Spencer's POV

"This is starting to get ridiculous Spencer and you know it" Rachel says. "He's getting out of control and you know it! I hate seeing you hurt, I hate seeing you like this" I hear everything she is saying. I close my eyes tight trying to forget everything as I lay on her bed, I try and forget the pain, the thoughts, I try and forget everything but nothing works. "I can see it in your eyes Spencer, the pain, you smile but sometimes it isn't real." I sigh, shes right. "You got to do something"

"I can't" I sigh. "I can't" I hear her sigh but she doesn't say anything and I am grateful for that. "Lets do something" I tell her opening up my eyes.

"Like what" she looks at me, her eyes questioning me.

"Anything, lets just do something" I tell her getting up from her bed. I don't have to say it again because she grabs her car keys and were gone. I'm grateful for her.

"SO where we going" I finally ask her. We have been driving for almost an hour.

"Um very good question" She says and we both laugh.

"I cant believe we have been driving for an hour with no idea where we are going"

"Well you said you wanted to go "anywhere" She says rolling her eyes.

I laugh at her "I didn't think you were going to take it so serious"

"Okay well, I don't know" she says laughing. "Lets go to the end of the world and back" she says laughing. "No NO wait Area 51!"

"Okay calm down psycho" I say laughing.

"Come on Spence I mean its like what 8n hours top to get to Az plus another 4 or 5 to get to Area 51 and.."

"No" I say cutting her off laughing. "Were not going to go see some alien thingy"

"Alien thingy" she asks like she is offended.

"Yes Alien thingy!"

"You know what.." Before she can finish her sentence her engine starts to make some weird nose. We end up pulling over.

"I think we broke it" Rachel says. I don't even bother to reply I get out of the car and go look at the engine.

"Okay try now!" I scream to her.

The engine makes a noise but doesn't start. Yup were screwed.

"So what now!" she asks getting out of the car.

"We are going to have to call someone for a ride?'' I say uncertain.

"But who" she asks. Theres only one person that really comes to my mind

2 and half hours later.

"She tired huh" She says.

"yeah Rachel had a long day" I say laughing.

"Yeah driving is tiring." She says following my sarcasm.

"Thanks again Ashley for coming to pick us up" I say looking at her.

"No problem." She says. "So where were you guys going anyways?" she asks

"Nowhere"

"Spence?"

"I just wanted to get away" I say looking away from her, staring out the car window.

"Is everything okay" Her words are caring.

"Yeah" I say still not looking.

"I'm always going to be here for you Spencer. I mean I know I don't know whats going on but I'm here for you" she says placing her hand on my.

"Thank you" I tell her looking at her again and she is looking at me. Her eyes go back on the road. Her hand stays on mine for the rest of the ride home.

Hope you guys like it! I kind of wanted to add more to this chapter but I decided to save it for the next chapter