This Love

A/N – Epilogue. In Jacob's point of view. Slight warning! Jacob swears quite a bit!

Goals – To thank all the reviewers at the end of the chappy.

Disclaimer – I do not own Twilight.

Epilogue – Twilight Galaxy (Metric)

One of the hardest things in life is watching the person you love, love someone else.
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Jacob's POV

I used to think the phrase 'Fuck my life' was the story of my life. I mean really. First, my mom dies, then I grow up – which is never much fun, and then I explode into a fur ball and watch this amazing girl choose a vampire over me.

Then I met Nadia. Who is, well, she's my imprint. Obviously I think she walks on water and shits rainbows. After that, Amazing girl, let's name her Bella, gets married to a fucking vampire, lets name him Edward, and that brings me to where I am now.

I'm surrounded by the stinky gang of bloodsuckers, forcing a smile on my face as Amazing Girl turned Vampire Bella crushes a boulder with one hand. She turns to me with a cheesy grin.

"Pretty cool, huh?" she laughs. Her eyes are still red despite the recent hunting trip she returned from. Her skin is alabaster white and she's fucking hot as hell.

Ass hole, No-respect-for-privacy, mind reading douche bag Edward growls at my thoughts. Dude chill. I'm head over heels in love with Nadia. Edward rolled his eyes.

"Freaky, Bella." I commented. She isn't amazing girl Bella anymore. Instead, all my instincts were screaming "Kill her! She's a bloodsucking demon!" But… We had a sworn truce! All because Bella couldn't stand humanity, oh no! Not humanity! The horror! I'd rather be a Vampire – psh. Werewolves beat necrophilia any day. If it wasn't for that gang of meddling vampires!

I should really stop complaining. Nadia is fantastic. She made exploding into furryness almost bearable. There was a silver lining around all these god damn clouds.

"Do I smell bad to you?" Bella asked. My nose automatically wrinkled. Too sweet, too sickening.

"Yep. Like ammonia. It burns." I said honestly. She looked… pleased?

"Good. Then you won't mind me insulting you. You reek of the most god awful stench imaginable." Bella exclaimed. Oh yeah. I don't mind.

"That's my Bella. She politely warns the mutts when she's about to insult them." Edward Panties-in-a-bunch Cullen said fondly.

"Come inside." Vision-Spastic Alice commanded. "It's going to rain." I would believe her over the gay weatherman on TV any day. I liked Alice. Carlisle too. Emmett was good for video games.

Oh, what would I do without Blondie!

So, remember when I told you vampires smell? And they do. But wait until you get a whiff of their crypt! Nasty!

Alright… Alright. Enough Jake. You have been hanging around with Leah way too much.

"Are you going to eat here Jacob?" Bella looked at me with pleading, round, red eyes. How could I deny her? Note the sarcasm there…

"Nah. Emily is making all this stuff and Nadia and…" I trailed off. Bella smiled.

"Right. Wolfy stuff. I'll talk to you later Jake…" She hugged me; her arms really lose around me. Probably afraid she'll crush me.

Haughty I'm-So-Perfect Edward snorted. How ungraceful for a vampire. "That's exactly what she's afraid of."

"What?" Bella looked in between us.

I sighed, then forced out another smile. "Bye Bells." I made my way out the front door. Of course she followed.

"You don't like this, do you?" She muttered, looking at her shuffling feet.

"It'll take some getting used to." I said. "Right now I'm torn between killing you and taking you to Wal-Mart."

"Wal-Mart. Just like old times." She laughed, then turned serious. "I'm sorry."

"Don't even Bella. You are happy. I'm working on the happy part. Everything is perfect." I smiled at her, no longer forced. It was much easier to see her as the old Bella when she wasn't wrapped up in Edward.

"What were you and Edward talking about before I… woke up?" Her eyes were accusing.

"Oh that? You. I was doing a mini background check seeing as your dad isn't around to do that."

"Background check? I think it was a bit late for that..." We shared a laugh. "He asked you 'Why'. What was that about?" She asked nervously.

"He wanted to know what sort of gain I was getting from this truce. I responded with 'a happy Bella.' I guess he's a good guy."

Bella looked pleased. "I am happy!"

"Good." I smiled. "I better go, or I there won't be any food left for me to eat."

"Bye Jake. I love you – As family." Bella corrected herself hastily.

"Keep lying to yourself, sweetie." I joked, and then I jogged into the woods. Pants off, tied to my leg, and a wolf I become. I began running.

Running was the only time I could really breathe. Nothing was pressing down on my chest. No vampires fucking things up, no teasing wolfs; just me and my painful inner monologue.

Save it Jake – your thoughts could be made into a sitcom all by themselves. Leah. Goddamit, I was hoping for a peaceful run to Emily's. How were the leeches?

Smelly. Bella woke up.

Think I care?

No, but you could start. They are our alliances.

She ignored that last comment. I agree with you. Vampires fuck up everything. Leah was pissed off she was a wolf. It's a combination of the Sam, Emily, and Leah drama and the fact that she's frozen.

Yeah. Th- Out of nowhere, a rock hard force slammed into me. Jacob? Leah thought spastically. Strong arms wrapped around my chest and squeezed. My bones snapped, my lungs crushed, I could hardly muster up the air to yelp. I welcomed the darkness as the wolves began howling.

POOR READERS! The End of the book is one big Cliff hanger! Can you say… Sequel?

Well, this is officially the end. – sniff, sniff – Hopefully I will have a sequel up soon! Thank you all so much, I hope reading this story has been as fun as writing it was.

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