Hey everyone, I've been reading a lot of other fanfics lately and have noticed that it's easier to read people talking in that format that I've used this chapter. Tell me if you like it. I'm sorry that I didn't post yesterday, I was at a wild party and didn't get home till late at night, so yeah. Also, Sam's dad just got home from the war at the start of summer, this is different in the game as he arrives in the second year, but I feel it will add to the story if he is in the story now. Anyway please review, reviews are the only thing that keeps me writing and any review helps. Enjoy the next chapter (It's gonna entirely be in Jason's perspective) Bye!
He left. 'I enjoyed Sam's company, he was always so cheery and upbeat. It brightened my day whenever he started a conversation with me, He always had topics to talk about. It's like he has a speech prepared every time, but that's not the case, at least I hope not. He wasn't that bad looking which helped his case. I was pretty sure he wasn't gay, but he's always hanging out around Sebastian though. Sebastian was Sam's opposite so I couldn't figure out how they could become such good friends. Then again, I was in a romantic relationship with Alex so I shouldn't be talking' I thought to myself. I shook my head a little as if trying to get that idea out of my head. 'I shouldn't be thinking about Sam, I should be thinking of what we're gonna be serving at the wedding and all that stuff….'
I got up and opened a drawer in my dresser, looking for a notebook. I find one green lined 8x10 1/2 notebook, I was a little curved by being in an awkward position for so long, but it would be sufficient. I took a pencil out and opened to a random page of the notebook. I put the pencil down onto the paper, but I fell short. Tears started welling up in my eyes and started to roll down my face and onto the page. I brought my hands up to my face and started to think 'I need to stop crying! I've cried a lot this past month, probably the most in my life. I know a lot of it has been out of joy, but now that I think of it, most of it has been out of pain, fear, anger, or sadness. All of it has been caused by Alex too, including the good tears. Is this what relationships are like? Taking both the good and the bad, and putting it aside for just one person. Giving up some of your needs and wants to be with them. Sharing horrible and beautiful moments, but only to have them replaced by others of the same nature? So why is it worth it to be with them? Because they're doing the same for you, that's why. It's always going to be difficult between Alex and me, but at least it's better than facing it alone. I sniffed and wiped away tears. During this, there was another knock at the door.
*pak* *pak* *pak* getting up to answer it I start thinking 'Why the fuck are there so many goddamned people coming to house, two days ago none of you cared about me.' it had only been an hour since the last visit, so I was still reluctant to open the door, but I opened it anyways. It was Abigail and Sebastian who were both looking extremely nervous. I wave my hand towards my house, gesturing them in. They were both awkward even when walking, they were walking stiffly, and were practically stiff as a board. I smirked a little bit
"Why are you two walking like that? I mean I'm not gonna bite your head off. Loosen up a bit!" I exclaimed
They both let their shoulders relax a bit, but not too much so that they didn't let their guard was like they were fucking twins. Sebastian talked first "It's mainly because we don't know you all that much, and from what we've heard you're pretty scary."
I raised an eyebrow "Well who's saying these things?"
They quizzically looked at each other, then Abigail said: "it's mainly been Hailey and Emily."
I practically screamed, instead I just angrily blurted out "Of course, Emily has always been nice to me so either she's been brainwashed by Hailey, or she just wasn't as nice as I thought…"
Abigail just shook her head "It's probably the first, she's not the sharpest knife in the drawer."
Sebastian agreed "A rock's probably smarter than her…"
We all laughed a little bit, then silence. I broke it by saying awkwardly "Are you two a thing? I mean you guys both came to me at the same time, so I'm just assuming…"
They both turned red out of embarrassment, then Abigail (A/N I'm just gonna start calling her Abby, cool? cool.) said: " No, mainly because he's in a relationship with Sam."
Sebastian added to her comment, a bit more rudely than I liked "But we're not gay like you and Alex, we're both Bi."
I gave him an annoyed look and said: "Well,Alex and I are Bi too, so you're wrong." I then turned back into a happy look "But wait a minute, you and Sam are an item?"
He nodded and said "But, don't tell his parents, they aren't as….accepting as everyone else is. Keep it on the down low, though, only the people our age know. Which is for the best, because people our age are less harsh when it comes to these kinds of relationships. Except for penny, she's a little sheltered, though, Pam keeps a lock down on her. Anyway, the reason for us being here is so that we could tell you that we support you through anything you go through yadda yadda yadda etc." he finished the sentence sarcastically, but I knew what he meant and was actually touched that he came all the way to my house to tell me that.
He started walking towards the door and said: "We should probably get going now."
Abby said one more thing before she left "Bye! Also, beware of Sam's dad, he's kinda...judgemental of you two. Not in a good way. He said to my dad earlier today he would be paying you a 'visit'." Abby quickly caught up to Sebastian.
I started to mentally prepare myself for what was coming up later in the day but quickly trailed off when I saw the goody basket Sam had brought to me earlier I rummaged through it and found a couple of cookies in a plastic Tupperware container that Evelyn had baked. They were apparently famous around town just because of how good they were. I looked further and found cd that said in messy letters 'For Tell; take a listen when you can.' I decided that I probably would. I set it on my bed for later then went back to looking through the basket. I had started getting to the good stuff, Alex's stuff. I first found a gridball, which I practically expected. I found some black sweatpants, I thought 'This was probably Sam's doing.' I decided after I was done looking at this stuff I would put these on because they looked comfortable, and they reminded me of Alex. I looked further and found a small notebook, I thought 'This one was Evelyn, Sam's too greedy to put this in here. He probably would've stolen it if he had the chance.' lastly in the basket was a small box. I opened it and found bunches of newspaper clippings. All of them had been of Alex winning a game for his team, or him doing something good for the town. I thought I would look through this later when I was listening to Sam's cd. I went into the bathroom to go and change, right after I got in I heard more knocks, not even 30 minutes since the last visit.
I finish changing and walk to the door, I didn't even have to look through the window to see who it was. I knew and I hated it, but I opened the door anyways. It was exactly who I thought it was, Sam's dad. He pushed his way through the door and past me. He looked to be a mixture of both mad and disgusted by me. I closed the door and asked "What do you want? By the way, next time ask to come in, don't be a savage."
He got angrier at this remark and replied "Well, it's not like back here again. So listen up." He reminded me of my dad when he was drunk, angry and abusive… "People like you disgust me you know that? This isn't how Yoba intended mankind to be, men to be with one another in a relationship like yours, let alone eloping!"
I got angry at this and yelled "Well it's people like you that make me scared to leave my house. I get it you fought for our country to keep us free and what not, but the way you're acting right now is not what you fought for."
He was furious (more than he already was) at this statement "It's people like you that start holy wars!"
"No, We didn't do anything to you people, you were the ones that started it! You judged us for who we loved, but not for the reason why! Sure, we don't want to make a girl pregnant, but it's not like that's necessarily hurting anyone!" I yelled. This argument continued for several minutes before I told him to leave
"Leave! NOW!" I screamed.
"Fine! Fag!" He opened the door and left, without closing the door.
"FUCK YOU!" I shouted at him as he left. He held up to middle fingers and walked off. I slammed the door and sat down. I started looking through his diary, I flipped the pages until I saw my name, well not my name, but you know. I started reading "So the new farm guy moved in, He's not bad. I still had to act like a shithead, though. I hope he wants to still be friends with me after what I've said to him. Also, I like his hair, it's purple, darker that Abby's but not black like Sebastian's. It looks like it's naturally spiked up, which isn't bad. Just thought I'd add that to this. Anyway, my workout wasn't all that bad, I feel like I'm getting better." that's all it was for the rest of the page I continued onto the next page "I was in the middle of a workout today, Tell interrupted me. I can't say I wasn't ungrateful, He's pretty cool and I always enjoy hanging out with him. I don't know why I can't just be cool with him. He's beautiful." this part was barely visible as it was scratched out, probably out of frustration. "I don't know how I've been feeling about him, I mean I've felt a little like this way all my life, generally around guys. It's probably a phase." I turned to the next page. "All right I was thinking about this all night last night, and I figured out that this isn't just a phase….I don't know what it is, but I feel really strongly towards him. He's different than everyone else. He's beautiful." He wrote it again, this time, it was underlined. My heart started to beat harder, it felt like it was going to beat out of my chest. He really did like me from this early on in our relationship. It really put perspective into my head. I was about to turn the page when another knock came out.
*Pak* *Pak* *Pak* It was Evelyn, she was out of breath and held out a phone with a shaky hand.
She heaved out "Hurry….It's…..Alex…5 minutes…..left" I didn't hesitate, tears starting to gather. "Hello?" I only heard a laugh for a couple seconds, it wasn't a prank because I recognized the laugh. "Finally, I get to talk you. It was a rough ride over to the prison, and I hate it here, but at least I get to talk to you now. So, w-what's your answer?"
I was crying, it was only getting worse by the second.I was just barely able to squeak out "Yes! Of !" I could hear him start to cry.
He said "This is the moment I've been waiting for for the past 9 hours, and it was worth every second of waiting. If I could kiss you right now, I would, just saying." we both started to laugh
"I love you, Alex!" I said joyfully.
"I love you too Jason. Sorry I had to say that a little quietly, I want to get out of here relatively quick, and coming out that early isn't going to help my case." he chuckled
"It's alright baby, I get it. Please do anything you can to get out as soon as possible. I just want to get married." I pouted out
"I have to go now, the guards are getting ancy. I love you! Bye!" he hurried.
"I love you too! Bye."
What do you guys think of that chapter, and that's just one of the two parts.