Forms of Love Chapter 21: It's all a dream, a twilight fanfic

A/N: Thank you all SO MUCH. Really I laughed my head off at the reviews I received yesterday. I love all you guys, I hope you know that!

So read on, so that you realise what comes next in the story.

Mwah mwah mwah, hehe – that's a clue to the upcoming plot.

21. It's all a dream

"Well that went well." I said to myself sarcastically. I followed Edward's figure, retreating back into the hall. I walked in and decided to stay at the back, some guys were staring at my legs and it was making me really paranoid. I was trying my hardest to pull my skirt down as far as possible but then I didn't want my ass showing!

Edward walked on stage, where Emmett and Jasper were setting up. Jazz was tuning his guitar. Edward picked up his guitar. As he slightly leaned forward I saw his muscles reflex, whoa, any male model would kill to have a body like his. Damn, it was like he had worn a tight shirt on purpose, just to show me what I would be missing when I returned to Phoenix.

I decide that I might as well take in everything about him since this would probably be one of the few times I would have to take in all of his beauty, perfection and godliness. I leaned at the back of the hall, watching every single move that he made. He leaned in to tell Jazz and Emmett something; they looked confused at first but then nodded their heads. His amazing voice rang around the whole room,

"Hey New York." He said and everyone screamed and went wild.

"We're so glad we could be up here today. Enjoy the music. Hit it Em…" Emmett started with a few introductory drumbeats followed by his and Jasper's guitar strumming. His angelic voice began, I quickly recognised the song as "Wake me up before you go-go-go" by Wham. I smiled, that was one of Rose and Alice's favourite songs.

Jitterbug
Jitterbug
Jitterbug
Jitterbug
You put the boom boom into my heart
You send my soul sky high when your loving starts
Jitterbug into my brain
Goes a bang bang bang till my feet do the same
If something's bugging you
If something ain't right
My best friend told me what you did last night
Left me sleeping in my bed
I was dreaming but I should have been with you instead

Wake me up before you go-go
Don't leave me hanging on like a yo-yo
Wake me up before you go-go
I don't want to miss it when you hit that high
Wake me up before you go-go
'Cause I'm not planning on going solo
Wake me up before you go-go
Take me dancing tonight
I wanna hit that high

You put the grey skies out of my way
You make the sun shine brighter than Doris Day
You turn a bright spark into a flame
My beats per minute never been the same
'Cause you're my lady I'm your fool
It makes me crazy when you act so cruel
Come on baby lets not fight
We'll go dancing everything will be alright

Cuddle up baby move in tight
We'll go dancing tomorrow night
It's cold out there but its warm in bed
They can dance, we'll stay home instead
jitterbug

The crowd had gone crazy, I had never seen such a huge group of people dance so wild. I was laughing and clapping and clicking my fingers in beat to the music. I don't think I was in such a condition to dance as crazy as the rest. I looked at my hands as the song ended, they weren't even red! From where I was stood, I could see Rose and Alice dancing and going wild like the crowd!

"Okay guys, the next sing is what we should all be doing right now." Edward said as the next song started. It was Everybody have fun tonight by Wang Chuang.

I'll drive a million miles
To be with you tonight
So if you're feeling low
Turn up your radio
The words we use are strong
They make reality
But now the music's on
Oh baby dance with me yeah.

Rip it up
Move down
Rip it up
Move it down to the ground
Rip it up
Cool down
Rip it up
And get the feeling not the word.

Ev'rybody have fun tonight
Ev'rybody have fun tonight
Ev'rybody Wang Chung tonight
Ev'rybody have fun tonight
Ev'rybody Wang Chung tonight
Ev'rybody have fun.

Deep in the world tonight
Our hearts beat safe and sound
I'll hold you so close
Just let yourself go down.

Rip it up
Move down
Rip it up
Move it down to the ground
Rip it up
Cool down
Rip it up
Get out what's inside of you

Ev'rybody have fun tonight
Ev'rybody have fun tonight
Ev'rybody Wang Chung tonight
Ev'rybody have fun tonight
Ev'rybody have fun tonight
Ev'rybody Wang Chung tonight
Ev'rybody have fun.

On the edge of oblivion
All the world is Babylon
And all the love and ev'ryone
A ship of fools sailing on
(Ev'rybody)
Ev'rybody have fun tonight
(Ev'rybody)
Ev'rybody have fun tonight.

Across the nation
Around the world
Ev'rybody have fun tonight
A celebration so spread the word.

Ev'rybody have fun tonight
Ev'rybody have fun tonight
Ev'rybody Wang Chung tonight
Ev'rybody have fun tonight
Ev'rybody Wang Chung tonight
Ev'rybody have fun tonight
Ev'rybody have fun.

Ev'rybody
Ev'ryone.

Wow, the crowd really loved them. They were all definitely having fun tonight and I could see Edward and Jazz definitely were. They were dancing and rocking on stage. Going nearly as wild as the crowd. Emmett always had a grin on his face. But, the next three songs, which the boys had yet to sing, were supposedly "slow" so Jazz told the crowd,

"You need to calm down a little for the next three songs or you'll have passed out by the end." He laughed and exchanged a nod with Edward. I wondered what had gone on between them. Suddenly the lights dimmed, and small specks of light were sent around the room. The room looked amazing. Edward's angelic voice sang, I felt his gaze on mine. His eyes were pleading with me to look at him, straight into his beautiful emerald eyes.

As his eyes locked with mine, I was unable to let go of the gaze. I saw emotions flowing in his eyes, anger, sadness and something else, which I couldn't name, even though I was at such a distance away. He ran his hand once through his hair, and began to sing. His voice was always the main one whilst Jazz and Emmett did background. His voice was so smooth, he sang "If I Let you Go".

Day after day
Time passed away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find
The courage to show to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before

And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me? (oh yeah)
How will I know
if I let you go?

Night after night I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you (no one like you)
You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)
It's such a shame we're worlds apart

I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me? (oh yeah)
How will I know
if I let you go ?

If I let you go ooooh baby
Ooooooooohhhhh

Once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
Ooooooooohhhhh

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
(close to me)
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
(oh yeah)
How will I know
(if I let you go?)
But if I let you go I will never know
(oh baby)
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
(oh yeah)
How will I know
if I let you go ?

I gasped at the end of the song. What the hell? I was having trouble breathing, practically hyperventilating. What was he talking about? Was it true? He didn't want me to leave? No, I shook that thought off. It was just a song, but it was one heck of a beautiful song.

The second song began, and Edward began singing again, without any pause, this song was "Why do I love you?"

Suddenly she's
Leaving
Suddenly the
Promise of love has gone
Suddenly
Breathing seems so hard to do

Carefully you
Planned it
I got to know just
A minute to late, oh girl
now I understand it
All the times we
Made love together
Baby you were thinking of him

"No." I whispered. That wasn't true, I never planned anything. Why was he doing this to me? My heart was practically bleeding in pain.

Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do

Ain't gonna show no
Weakness
I'm gonna smile
And tell the whole world I'm fine
I'm gonna keep my senses
But deep down
When no one can hear me
Baby I'll be crying for you

That was it, I dropped my gaze from his. The chorus was the part, which hurt me the most, Why do I love you. I was the one who loved him. He didn't love me. That couldn't be possible. I was just ordinary; he was the perfection of all things created. How could he possibly feel that way for me?

Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do

Can't go back
Can't erase
Baby your smiling face oh no
I can think of nothing else but you
Suddenly

Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do

Edward's eyes were still staring at my now lowered gaze intently. He whispered into the microphone,

"Last song." And began playing again. He seemed as lost for words as I was. The audience was swaying to the music, not knowing the truth behind it. Me? I was still at the back, hyperventilating and fighting back tears.

Baby, I know the story,
I've seen the picture,
it's written all over your face
Tell me, what's the secret that you've been hiding?
And who's gonna take my place?
I should have seen it coming,
I should have read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's all over

Chorus:
Can't believe that I'm a fool again
I thought this love would never end,
how was I to know?
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm a fool again,
and I who thought you were my friend,
how was I to know?
You never told me

Ugh, no, no, no. Fool again? I wished he could read my mind, I was begging him to stop. But his beautiful voice just carried on:

Baby, you should've called me,
when you were lonely,
when you needed me to be there
Sadly, you never gave me
too many chances to show you
how much I care
Ooh, should have seen it coming,
I should have read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's all over

Chorus

About the pain and the tears
Ooh, If I could,
I would, turn back the time
Ooh yeah I should have seen it coming
I should have read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's all over

The audience cheered and clapped and went wild. "We love you." They screamed. Emmett and Jazz were smiling but their smiles were confused. I knew I was about to cry, I needed some air. I saw Edward make his way through the crowd, coming towards me. His messy bronze hair was all that I could spot. That was when I ran full speed out of the hall. Back to the spot where I had spoke to Edward before.

I put my head in my hands, and sat down on the bench outside. I felt someone come out towards me; I already knew who it was without having to look up.

"Bella." He said my name so softly.

"Yes?" I asked, still not looking at him.

"Will you not look at me?" He asked. I shook my head, no, I wasn't going to let him see me like this. He already knew the affects he had on me, well he should have known, and by his choice of songs back there, well, let's just say I was lucky that I hadn't already passed out.

"Fine, but answer me this. Tell me the real reason you are leaving." I sighed,

"I can't keep the truth away from you no matter how embarrassing it is. I told you that I was leaving because I didn't want to cause more worry because of what had happened with Jacob and all my other unluckiness. I've seen how worried everyone gets, and I can't bear that. That was partly the truth." I admitted. He remained silent for me to carry on.

"The other reason was, that I can't live with you anymore. You probably haven't noticed, but every time I'm in your presence, every day that passes, I keep falling for you more and more." My vice dropped to barely a whisper. "And I can't live with someone who doesn't feel the same way for me. So rather than hurting, I might as well leave." I let the curls in my hair cover the blush that was forming on my face.

I had to look up to see his face, his expression was angry. I bit my lip, was he angry that I just admitted my love for him? Good going Bella. I was about to leave when he walked over to me and grabbed my hands in his. I gasped, taken aback. What was that supposed to mean?

"Are you blind Isabella?" He said. I winced, he reminded me of my father, scolding me. Whenever he did, he used my full name.

"Can you not see how crazy I am for you?" My eyes widened. This could not be true. I lowered my gaze from his.

"From the day I saw you, I was in love with you. So how can you say that I'm the one who doesn't love you? What I feel for you is so strong; I haven't felt this way for anyone. Do you know how hard it was for me, staying away from you those 2 weeks when you decided not to talk to me?" I gasped,

"You asked out Lauren and then she became you "girlfriend."

"Only because you never noticed me. I had to get some way for you to notice me, and even then, you didn't. If anything, I just got pushed away from you." His voice dropped to a whisper.

"I love you, Bella." He said huskily. My heart thumped so hard against my chest. I saw Edward leaning into me and then his lips crashed onto mine.

His lips were unbelievably soft and gentle. At first the kiss was slow, but then my hands found his soft bronze mess. One of his hands was on my waist as the other went behind my hair and lingered on my neck. Our lips moved together in synchronisation. His mouth was warm and sweet, so delicious. I never wanted to break apart. But after god knows how long, we both pulled apart and were gasping for air.

My head went into the crook of his neck whilst he rubbed small circles on my back. My breathing was sharp and ragged and every time I let out a breath, he would shudder. I chuckled at his reaction.

He whispered in my ear,

"I have been wanting to do that for so long." He said.

"Mmm, me too." I mumbled. Concentrating on how to breathe. He pulled my face up to his,

"You look beautiful tonight." He said, again huskily. His lips met mine again and we shared a passionate kiss,

"So do you." I moaned into his mouth. I felt his lips turn upwards and smile during the kiss.

"WHOOO." A loud yell came; I nearly screamed and jumped back from Edward, who also looked shocked. He turned around to growl at whoever it was had just spoiled our moment. I laughed at Emmett, it was him. Behind him Rose, Jazz and Alice clapped as they saw us.

"Finally." Rose mumbled and Alice pretended to wipe a fake tear from her eye. Jazz winked at me and I blushed.

"Yay, you finally kissed." Emmett sighed, overdramatically, with a hand on his heart.

"Yep and you ruined it." Edward said. I laughed, and Rose whacked Emmett's head.

"Alice, Rose, can I talk to you for a sec?" I asked. Might as well tell them the good news. I grabbed their hands and we walked a little further off so that we weren't in hearing distance. As soon as we were out of sight, all three of us jumped and squealed like kids. Alice and Rose were bouncing with excitement,

"SPILL." They yelled and so I told them. They were a little annoyed with me when I told them of my plan to leave but at the end Alice was nearly crying,

"Awwww, how romantic." She said.

"Yeah, at least they didn't need our help." Rose said. I looked at her questioningly,

"What do you mean?"

"Nothing." She said innocently.

"Forget it, I don't want to know." I said and shook my head. We shared a group hug and then they ran back inside, probably to go and tell Em and Jazz. I stayed there for a little while longer. I still kept thinking this was a dream, because it was just too good to be true. I felt two strong arms wrap around my waist,

"Why are you here alone?" He purred in my ear. He then kissed my neck, and started to trail kisses up to my chin, my cheek and then right underneath my ear. I gasped; well he sure did know how to work his magic on me. H

"Are you okay?" He stopped kissing me.

"Yeh, I am."

"Then why didn't you talk before?" He asked, worried. I laughed softly,

"You frequently dazzle me, making it hard for me to breathe, let alone talk." He chuckled, resting his head in my neck.

"Well, do you know how beautiful you look tonight? What with all that 'flesh' exposed. I don't know how I managed to sing up on stage." I blushed. He felt the heat and turned me around to face him, he gave me a crooked grin and placed a hand on my cheek.

He kissed me and said,

"I've always wanted to feel that blush that creeps up on your gorgeous skin." I rolled my eyes,

"Let's go inside." I mumbled before he distracted me again.

As we made our way inside, I said,

"So when did we make love?" Edward chuckled, remembering the lyrics of the song: All the times we made love together, Baby you were thinking of him.

"No, I guess we haven't. But I wouldn't hesitate." I froze as I forgot how to breathe. He laughed, and I blushed. I tried to change the subject,

"What about you and Tanya?" Curiosity got the better of me.

"Never." He shook his head. My eyes literally fell out my head. How could she have resisted someone so perfect in that way?

"Why, have you and Jacob?" He asked nervously.

"NO." I shook my head fiercely.

"Good." He sighed, relieved.

He put an arm around my waist and then we walked inside the hall. I had never felt so happier ever in my life.

"Edward."

"Hmm." He asked, glancing down at me.

"I love you too." I said. He gave me a breathtaking smile and then his lips were on mine again.

"I'm glad we match." He said, as we finally broke apart. His mouth had left a tingling sensation in mine. I couldn't even make sense of what he was saying.

"Match what?"

"You know, our clothes." He chuckled.

"Yes I am too. But why?" I asked, trying to make logic of what he meant.

"Because, everyone can know your mine." He said shyly, looking at me from under his eyelashes. I kissed his cheek,

"Oh right, well then, I'm glad too." On the outside I was smiling and calm but on the inside I was screaming I CAN'T BELIEVE HE CALLED ME HIS!

A/N: Awwww they finally kissed,

I'm practically dancing on my bed. Oops better stop, mum and dad are gonna think I'm Crazy!!!

By the way, I'm a HUGE Westlife fan, so the songs

If I let you go

Why do I Love You and

Fool Again

Are of Westlife.

Please listen to them, they are amazing. And then you'll understand how well they go with the story.

Because I was so kind enough to give you the first kissing scene, can you give me some reviews? * pout*

I'll be waiting.

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