A/N: Okay I'm seriously sorry for not updating last Sunday. I did write a chapter but after reading it a few times I realized that it was horrible and you guys didn't deserve that so I erase it and write another one and hopefully I will updated on Sunday. So hope you guys enjoy this chapter!

Oh and also this chapter is dedicate to 1IzzyHenderson who want a little of Logan angst

Disclaimer: I obviously don't own Big Time Rush .

Chapter: 21

It has been a long time since the plane crash or at least it felt like it.

They were tired, hungry and thirsty. They had only survived in that place with coconuts and other types of fruits and things were not getting better.

Logan walked inside of the small shelter and saw his friend James laying there with a frown on his face.

"Hey…" he greeted his friend who turned his head toward the sound of Logan's voice but he moan at the pain that shot through his head.

"…hi" James said when the pain cease a little.

"How are you filling dude? You look a little pale." Logan said giving the boy a concern look, a frowning at the boy pale complexion.

"I'm fine…just a little hungry." James said quietly making Logan frown, he wish he could something for his friend but he was helpless on the situation. Then an idea pop in his head.

"Don't worry buddy I will bring you food." He said determinate.

"How?"

"I'm smart I will find a way Jamie." He said giving the hurt boy a smile.

"My head hurts…" James whimpered gripping his head and rubbing it a little.

"I know buddy…but soon they are going to find us and then we are going back home and your head is not going to hurt anymore."

"Promise?"

"Promise."

Logan gave James a reassuring smile before he step out of the shelter. He want to screamed so bad things where not getting better. First, Carlos was rebuilding his walls the one that stop Logan from getting closer to the truth or worst his heart. Kendall was still his gullible self not seeing that his best friend was suffering in silent. And there was James, the boy had a concussion and Logan Mitchell the future doctor couldn't do anything only wait for a miracle that might or not became true.

The boy saw his friends Kendall and Carlos sitting side by side talking quietly to each other Logan couldn't help but frown at the fact that Kendall had the trouble boy in front of him and he still didn't notice the way the Latino would hide his arm from him or how his tan fingers were blood stained.

He wished he could helped his trouble friend so bad but he couldn't make him stop but he was sure that his going to be there every step he make to help him stop even when the boy didn't want his helped. He was going to help him.

He sighed and walked inside of the woods without the boys finding out if they knew that h had been walking alone in this place they would probably freak and give him a lecture and that couldn't happened his was the one supposed to give lectures about security and here he was ignoring his own advise about not separating from the group.

But he had to do this if he didn't clear his mind he would probably burst at any minute and beside he needs to find food for his friends.

He grabbed a colorful flower and started leaving a trail he wasn't going to be stupid and get lost because then he would be in big troubles, when he couldn't heard the ocean anymore he sat on a rock and looked down at his dirty jean.

What are we going to do? Everything is so messed up.

Logan thought .

He just wanted answer to his question.

Why was life so difficult? Things should be easy they were just teenagers they shouldn't be leaving this. They really should not.

He frown and grab a stone from the ground and throw it with all his strength, something colorful caught his eyes, something colorful. Curiously he stood up and made his wave toward it. A smile spread on his face when he realized what the things were .They were fruits. He laughed to himself and eagerly grabbed the fruit.

He stop when he heard something weird on the bushes, he grabbed another slowly. He raised an eyebrow when he heard the noise again but then something appeared in front of him looking him directly in the eye and his body froze.

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"Did you hear that?" Carlos asked snapping his head toward a noise.

"No?" Kendall replied looking confuse.

"Really? I swear I heard something." He assured his blond friend.

"What did you heard?"

"Someone scream…" but before Kendall could said anything Carlos stood up and run toward the shelter. Kendall raised an eyebrow and stood up as well and saw the Latino turned around with unreadable expression.

"Where's Logan?" Carlos asked looking around, Kendall looked around to and soon he felt something built at the tip of his stomach and he started to worry.

"I don't know he should be here!" Kendall said a little too loud and storm toward the woods.

"Kendall! Wait! You don't know where he is!" Carlos screamed running after the blond.

"I don't care! We need to find Logan!" Kendall yelled his leader mode acting up.

"But Kendall! Wait for me!" The Latino screamed running faster to catch the boy pace.

"Then hurry up!" and he did but his body collided with another one, when Kendall stop walking and completely froze making Carlos stand still.

"Did you hear that?" Kendall asked nervously.

"Yeah…"

"LOGAN! WHERE ARE YOU?" The blond screamed for his lost friend his body filling with fear when he hear it again, someone sobbing in the distant.

"I hear it again…" Carlos whispered scare and Kendall nodded.

"Come on…" He grabbed the boy left wrist and started jogging toward the sobbing sound.

Carlos whimpered at the sudden contact his face twisting with pain by the tight gripped coming from Kendall but he managed to stay at the same pace as the blond boy and not tripped on his feet.

The sobbing sound closer and closer until the two saw him.

"LOGAN!"

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A/N: What do you guys think happen to Logan? Do you guys hate a gullible Kendall?

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