Chapter 21
Author's Note: Thank you so much for the continued support! I love reading all your reviews and seeing the number of favorites and alerts increase =D
So, I hated 5x01 and didn't watch 5x02 until the day after online. I'll probably watch 5x03 online the day after as I'm starting to get invested again but can't bring myself to watch it live because I feel the need to cover my eyes and ears when I see where the writers are going.
I do like that Chuck recognizes he has a problem, however, paying people to kick the sh*t out of him isn't the best idea. I also love how Dan is helping Chuck as well as being there for Blair. She's really in need of a friend and it's great that she has him. With Dan not a possible baby daddy, I'm hoping the baby is Chuck's. I doubt she and Chuck used protection that night of the bar mitzvah and I'd hope Louis did when they were together all summer. The thought of Blair having a child with Louis makes me cringe.
I think the prince is a great man but I don't think Blair loves him the same way she loves Chuck. Wanting to be a real-life princess isn't a reason to marry a man you aren't completely in love with. Besides, the first thing she asked Dan was about how Chuck was. Fingers crossed that she's pregnant with a baby Bass! I should have known that I couldn't stay away from Gossip Girl for long, even with the train wrecks that were the S3 and S4 finales, I'm still shipping Chair.
When Dan told Blair how Chuck was broken from losing her and she told him it wasn't because Chuck was the one who told her to marry Louis is exactly why I wrote Could it Be. If Chuck just told Blair in 4x22 that he loved her and was willing to do whatever he needed to do to be with her, they would both be happy. But no, heaven forbid either of them do the practical thing. The next chapter of that story will be up soon, if you read it, please review to let me know what you think of it. I'm not sure where to go with it and could use all the feedback I can get.
The Way We Were has been updated and a new chapter of Beauty and the Beast will be up within the week. This show really needs to get its act together or I'm completely retreating into my fanfiction bubble again. Anyway, my rant is now off my chest and you know my feelings on this season. What do you think? Can you keep me updated in your reviews? Thanks =)
SoonerThanLater – Thank you! You can always watch the clips on YouTube within hours of the Monday episode, that's what I do ;) There are more NJBC moments in this chapter as well as more Victor and Rose cuteness. Can't wait to read your thoughts on this chapter.
Trosev – Thanks! I love domestic Chair and am happy that you do too. Looking forward to your thoughts on this chapter.
TriGemini – Thank you so much! Chuck definitely keeps getting hotter =*) And Chair must be endgame, it must! I do have some fun with the blondes in this chapter and can't wait to read what you want to see next. As always, looking forward to your next review.
Krazy4Spike – Thank you! We see a frustrated Chuck, but more with himself than with Blair if you get what I'm saying. And it's good that he can talk with Nate, he needs some guy time. Looking forward to what your think of this chapter.
Svenjen – Thanks! So happy you liked the smut, there's a lot more in this chapter. As for the pain Blair felt at the end of the last chapter, I took artistic liberties with that because it fit with where I was going in this chapter. Hope you understand why. Can't wait to read your thoughts on this chapter.
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August 20, 2011
"They very good with babies," Dorota said proudly. "I mostly help with keeping apartment clean and take photos, they take care of Victor and Rose."
"You were right, Lily," Blair told her mother-in-law. "We don't want to put them down."
"I think she'd agree, love," Chuck smirked as Blair snuggled closer into him while Lily and Cyrus cradled the twins to them.
Lily had Victor in her arms and was generally fussing over her grandson. "You are so handsome," she cooed as she looked over at Rose in Cyrus' arms, "And you, my little angel, are beautiful."
"That you are, dear," Cyrus smiled as he rocked his granddaughter back and forth in his arms, "So very beautiful."
"I daresay they're starting to recognize us," Eleanor stated as Rose looked up when she heard her grandmother's voice. "They get more beautiful every day."
"It will only be a matter of time before Rose and Victor are smirking back at us," Rufus grinned as he tickled Victor's chest, the little boy smiling.
"Hopefully that's all they get from me," Chuck said nervously, the thought of either one of his children turning into how he used to be was terrifying to him.
"That and your devotion to their mother," Eleanor told him with a pointed look at the way he was holding Blair.
Chuck smiled as Blair kissed his cheek. His wife was everything to him and he loved that it was evident to other people.
"At least they look just like Blair," Chuck smiled as he kissed the side of her head.
"But they have your lips," Blair added as she tucked her feet under her and nuzzled into him more.
"Charles, everything is set for the bookings to open at the end of the month," Lily said, remembering that she wanted to tell him that before she left.
"Are you still working?" Cyrus asked him.
"No," Chuck told them, "But Lily keeps me updated. Blair and I are looking forward to the grand opening at the end of October. I have nothing more to do with it than show up."
"You have more important things to take care of," Rufus said as he looked at the twins. "Have you found it difficult not working?"
"Not at all," Chuck said, "Being home with the twins and Blair keep me occupied. And I know Bass Industries is in good hands with Lily overseeing things."
Their visitors stayed a few more hours discussing the twins, Bass Industries, how well the young parents were handling two infants before leaving. As much as Blair and Chuck loved their family, they cherished the time they had alone with their children.
"You sure you okay when I go?" Dorota asked.
"Yes," Blair told her as she took her arm and led her to the elevator. "Go home to Vanya and Ana. We'll see you all tomorrow."
"Alright, Miss Blair," Dorota said. "But you need me, you call."
"Chuck and I can handle this," Blair said. "We've done it before."
Dorota's eyes narrowed as she stepped into the elevator. "Have a great night," Blair smiled as the door closed and she turned to walk to the master bedroom where Chuck was with the twins.
He was already in his pajamas and standing between the twins' bassinets when Blair walked in.
"Finally alone again," she told him as she kissed his cheek before leaning over to kiss Victor and Rose on the forehead. "Give me a minute to change."
He nodded as he watched her untie her dress and let it drop to the floor as she walked into the closet. She emerged moments later pulling her robe around her and tying it.
"Hi, Rose," she cooed as she reached for her daughter. "Mommy's got you."
Chuck smiled as he reached for Victor and they settled against the headboard.
"Just the four of us," Blair said as she and her husband lay in bed propped up against the headboard with the twins in their arms, sound asleep. "I like our little family time."
"Have you decided what you want to do about the Times?" Chuck asked. As soon as word got out that Blair went into early labor and the twins were born healthy, every media outlet wanted the privilege of having the first photo spread of the young family.
"I don't think I want to," she told him as she rocked Rose gently in her arms. "It was one thing when it was only us in the photos but I really want to shelter them from as much as I can. Why, did you want to do it?"
"I love showing them off," he smiled. "We haven't released any photos of them yet but I want everyone to see how beautiful they are. With their christening tomorrow, I'm sure photos of them will surface then. Don't you think it's best if we get a say in what they print?"
"I guess," she said. "But it feels wrong allowing their photo to be published, I've been thinking we should maintain more of a private persona from now on. So much is already out there about us that I'd like to disappear into the woodwork for a while."
"That's never going to happen, love," he smirked. "We're Basses, people will always want to know about us. And they're going to write about us regardless."
"Alright," Blair conceded, "Can you call the reporter later? I don't feel like dealing with her if I don't have to."
"I'll make the call when we put them down," he said. "And thank you. I want people to see how happy I am with our family, quiet the rumors. I know it shouldn't bother me but people still see me as the debauched teenager I used to be. That's not who I am anymore and I want that acknowledged. First and foremost I'm a father to Rose and Victor with eyes only for their beautiful mother. After that I run my own business, quite successfully I might add. I want responsible to replace reckless when people think of me."
"People will see that if they haven't already," she told him with a smile as she leaned into him. "The more they see us together, the more obvious it will be. It's just that with so much out there about us already, I'm afraid what Rose and Victor will think of us when they found out how we were."
"You're afraid?" he asked. "I was horrid, I don't want Victor to be anything like how I was in high school. And I sure don't want Rose with anyone like that."
"You always had a good heart, though," Blair said with a small smile. "You hid it well but you were always there when I needed you."
"That's different," he said, "You were always different to me."
"How so?" she asked.
"You were my best friend, you still are," he told her. "We always understood each other more than Nate and Serena ever could. Even back then we could communicate without words, a look was all that was needed to understand the other."
"I'm so happy with where we are," she said. "None of this was planned but everything about our lives is so perfect. Did you ever think it was possible to be so happy?"
"With you? Always," he smirked. "You and I were made for each other. Rose and Victor are proof of that. I fall more in love with them every day."
"You're such a good father," Blair said as Chuck softly kissed Victor's forehead. "And that is so sexy to me."
August 21, 2011
Chuck was completely overwhelmed during the church service for the twins' christening. Religion always made him uneasy and standing in a house of worship made him uncomfortable. He couldn't help but smile though at everyone around them. Nate and Serena were bubbling over with excitement as they held the twins, Dan and Eric standing next to them fussing over Rose and Victor.
Eleanor made the dressing gowns for the twins and the front pew held all the beaming grandparents. The ceremony was beautiful and Blair was so happy to show off the twins with her husband at her side. The reporter from the Times stopped by their apartment before to get statements from Blair and Chuck and the photographer got photos of them at the church. After a whirlwind of greeting everyone afterwards, the young couple said their goodbyes and retreated back into their little world.
"You were so good, my little angels," Blair cooed to the twins when she and Chuck were back in the SUV with the twins. "And you look so beautiful."
"You all look beautiful," he told her as he looked at her with lust. She wore a sleeveless burgundy sheath dress that hugged her curves in all the right places but remained elegant and timeless. Her hair was pinned up leaving her neck exposed, just the way he liked it.
"What did you think of it?" she asked her husband. "I know it wasn't what you wanted but thank you."
"I'm glad we had them christened," he told her. "You were, I was, and now they are."
"Can you ask Arthur to take the long way home?" she asked. "I want some time just the four of us before everyone is around us again."
"The long way home it is, Mrs. Bass," Arthur said as he made eye contact with her in the rearview mirror.
"Thank you," she told him with a smile. "We really need to give him a raise."
Arthur couldn't help but chuckle when Chuck said, "I take excellent care of Arthur, no worries there."
"Good, because he's family," Blair said as she smiled to the trusty chauffeur, seeing him slightly smile back at her.
Chuck couldn't help but smile at how carefree she was. He was smiling when she looked at him and said, "Kiss me."
He didn't need to be asked twice and they leaned over the twins' car seats, their lips connected until the SUV stopped and Arthur knocked on the window to get their attention.
He helped them get the twins out of their car seats and carried their stuff up with them in the elevator. When Chuck and Blair stepped out of the elevator into their apartment, everyone made their way over to them. However, unlike the other times they had company, neither Chuck nor Blair let go of the twins.
"I want to hold my godson," Serena whined when Chuck cradled Victor against his shoulder.
"No," Chuck said with a smirk, "You held him all morning, he's not leaving my arms."
The blonde was pouting as she observed Nate being told the same thing by Blair.
"No, she's my daughter and she's comfortable right where she is," Blair told her friend. "You had her all morning, the answer is no."
"But she loves when I hold her," Nate said as his hand rested on Rose's back and he kissed her cheek.
"That may be so," Blair said, "But I love holding her more. Leave me alone."
"The blondes are getting annoying," Chuck smirked when his wife was at his side once more. "Remind me again why we chose them as godparents."
"We're your best friends, that's why," Nate exclaimed as he, Serena, Dan, and Eric made their way over to them.
"Hello, Rose," Dan smiled as his fingers gently touched Rose's dark hair and he kissed her forehead. "Ignore what your dad is saying about the blondes, they love you and do mean well."
"Thank you," Serena told her boyfriend, happy that someone was defending her.
"I have an idea," Eric said with a grin as he looked at Chuck. "Let me get a photo of you two with the twins by the piano."
"That's a wonderful idea," Eleanor exclaimed when she walked by. "What a beautiful backdrop."
No one other than Blair, Chuck, and Eric were aware of the significance of the piano as they backed into the curve as the it and everyone gathered around as Eric clicked away.
"We've really come full circle, Bass," Blair smiled up at him as she held Rose to her.
"We always do, Bass," Chuck told her with a smirk as he bounced Victor up and down in his arms. "Come here," he said as he leaned down to kiss her.
"You want to see the photos?" Eric asked, wanting them to stop making out without embarrassing them.
"Thank you, Eric," Blair said as he showed them the photos. "We do love this piano."
August 23, 2011
"Let me make sure I'm understanding you," Nate said with confusion. "You're upset that Blair is giving you regular blowjobs?"
Chuck let out a sigh as he sat back, "You don't get it. She's gone down on me maybe a dozen times in all the years we've been together. It's not part of our normal repertoire. She's using this to avoid talking with me."
"Marriage is really changing you if this is a concern. Wait," Nate said when it finally hit him why Chuck might be upset, "Are you two having regular sex?"
"Not yet. And I know, it's more than six weeks. Trust me, I know," Chuck said as Nate went to speak.
"Have you two tried?" Nate asked as he started to feel slightly uncomfortable.
"Once, but it was painful for her so I pulled out," Chuck said. "She's avoided trying again by going down on me whenever I try to initiate anything. I'm not all that distracted though."
"Do you think you'll look elsewhere?" Nate asked as he struggled to find the right words.
"Never," Chuck said immediately. "I can't imagine being with anyone but Blair. I'm just wondering how long it will be before we go back to what we had."
"Which was sex three times a day," Nate grinned.
"Exactly," Chuck said dryly. "But I'd settle for three times a week at this point."
"Talk with her," Nate said, if only it were that simple.
"And say what? 'I know your body is still healing from major surgery and adjusting after safely bringing our children into this world but I really want to get laid.' I'm not that insensitive, Nathaniel," Chuck told his friend. "Besides, if she's not ready I won't push her, that's not how I want it."
"That and you're getting blown every night," Nate laughed.
"Blair's been through a lot," Chuck said with a sigh. "She's not feeling like herself yet. She thinks she's good at hiding it but I can see right through her. And it's more than sex and blowjobs, all I want is to make love to my wife."
Now it was Nate's turn to sigh as he put down his glass, "I can't even make fun of you now. Tell her that right there, she may be slightly mortified but I'm sure you can do something to smooth it over. Maybe you could down on her?"
"Now that is part of our normal repertoire. And I do go down on her, very often," Chuck smirked as Nate cringed at the visual he was just provided. "And I'll figure something out, I don't like when she keeps things from me."
"I can't believe that you and Blair have the most perfect and honest relationship I've ever seen. I hope to have what you two have one day," Nate smiled as he looked at his friend and saw the changes. "Is there anything you wouldn't do for Blair?"
"No," Chuck told him, "And there's nothing she won't do for me but she's scared with all the changes going on now."
"You mean the hysterectomy?" Nate asked.
"Yes, but she's also scared of how I'm dealing with all this. A year ago, I ran away. She's afraid I may do that again," Chuck said. "I wouldn't, and I shouldn't have done it then. It's been a process for us."
"But you're happily married, with two gorgeous kids," Nate said with a smile as he thought about his godchildren.
"We are, but it's still an adjustment," Chuck told his best friend. "There's nothing I would change about our life. I just want her to continue talking to me about how she feels."
"You so need to be having this conversation with her," Nate said. "Blair will want to hear this. Telling her you want that back and forth dialogue will be very reassuring for her."
"I will. Would you ever have thought that I'd choose talking instead of sex?" Chuck asked as he shook his head.
"No," Nate laughed, "But then again, you've never had it all before. Talk with your wife."
XOXO
Later that night, after the twins were settled in their bassinets, Chuck decided to talk with Blair.
"Blair, can we talk?" he asked as she dropped her robe and crawled next to him wearing nothing at all.
"No talking," she purred as she straddled his waist and pushed down his pants and boxers before beginning to unbutton his pajama top.
"Blair," he groaned as she pushed his shirt off and threw it to the floor. "We need to talk."
"Do we?" she asked as her lips brushed against his jawline and she pressed against him.
"Stop," Chuck said as she started to kiss her way down his chest. "Not tonight," he told her as he flipped her under him.
The look in her eyes was a mixture of confusion, hurt, and lust, "What are you doing?"
"I know you're unsure about us making love again," he whispered against her neck as his fingers ran up her wet center. "But I want you to talk to me about your hesitation. You can talk to me about anything, Blair."
"This shouldn't be happening," she told him as she squirmed from his touch and he brought his hand to rest on her stomach. "You're my husband and I love you. Making love with you has always been so natural. I shouldn't feel any hesitation about being with you."
"But you do," he said gently. "Please talk to me."
"Why did you stop me from going down on you?" she asked shyly. "Do you not like what I do?"
"There's nothing you aren't good at," he told her. "And I love when you go down on me. It's just that you've done it so sparingly in our relationship, I don't want you using it as a means to distract me from talking about the important stuff."
"Are you telling me it's not working?" she asked impishly.
"I enjoy it immensely," he said, "But we need to talk."
"When we tried making love last week, I got freaked out because it hurt," she revealed as she avoided eye contact. "That never happened, not even my first time. If it hurts again, I don't know what I'll do."
"I do," he smirked as his hand went to between her legs again. "It probably hurt because you were nervous and a bit tight. Let me loosen you up."
"Chuck," she moaned as he slipped two fingers inside her very slowly and started stroking her inner sweet spot.
"Are you in any pain?" he asked as his lips kissed her neck.
"None," she gasped, feeling her climax building as his fingers brought her to her peak. "I'm so close, Chuck, please keep going."
"I always leave you satisfied," he told her as his thumb rubbed at her outer nub. She cried out as he simultaneously pleasured her. Her spasms intensified as her hips shook against him. The orgasm overtook her when he pinched her swollen sweet spot and slowly withdrew his fingers from inside her.
She was breathing heavily as he licked her juices off his fingers one by one. "You taste so very good," he drawled as her eyes fluttered back open and she looked at him. "How are you?"
"Fabulous," she breathed as she rolled over to face him.
"Tomorrow, you and I are going to spend all day getting reacquainted with each other," he told her.
"Why can't we try tonight?" she asked with a pout.
"Because," he said as he leaned over to kiss her lips, "I want it to be perfect. Tomorrow, we'll have Nate and Serena watch the twins. You and I will have the place to ourselves. I want you to be able to scream my name with abandon, not having to worry that we'll be upsetting the twins."
"You really have thought of everything," she smiled. "Thank you."
He didn't say anything, he just sighed as he held her and stroked her hair.
"Chuck Bass likes to cuddle," she smiled as she nestled into his side, "Who knew?"
"You do, and that's all that matters," he told her, kissing the top of her head.
August 24, 2011
Nate's eyes lit up when he saw Rose in Blair's arms. "There's my girl," he cooed as she reached for him and he carefully cradled her in his arms. "Did you miss me? Because I missed you."
"Where's my little man?" Serena asked as she scanned the room for Victor.
"Chuck is changing him," Blair told her. "He was fussy this morning so be warned."
"He wasn't fussy," Chuck said as he entered the road with Victor in his arms. "He didn't want to breastfeed, but he took the bottle just fine from me."
"Rub it in," Blair huffed. "Rub it in that my son likes you more than he likes me."
"Our son," Chuck amended, "Loves us both. He just prefers the bottle over you though."
Blair was pouting when Serena gently took Victor from Chuck and said, "Let's get out of here so mommy and daddy can fight and then make up."
"That sounds good to me. What do you think, Rosie?" Nate asked his goddaughter who was gurgling happily as he kissed her face. "We agree, S, let's leave these two alone."
"Are you sure you'll be okay with them all day?" Blair asked nervously as she put her hands on the twins' backs and looked between her friends. "Because if you're not, that's okay."
"We'll be fine," Nate told her. "Everyone is downstairs and looking forward to spending the day with them without the two of you hovering."
"We don't hover," Chuck scowled as he stood next to Blair and kissed each of his children on the head. "We worry about their care."
"And we love them as much as you do," Serena smiled. "Please, trust us with our godchildren. You two deserve some alone time. We'll see you tonight."
"You're sure you can handle them all day?" Chuck asked his stepsister as he and Blair walked them to the elevator.
"Yes," Serena told him, "You know mom set up the guest room as a nursery for them. They will be taken care of with only the best."
"Move your hand, Chuck," Nate said as Chuck kept the elevator open as he and Blair looked uneasily at their children with their best friends. "They're in good hands."
"Mommy and daddy will see you soon," Blair told them as she gave the twins a kiss before stepping out of the elevator, putting her hand where Chuck's was so he could kiss the twins as well.
"We'll see you soon," Chuck said with a smile to Rose and Victor before turning serious to look at the blondes. "And you two, my children better be in the same condition tonight as they are right now."
"You know they will be," Serena cooed as she bounced Victor in her arms as the elevator door closed. "Have fun."
"Bye, crazy people," Nate grinned as the elevator closed and Blair looked at Chuck.
"Do you think they'll be okay?" Blair asked her husband uncertainly.
"Yes, but we can go get them if you want," Chuck told her as he drew her to him.
"Later," she said quietly as her hands rested against his chest and she leaned up to kiss his neck. "I want you, now."
He smiled and gently lifted her into his arms, holding her tight as he said, "I always want you, Blair."
No words were said as he carried her to their bedroom. It was only when he was near the door that he spoke, "Close your eyes."
She did as he stepped into the room and walked over to the bed. "You can open them," Chuck said softly in her ear as he gave her a gentle squeeze.
When she looked around the room she couldn't help but smile. The curtains were drawn and the only light in the room came from the soft glow of the dozens of tea candles Chuck had scattered around their bedroom.
She looked up at him with a smile on her face and told him, "It's perfect, absolutely perfect."
When he laid her on the bed she looked at him with desire in her eyes before she sat up and started unbuttoning his shirt.
"You have no idea how much I've been looking forward to this," she breathed shakily as she fumbled to push his shirt off his shoulders and run her hands across his bare chest.
"I'll make it worth the wait," he told her as he pulled the dress over her head, groaning when he saw she had nothing on underneath.
His lips immediately attacked the spot on her clavicle as her feet hooked around his waistband and pulled his boxers down in one move. Chuck kicked them to the floor before lying against her once more.
With Blair on her back against the pillows, Chuck lay next to her as he began kissing along her neck while his hand roamed up and down her side.
"Is it wrong that I like this?" he asked her as he sucked at her nipple, swallowing the breastmilk that came out.
"No," Blair moaned as her fingers ran through his hair to bring him closer, "This feels amazing."
"But am I taking milk away from the twins?" he asked, pulling away from her to look in her eyes.
"No," she smiled. "As long as someone is drinking the milk, it'll keep coming in for them."
"So I can keep doing this?" Chuck asked as his lips wrapped around her nipple once more and gently started to suck on it.
"Oh, yes," she moaned, arching up to him. "Please do."
He smirked as his mouth moved to her other breast and his hand cupped the breast his lips were just ravaging. Pinching her left nipple as his lips sucked at her right nipple had Blair writhing underneath him.
"Chuck, I need to feel you," she gasped as he kissed his way up between the valley of her breasts. "I can't wait any longer."
"You sure?" he asked with a smile as he positioned himself between her legs. She nodded and arched up to him, eager for what was to come.
Chuck slowly entered her, moaning as he felt her warmth conforming around his length. She gasped when he was completely in her, loving the feeling of being connected to her husband.
"I love you," she told him as he stayed still inside her. "Thank you for being so patient with me through this."
He smiled as he kissed the side of her face, "I'd do anything for you. I love you."
"I'm ready," she said with a nod, knowing he was waiting for her affirmation before he started moving. "Make love to me, Chuck."
Blair's hands held onto his shoulders as he began moving slowly, soon in rhythm with each other as they moved together. His hips rocked back and forth as she moaned into the crook of his neck.
She cried out his name when she felt herself starting to orgasm. Her nails dug into his back as he began thrusting faster in and out of her, bringing them both to their peaks.
"Come with me," she gasped as her legs wrapped around his waist, "Come with me."
"Yes," he rasped, pulling out of her almost completely before entering her entirely again. Two short thrusts later and they were both screaming out with their first real releases in months. Panting, Chuck collapsed on top of her as her arms wound around his neck.
"Stay," she told him as she held on tighter, "I missed feeling your weight on top of me."
Chuck laughed as he kissed her lips. "Don't laugh at me," she said shyly. "You have no idea how different my body feels after being pregnant for so long."
"But I do know," he smirked as his hands ran up and down her arms. "I know how every inch of you feels, then and now, intimately."
"And?" she implored while looking at him warily.
"You feel heavenly," he told her with lust in his eyes as he flipped her back on top of him. "And I've only just started showing you how much I love and want you."
She gasped as he wrapped his arms around her and sat them up. "I know I keep saying this," she said as she touched his face, "But I really love our life. I've never been so happy."
"Keep telling me," he told her, "Because I love hearing it."
"I am so in love with you, Chuck," Blair smiled as she kissed his lips. Her hands held his face as she kissed him, melting into him as he held her to him.
"Are you ready for round two?" she purred as her teeth grazed the skin under his jawline.
He nodded with hooded eyes as her hands rested on his shoulders and she lowered onto his waiting hardness.
"You going to move?" he asked with a smirk as his hands gripped at her hips. "Or do I need to flip you?"
"Don't you dare," she told him, her legs wrapping around him to steady herself. "I'm controlling this."
"Controlling is sexy," he said as he held her close, nibbling at her earlobe. "And I love watching you ride me."
"You do?" she asked with her eyebrows quirked, not expecting him to say that but turned on by it nonetheless. "Well then, I guess I have to make it a good ride then."
Blair pushed him back against the pillows, unlocking her legs from his waist and bending her knees on either side of him. With him still inside her, she leaned over to whisper, "You ready?"
"I'm ready," he said. Surprising him, she took his hands in hers and placed them on her breasts.
"Now I'm ready," she smirked as her hands held onto his shoulders and she started moving up and down on his shaft until she found the perfect angle for her.
Chuck was bucking up to her as he massaged her breasts, groaning as he felt them bounce against his hands with each move she made. The faster she rode him, the lower she moaned. Her inner muscles began spasming uncontrollably and he couldn't hold off his release any longer. She fell on top of him before they moved on to round three.
After making love for hours, they lay in bed facing each other as their breathing slowed.
"Hi," he said with a smile, his hand resting on her hip and their legs tangled together.
"Hi," she smiled back, leaning in for a kiss. "Did you have a good day?"
"I'd say I enjoyed myself today," he told her. "Any thoughts for how you want to spend the rest of the day?"
"Would you think I'm lame if I told you I miss Rose and Victor?" she asked as she nuzzled into his chest.
"Not at all, I miss them too," Chuck said. "We can get them early if you want."
Blair nodded happily as he added, "I suggest we shower first. As much as I love the feel of us on my skin, I don't want it on the twins."
"Agreed," she said, pulling him up and leading them into the bathroom.
As soon as they were both soaking wet in the shower, Chuck backed his wife into the corner before dropping to his knees. "Comfortable?" he drawled as he kissed her abdomen while his hands gripped at her hips and he made his way south.
"I hope so," she gasped as his lips made their way down her hip to brush against her core.
"Don't worry, I'll hold you up," he smirked as he ran his tongue up her center.
She moaned as her knees got weak with each stroke of his tongue. His smirk deepened as he brought her closer to the edge and her moans got louder.
"Chuck," she screamed as her hands clawed at the tiles while his lips were sucking at her swollen nub and his tongue flicked it simultaneously in his mouth. Her orgasm soon overtook her and he made sure his grip kept her steady.
Once they were both standing, they tried to clean up but when Chuck felt himself getting hard again with the way Blair was touching him and had to have her yet again. Entering her in one smooth thrust, he pinned her to the wall as his hands went to either side of her. Caught up in the moment, they frantically reached their peaks as the water poured down on them.
"I missed this," Blair panted as she clung to him. "And don't move just yet, I don't think I can stand on my own."
"Why do you think I'm leaning against the wall?" he smirked as he felt his breath returning to normal.
"Can we continue this tonight?" she asked as she breathed against the crook of his neck.
"You never need to ask, it's always yes," he told her. "Even if you wake me up."
"I love you," she smiled, kissing his jaw. "But if we don't wash up now I don't think I'll have the energy to go downstairs and get our children."
"Tonight, love," Chuck said as he took the bottle of shampoo and started massaging it into his wife's scalp. "For now, try not to get too turned on as I massage your body."
"Is that a challenge?" she asked with a playful glint in her eyes as her hands rested on his hips and she pressed against him. "Because when you're done with me, I get to do you."
He groaned as she backed him against the wall and kissed his chest. "Not fair," he said, "You know I can't resist you."
"I know," she told him as they got lost in each other.
When they finally made their way out of the bathroom, Chuck was finished getting dressed first. Blair had gotten into the habit of wearing wrap dresses because they were the easiest for her to adjust when nursing and he also liked how easy they were to remove. Standing behind her, his arms circled her waist and his hands took the sash from her and tied it as he kissed her neck.
She turned her head to him and said, "Being with you again, I'm finally starting to feel like myself again. We're getting back to what we had."
"No," he told her as he turned her around, "We're better."
Blair smiled, reaching up to kiss him before pulling back and leading him to the doorway.
"Do you think the twins knew we were gone?" she asked him as they made their way down the hall to the elevator. "I'd hate for them to think we left them."
"I doubt they noticed," Chuck said. "Between your parents, Lily, Rufus, Serena, Nate, Eric, and even Humphrey, coming home with us will be welcomed by them."
"Good," she told him, pressing the call button, "Because I don't like them being so far away."
XOXO
Chuck had his arm wrapped around Blair's waist when they stepped out of the elevator and into the van der Humphrey apartment. He was whispering something dirty into his wife's ear when Serena spotted them.
"Look how happy mommy and daddy are," the blonde cooed to Victor in her arms. "That's because they just got laid."
"Serena," Blair gasped as she looked offended, "Don't talk like that if front of my children."
"I'd say loosen up, B, but I know Chuck's already done that," Serena stated as she raised her eyebrows.
"That I have," Chuck drawled as he wrapped his arm around his wife's waist and drew her to him, "Many times, and in many different positions."
"Give me my son," Blair said as she ignored them and took Victor from Serena's arms. "Did you have fun with your godparents today?"
"They did," Nate said as Chuck went to take Rose from him. "I got her."
"I know," Chuck said as he gently lifted Rose from Nate's arms, "But I miss my daughter and want to hold her now."
"Uncle Natie will see you soon, Rosie," Nate cooed while gently stroking her beautiful little face. "I'll miss you."
"I'm telling you," Dan said, "He's in love. None of us were able to hold her all day and the baby talk isn't new."
Chuck narrowed his eyes at Nate and said, "Nathaniel, my daughter is too young to be corrupted by you. She will always be too young for you."
"How dare you?" Nate exclaimed in horror as he covered Rose's little ears. "Don't say that in front of the babies."
"I love you in the appropriate way as your godfather, not the creepy way your father is insinuating," Nate said as he successfully took Rose back into his arms. Not that Chuck could fight it much without upsetting his little girl.
"Your daddy is crazy," Nate said softly as he held her close and kissed her head while looking at Blair. "So is your mommy, best to come to me with your problems."
"Real nice, Nate," Blair said with a look on her face that told him she wasn't amused. "Let's see how often you see her now."
"You wouldn't," Nate gasped as Blair smiled. "Don't do that to me, B. You know I love them more than anything."
"I do, just remember that I know what your favorite movie is," she smirked.
"What are you talking about?" Serena asked.
"Nothing," Nate said quickly as Blair laughed under her breath, shaking her head at how embarrassed he was getting.
Lily, Rufus, and Blair's parents were out as they didn't expect them for a few more hours. They wanted to go shopping for their trip to the Hamptons and get the twins an entirely new vacation wardrobe. Blair told Serena that she would stop by the apartment tomorrow, for tonight she and Chuck just wanted quiet with their children.
When they both had the twins in their arms again and were making their way to the elevator to go home, Serena snapped one last photo of them for the day.
"I think you may have found your calling, sis," Chuck said as he smiled at the moment Serena just captured. "You're good at this."
"You think so?" Serena asked as she examined the photo she took.
"Chuck just gave you a genuine compliment," Blair told her. "So yes, he really does think your photography skills are good."
"Get us copies of the photos you took today," Chuck smirked. "My home office is rather looking rather sparse."
"Well, we can't have that, now can we?" Serena stated happily.
"Good night," Chuck said as he and Blair stepped into the elevator, relieved to be back with the twins and on their way home.
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This chapter was pretty sappy and smutty, but also sweet. With the show not providing the Chair love I want, I'm writing it how I want ;) What did you think of it? The next chapter will be just as smutty. Is there anything in particular you'd like to read? If there is, let me know.
I pushed them going to the Hamptons to the next chapter. Preview of that – it's the end of the summer and anyone who is anyone will be in the Hamptons so expect to see a few surprise appearances.
I really miss Chair on the show. The last episode that I loved from beginning to end was 4x08, or the episode that starts with Chuck under the covers going down on Blair. Hopefully the show will get its act together and I can finally enjoy watching it again. For now, I'll read the NYmag recaps and watch clips online. Thankfully I have fanfiction and my imagination to tide me over until that day.
Also, feel free to message me or leave your reactions to the new season in your reviews. I love hearing what other people think of it and I do make sure to watch clips with Blair and Chuck, but with one eye closed mind you. I just really want to know who the father of Blair's baby is. I'm 90% sure it is Chuck but there's this gnawing 10% that it could be Louis, yuck! Anyway, we just have to wait and see how cruel the writers really are.
I still can't believe Blair's pregnant on the show! I totally never saw that coming, wow =o
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