Good morning beautiful," Spencer said kissing her wife softly on the lips.
"Good morning to you my sweet. Thank you for this morning," Ashley whispers. "Spencer I never ever want to deny myself from you again. I love you so much. I was just afraid the lovemaking would be too stressful."
"It's okay sweetie I understand. I'm sorry for not understanding what you were going through. Please forgive my insensitivity."
Knock, knock.
"Just a minute," Ashley says as she gets up off the bed putting a robe on, opening the door.
"Good morning, Mrs. Garth."
"Good morning, Ms. Ashley I thought you might want little Sydney with you here, since it's feeding time."
"Thank you," Ashley said.
"I'll come back for her in a couple of hours, is that okay?"
"Yes that would be fine. Thank you."
"Ms. Spencer, good morning to you too."
"Good morning, Mrs. Garth."
Spencer gets out of bed putting her robe on. Sits in the chaise lounge making room for Ashley and the baby. Ashley opens her robe to let little Sydney suckle on her breast while Spencer holds her daughter's little finger pressed against Ashley's breast sending sparks through Ashley and Spencer's bodies.
"I love you Sydney Alicia," Spencer said watching her suckle. Moving her eyes to her wife's kissing her cheek softly and "I love and adore you my wife."