Ok, I wasn't planning on posting this till like, next week. But I got a couple of replies and y'all seemed a bit, confused about the way Bella reacted, so here's an explanation, of sorts.

BPOV

"It's been 3 weeks Alice." I heard Roses voice say softly from my door way as the checked on me for the 10 billionth time. I opened my eyes but didn't make a move to show them that I was awake; let them think what they want. It doesn't matter. Nothing matters anymore.

"Im really worried about her." Alice said back, her voice void of its normal happiness. Instead it just sounded sad and worried.

I closed my eyes and tried to sleep, instantly regretting it but it was too late. I was in the ballet studio again. there was fire all around me. I look up, frantically searching for Edward. I saw him, standing in the doorway, a pained look on his face, so similar to that night it scared me. "Bella. As much as I want to I can't do this..." he said his voice breaking as he turned and walked away.

As he did a high beam fell from the roof, pinning me to the floor as the flames engulfed me. "Edward!" I screamed out. Then suddenly a bright light engulfed me as I head voices calling to me.

"Bella!" I recognized the voice, it was Alice. I sat up violently, my chest heaving.

"It's ok Bella." She whispered to my helping me lay back down. I closed my eyes again. It isn't all ok. He didn't want me just like mom didn't want me.

No I will not think about her. I screamed in my mind, but it was too late.

Flash Back

There stood a 6 year old me tugging on my mom's hand.

"Mom pleeeeease can I have an ice cream con, ph-leeese." I begged, pointing at the 25c treat next to the check out we were lined up at.

"No Isabella." She snapped, turning away from me as tears started to silently fall down my face.

Once we were outside she turned to me and sighed.

"Bella. As much as I want to I can't do this..." she said.

She gave me a $1 note from her bag. "go get an ice cream." She said, pointing back towards the shop we just entered.

I was so excited, I ran into the shop and quickly grabbed one. I smiled at the lady at the checkout when I paid her and she smiled sadly back at me. I ran outside the store.

I looked around for mom, but she wasn't there.

That was the last time I saw my mom.

Ok so I hope that explained to you a little bit why Bella freaked out so much.

Im sorry if this story is getting to deep for you, this isn't really how Bella and I planed it, but its stopping it from ending up a typical oh they fall in love and get married and have pretty babies type of story..

Love

Bree.

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