Torrie sat in a seat by the gate. Her flight to Idaho got delayed because of high winds. So she sat in one of the seats just playing around with her iPod. She had it on shuffle and looking for a good song to listen to. Over It by Katherine McPhee came in. Torrie liked the song, so she just kept it on.

I'm over your lies
and I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me
when you know I'm not okay.

Torrie thought the past day today. Boy was it messy. She didn't want to think about it, but she couldn't get her mind off it. John had said he might not love her. She couldn't believe that he said that! Maybe he was just being stubborn. Or maybe he was getting back at her for NYR. She wished that it had never happened so many times. But she couldn't go back and fix it.

You call me at night
and I pick up the phone.
And though you've been telling me
I know you're not alone.

Being with John was the best thing that had ever happened to her. He treated her much better then Randy did. But why did she throw it all away for something she didn't want in the first place? The thought of Randy forgiving her and loving her again made he do what she did. She should have asked John to wait on the engagement. She shouldn't have said yes right then and there. She wasn't ready, but she made John believe she was. Is she hadn't of said yes, it would have never happened. Torrie sighed and looked up. Some guy was running at her gate. He was calling her name. It was John running at her.

"Torrie!"

That's why
(your eyes)
I'm over it
(your smile)
I'm over it
(realize)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over..

John stopped in front of her seat and gasped. He was obviously out of breath. Torrie turned her iPod off and put it back in her carry on. John looked up at her. Torrie looked back at John. They stayed like this for a while. Finally Torrie spoke.

"Why are you here?"

"To get you back. I made a big mistake Torrie. Please believe me."

"Well it's kind of hard to when you think you don't love me."

"But I do Tor! I do love you! Ashley helped me realize that! Torrie believe me when I say I love you and I never stopped!"

Wanting you
to be wanting me
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips
because I'm so over..

Torrie stared at John for a while. Was he really telling the truth? What was with the change of heart all of a sudden? She wasted tears on him on the cab ride here and the nights she was alone. She looked at John again. He looked pretty serious. He must have rushed here to get to her. She decided she wasn't over him. But she really wanted to be.

Moving on, it's my time
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

Why did she want to be? Deep down, she always wanted him. Even when she was with Randy she wanted to be with John. Se always felt so bad leaving him the ring that night at NYR.

"Will you come back with me. Please."

Torrie looked up. John was tearing up just a little bit. He must really love her then. But she didn't want to hurt him again! She loved him so much…but yet she wanted to leave him behind. A voice echoed through the area.

"Flight 378 to Boise, Idaho is no longer delayed. We will now start boarding people who need help getting on and people with infants 2 years or younger."

Torrie looked over at the gate. Many women with kids got in line and stepped onto the plane. She looked back at John. He was looking at the line himself. He turned and looked at Torrie. He got down on his knees and took her hands.

"Torrie please. I don't want to lose you again. Once was enough. I'm sorry I lied to you. It was stupid so please forgive me."

I'm over your hands
and I'm over your mouth.
Trying to drag me down
and fill me with self-doubt.

"Now we will start boarding first class rows 1-8."

That was where Torrie was. She looked down at John. He really wanted her to stay. She really wanted to stay also. But something told her she had to go. How could she trust him again? He basically shut her down today. But again, she embarrassed him on live television. She spoke with a soft voice.

"How can I know that you really love me?"

"Just trust me Torrie. That's all I ask of you. Just trust me."

"Prove it."

Torrie got up and headed to the gate. It was killing her inside that she was walking away from the man that just a day ago she couldn't live without.

"Torrie!"

Torrie turned around. John walked up to her again. This time he took her in for a long, passionate kiss. It felt so good to Torrie to feel those lips against hers again. When John pulled away, he also backed away. The lady taking tickets looked at Torrie.

"Are you boarding mam?"

Torrie looked at John. He gave her a look. She knew that look. It was his 'your choice' look. Torrie looked down and wiped a tear off her cheek. She looked up again. She knew he would do anything for her just to have her. But…one day wouldn't change it.

"Yes I am."

She handed the lady her ticket and walked on. She looked back at John. He looked back at her. Torrie yelled at John.

"Prove it. Prove you love me!"

Then she walked onto the plane. She kept walking till she was in her seat. She sat down and looked down at her lap. Then she let the tears fall down her cheeks. What did she just do?

That's why
(your words)
I'm over it
(so sure)
I'm over it
(I'm not your girl)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over...

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Ahhh! Sorry to be so evil! Poor John! Next chapter: Day 4-it's only Randy and Ashley. They get to some of their problems they still have. Plus, how will John prove his love to Torrie? Tune in next time!