Chapter 20

Lillian's POV

I had come to Seattle to find my brother and I found him….and his girlfriend. I could not believe that he could have a girlfriend seven years older than him….that's crazy. When I admitted that I….I was abused it brought tears to my eyes….thinking of how I spent so much time protecting Rosalie from them and taking….taking her beating.

I remember one of those times…..one time I couldn't save Rose.

Flashback

"No! She's 4! Don't you touch her!" I begged at the lady I was supposed to call my mother

She slapped my hands away from Rosalie and dragged her into the kitchen as Rosalie kicked and thrashed. She wasn't getting away. As I tried to scream for help the man I was supposed to call my father slapped his hand over my mouth. I tried to bite his hand but decided against it because his hand was so gross. Rosalie was slapped around from my mother and shoved a cleaning liquid down her throat until she spit it back up coughing.

End of small flashback

I couldn't save Rose that day, something's been wrong with her ever since she had all that put in her system. I got out of the house one night and couldn't save Rose but I told someone about how I had been abused –my sister to- from my parents, I think they finally did get her out of there when she was 5. Who knows where she would be now….

Rosalie's POV

I stared at my parents….well if I could call them that….they weren't really my parents. Nobody really knew that. I was abused by my real parents when I was 4 and 5 and put up for adoption and into foster care until Dave and Olivia adopted me. I love these people a lot….a lot more than my real parents…

"Rose honey?" Olivia –my mother- asked

"I'm fine Mom" I said

I was seven when I started calling them 'Mom and Dad' instead of 'Olivia and Dave', it lit up there world when that happened. They were taking me on a vacation of sorts for summer, I was going to have to face them again, I didn't want to do it *whimper*

"Honey you're not fine, if you don't want to face them again…." She said

I shook my head

"I have to do this Mom. If I don't do this now I never will…." I said

"You'll be fine, just….just know we'll always be here for you" she said

"I know Mom, I love you" I said

"I love you too honey" she said

I don't know why I had to visit my real parents often in jail but apparently I did, and I hated it….every single minute of it. I hate life…and this….yes defiantly this.

Bella's POV *Promise it's the last!*

I sat on the couch, the one I didn't know we had in our little hotel room. It didn't have a TV but I had my laptop and some movies, we were watching an older movie –the breakfast club-. Edward didn't really watch it and dozed off a a few times but I nudged his arm and he was up, he was snoring by the middle of the movie and I sighed closing my laptop and snuggling up to him on the couch.

"Edward" I said nudging on his shoulder

He peeled his eyes open to look at me

"Hmm?" he asked

"I need to see a doctor Edward, I cant not see one" I said

"Hmm okay" he said lazily trying to go back to sleep

"Edward! Its 3 in the afternoon" I whined

"You're bored" he mumbled

"Hmm….you fell asleep during the movie so I suppose you didn't enjoy it" I said

"I've just seen it" he said

"Oh" I said

"About….the baby…." He said

"I need to know for sure how far I am, when I'm due, etc." I said

"Then lets make this appointment to see our baby" he said now fully awake

~the next day~

I tapped my foot on the ground nervous, I was going for my first scan today and I'm scared shitless. What if I turn out to be a bad mother when he/she is born? What if…..what if Edward leaves me?

"You'll be fine" Edward whispered as I squeezed in his hand

My name was called a few minutes later and I squeezed Edward's hand even harder.

"I hear you suppose you're pregnant" the nurse said

"I know I'm pregnant" I said

First she told me to pee in a cup so that they could confirm my pregnancy and I did so, so embarrassing! The doctor came in 10 minutes later and confirmed my pregnancy, something I knew for a fact. I was nervous as hell when I was told to lift up my shirt so he could get a better look at my baby. The gel was freezing and I shivered

He waved the wand around for a little bit but was frowning

"Seems you've come in a little late here Ms. Swan, you're 13 weeks along already" he said

13 weeks…I had 27 more to go of this pregnancy.

"Can we hear the heartbeat yet?" I asked curious

"You should be" he said

He waved it around more until he got a steady heartbeat of the baby.

"Here's heartbeat 1" he said

"H-Heartbeat one?" I asked

The doctor just grinned,

"You're carrying twins congratulations" he said

I didn't hear much more, just my boyfriend dropping to the floor passing out. I didn't blame him, the pregnancy wasn't…..wasn't planned and now we're having two babies! I knew it, mother instinct.

"You're due date is December 5th" he said

"Thank you" I said

I waited in the room as he walked off to do something else and I had to wake my boyfriend. I decided to go into the nearest bathroom and grab a glass of water. I threw it on his face and he was immediately awake

"Damnit Bella, what was that for?" he asked

"You passed out" I said

"Oh…." He said

"I'm sorry" I said

He stood from the ground a minute later and hugged me close

"Its not your fault" he said

"But…." I said

"But nothing. You didn't create our babies by yourself" he said

"Love you" I said

"Love you too" he said kissing me

I have no excuse for this late update! But I do actually...my computer kind of...uh...died? So i had to get a new one :)

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